150 chemicals is a good place to land. I'm sure you've gotten a little bit of everything, so you know rough;y what everything does.
But yes, I've been meaning to write more trip reports but I always forgo it. Maybe I'll start trying more. I've been meaning to start practicing my writing and that's a good way to do it
I'm also in the 150-200 total chemicals range so far, and while I'll continue to push it further it's less "what new RCs are on the market" and moreso "how can I experiment with structure-activity relationships in the lab" if that makes sense.
Have also taken around 1600mg Gabapentin today and took another 75mg Bupropion SR without thinking around 6pm or so, so hopefully it doesn't keep me up much later. I wanna get out of bed tomorrow right after the mail gets here so that I can have as much time tomorrow enjoying the 3-me-PCP that I should be getting. Unfortunately I have one day weekends so I wont be able to binge into the night with it like I'd like. Was hoping that it'd come today so that I could do some tonight but I forgot about LAbor Day. I swear to god, every damn time I order something, there's some damn holiday that I forget about that delays my mail arriving by a day.
I'm glad to hear you got your Ritalin! I've been on a work bender for a few days, hence my absence from BL. My MXPCP, 25E-NBOH and phenazolam are all arriving on Thursday, so that'll be exciting. I got out of college (and therefore had stable money to order things online with any amount of frequency) while covid was in full swing, so I suspect that maybe I just expect the postal system in the USA to always be both late and shitty at its job. The 25E-NBOH will need a fresh nasal sprayer, but I can't find any of even remotely decent build quality. Even if I just put 50 doses into a nasal sprayer, it'd need to hold up for a few years at least, and they all seem to leak but I value 25X-NBXX's so much that it makes me nervous to plop it right into some garbage sprayer. The phenazolam is also going to need to be diluted into lab grade ethanol, and then applied onto smarties for a 200ug dose, my last batches of MDMB-4en-PINACA blotter came out even
enough but certainly not even enough for me to play games with something as potent as phenazolam. The etizolam blotter I did was a fucking tragedy, so I'm just filling a jar with (so far 60, but probably in total 500) of the large sized Smarties candies to apply the phenazolam to, the same way we used to do liquid alprazolam back in high school.
The MXPCP won't need any prep though so I'll likely be using that one the day it arrives, which I absolutely cannot wait for. I've seen varying doses for people ranging from 10-500mg, and I'm going to start wicked low and climb up, maybe cutting 3-4 20mg lines for the fiance and I to get a feel for this drug at first, and see if ordering more is worth it.
The opium I get is already in powder form mixed with acetaminophen and prescribed. I take it for shoulder pain. I've had actual opium in Lao and that was a lovely dreamy smoke, but way more than a measly 20mg. I snort it because it definitely hits faster, but the best for bioavailability is probably orally, followed by smoking (not possible with these low strength and mixed up caps), followed by snorting.
I have never heard of prescribed opium, that's absolutely fascinating. I appreciate the information on it here!
I mean gay marriage wasn't even legal until I had been out of high school for a few years, which is kind of crazy to thing about considering how "mainstream" being queer has gotten to be.
Yeah, whether it's mainstream or not existence is resistance when it comes to oppressed groups, so even if there were more resistance to my existence as a queer man, I'd simply be pulling more triggers on some unregistered shit, frankly. Dumbass homophobic rednecks in my high school often got rolled down flights of stairs repeatedly as a way to communicate "keep your hateful nonsense out of my community". It helped that I was rolling with a bunch of people who were also competent violence actors, and we always took photos of peoples' IDs after doing anything so that they knew we could roll up at their house if they wanted to escalate trouble any further. In retrospect, a therapist I used to see in college was right when he told me that I was "groomed to be a domestic terrorist, but was never aimed in any direction".
I had plenty of blotters of 25B-NBOMe 25C-NBOMe, it was very common in my area in 2009-2012 . Visuals on nbombs are crazy, yet I had HPPD for few months after overdosing on the liquid form... 30 hits, I was seeing purple, totally crazy went on a big hallucinatory paranoid trip where people could here my thoughts, needed buprenorphine to go down yeah. It was dangerous to sell and use too frankly, I remember one guy ended up lost on the river next to a night club and got find days later, naked, fighting against lasers .. he had 16 hits. It was on the news paper. People would sell it as mescaline. He was okay after but it took him a while to be fine. Dealers made a powder of it a mix 25b, 25c, 25i, one line would skyrocket you in a very long and colorful bliss, it was too dangerous, it went dry quick.
Man I wish I existed in a time where 25X-NBXX's were abundant, I have an insanely difficult time coming across them and when I do the prices are usually pretty high, but alongside salvia and PCP analogs they're some of my all time favorite drugs. Most lab analyses of NBXX blotter found them to be mixed, usually B & I, C & I, or C & E iirc. The most I've ever taken was 9 tabs of (they got mixed so I can't distinguish them) 200ug 25I-NBOMe or 400ug 25B-NBOH. It was easily one of the most beautiful trips I've ever had as far as visuals go. Selling 25X-NBXX as mescaline is some real "throw your dealer off a cliff" type shit, I was once sold a sheet of "acid" that was actually 25C-NBOMe and I rolled up on that fool the next day to get my money back. I can't imagine insufflating crystal NBOMes, that seems exceptionally dangerous, but I'm also recently struggling to find a reliable nasal sprayer that can hold up for a couple years, so I may end up using an amber glass dropper vial that I can just drip down my nostrils while I hang my head upside down off a mattress or couch. Vaping the 25E-NBOH I have coming in may also be the better RoA, idrk yet. Have you ever vaporized any 25X-NBXX compounds, or known of others to do it? I've been considering infusing some cannabis with 25E-NBOH as an experiment, or dropping 200ug in lab grade ethanol on a small sugar pill like a small Smarties candy, crushing that and insufflating it to be sure I'm not getting any more than 200ug in the full line.
Around that time a lot of 2C-E and purple MDE was around, let me tell you MDE was really incredible, 300mg would couch lock you hugging the floor the jaws upside down and crazy visuals. Close to opiates in terms of euphoria, but still sweating a lot and tense jaws and constant yawning. Pure euphoria with crazy visuals like the world is fading around you cant see shit your eyes are moving all over the place.
Also the visuals I had on MDE + Ket were just out this world, we used to rack huge lines of both mixed, I'd instantly time travel back in all reverse, changing things in the past and come back like woaw. Added Cocaine and very good weed at a good tekno free party on top was godlike. The visual and auditory distorsions were insane, and time dilation even more pronounced. Damn I miss MDE for sure. Would have inject it gladly.
Pretty much every MDXX and 2C-X are on my bucket list to try, and MDE seems so incredibly unique based on trip reports. The info here is super valuable to me, how would you compare/contrast MDE to MDA, MDMA, or any other empathogens you've used?
I'm sure taking a dab of it would be pretty swell.
If you go to do this, use a nectar collector or a dab nail you don't care about because it's wicked easy to chazz out a banger with how finicky this shit vaporizes. It feels amazing, but I found the best way to use it was to dissolve it in everclear, then infuse that everclear into cannabis and smoke that, or just roll a little skinny worm-shaped line of lotus opium, and then put that in the middle of a blunt. When doing that (the same way you would with shatter or rosin for example), lighting it with a torch like a dab causes the lotus opium to vaporize at the same speed as the cannabis and blunt wrap, whereas otherwise it would take longer and cause a serious fire hazard.
I'm hoping that I'll be able to better control myself this time around. I'm trying to tell myself that a gram of 3-me-PCP can last me a pretty long time if I don't fall into daily use. Gotta at least keep it to my days off and ideally not do dissociatives every weekend. gonna try best. Unfortunately the replacement base for my time lock safe isnt gonna be here for another 2 weeks or so, so I'm gonna have to really test my willpower until then when the 3-me arrives.
Is the time-lock safe to combat impulsive use? I personally pre-plan trips, labelling little baggies with the day I'll be using something, and then I get even more pleasure from the excitement leading up to it and the experience itself when compared to just compulsively binging the fuck out of things. It also helps me to plan around psychedelics' tolerance, for me the most compulsive drugs aren't sedatives, dissos or stimulants but psychedelics. If acid had no tolerance I'd be eating a tenstrip daily at a minimum, goddamn do I love psychedelics. To not be wasteful with them though, I pre-plan drug use to work around things like tolerance and work scheduling, and also to plan ahead for holidays, parties, etc.
Not sure if pre-planning would work better than a time-locked safe for you specifically, but for me the excitement of pre-planned experiences makes it super easy to wait for the planned date for me personally. This also helps me work out what I refer to as "healthy drug use schedules", which are obviously up for a lot of debate, but for me it's an NMDA antagonist every other week, psychedelics every 3-21 days depending on the tolerances induced (mushrooms have a 3 day tolerance, NBOMes have a 21 day tolerance, LSD has a 10 day tolerance, mescaline has a 7 day tolerance, etc.), then I usually use stimulants 2-3 out of seven days, sedatives at the same rate as stimulants, nitrous only once a month or less since I have B12 malabsorption, and my dailies are cannabis, kratom, caffeine, and occasionally noopept.
Oh I see. I just assumed it was blotter with the way it was typed out. It's a shame that the etizolam blotter came out uneven. I used to be able to dissolve Etizolam in PG before. Not good for blotters but I was able to fully dissolve it and my vials came out reliably every time. Just took a bit of exercise
I'll actually be putting 200ug drops dissolved in lab grade ethanol onto the larger sized Smarties candies (the ones roughly the size of Necco wafers), going to dose about 100 of these, and my current "healthy drug use scheduling system thing" (whatever tf I end up calling it) will have me using at most 1mg 2 days a week, not 3 days a week because the duration is insane, and likely sticking to the 400-800ug range because exceeding 1mg in the past was so overwhelmingly euphoric I was convinced I was experiencing a full body orgasm for hours straight and it was genuinely kind of concerning how good it felt, not as in "I'll compulsively redose this" but as in "how in the hell does anything possibly feel this good, I should probably take less next time because this feels like it shouldn't be a state I reasonably should be experiencing as a mortal being".
I don't know if it was ever confirmed but it was the consensus back when The only deaths involving MXE were due to combining serotonin releasers with it iirc. I knew someone who would take it with MDMA but save it for after the MDMA peak and in conservative doses. They spoke highly of it.
This is very valuable information, ty for this! I've mixed MDMA, MDA and 5-APB with almost every dissociative that I've ever used and only 2-FXE/CanKet and 2F-DCK ever felt like they potentiated the empathogen in any way, but 3-HO-PCP did make 5-APB last for maybe a day and a half once which was super unexpected. No redosing either, it was easily the longest and most exhausting (though still quite worthwhile) roll of my life so far. I'll keep it low with the doses mixing MXPCP with monoamine releasers at first to feel it out, I've run into serotonin syndrome twice and it was from mixing ayahuasca with hawaiian baby woodrose seeds both times, and both times I was remedied by drinking a fifth of liquor and vibing it out for a little while, I'm just grateful my best friend found me in that state, handed me the bottle and was like "drink this right now".
Phenazepam, I didn't really feel much, which led to me taking more and more but never "feeling" anything. It was my first time with a benzo so I didn't know what to look for. Looking back I can tell through how I acted that my anxiety was indeed lowered, but I never felt fucked up. Luckily never blacked out even though it was powder. From what I remember it was very boring
I've only tried phenazolam once so far (never came across phenazepam as far as I'm aware), at a 500ug and 1mg dose taken about 10 or so hours apart, and the euphoria was unironically superior to a high dose of MDA/MDMA, it was fucking unbelievable. This candy jar I'm filling with phenazolam smarties is about to be a jar of happy pills or some shit, I swear. I'm glad I seem to be rather impervious to addictivity because otherwise phenazolam would absolutely ruin my lief hahaha.
OT: 300mg of Bupropion, 200mg of caffeine, some vaporized MDMB-4en-PINACA and soon some lines of fladrafinil have my night going well. Drank a little bit of etizolam in a tropical Sprite earlier, and dabbed an agar tablet of a 25X-NBXX last night which was quite interesting but kind of a waste compared to traditional sublingual administration. Keeping my psychedelic tolerance low for Mabon later this month, still deciding on exactly what I'll use then but maybe MXPCP and Metocin? Idk, I need to work out the ritual magic side of it still (altar, incantations, etc.).
