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How High Are You? v. Sunday, Funday

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Ahhh its a good night tonight. I've been wanting to take a break and slow down on the stims, but I slept in and I have the whole night to be awake so I changed my mind. Takin methylphenidate, good fucking kratom, drinking high gravity 8.1% beer, and a bit of weed.

Good night, this night.

Edit: I also bought a benzedrex inhaler for the Propylhexedrine in it. Just now took a very small dose of it to test the waters with. Not expecting anything good though, before really feeling any effects I already feel like I kinda dont want to be putting this stuff in my body. Might report back later if the very small dose I took makes my night better or not.
 
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fucking blown off of 2.5mgs of xanax (no tolerance), 3/4 of a pint of captain lime bite ( tolerance has dropped a tad since i couldnt really dirnk in bmore but now im home) and 15 mgs of oxy. i feel bomb
 
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swapped out the booze for h20 and feelin good about it. made a tasty fish dinner topped with my supplement stack. aaand time for bed :).
 
I'm feeling pretty good... picked up some bags (of dope) yesterday and a few more today, and so I've been maintaining a nice little nod for quite some time now.

I have to say, though, that the withdrawal has been getting bad lately. Luckily, we have a stash of suboxone, so we should be all right... phew!

I read that "maintaining" as mainlining when I glanced through your post in my periphery (watching series) and thought ahh no not verso he said he'd never IV.

IV'ing has been on my mind a lot as a 300 mg oxy habit is getting harder and harder to maintain. Wish it was back in the exam days a few months ago where I'd be more than content with 80mgs for the day. Wonder what I'm gonna do this semester's exams, just straight dilaudid ? lol
 
IV'ing has been on my mind a lot as a 300 mg oxy habit is getting harder and harder to maintain. Wish it was back in the exam days a few months ago where I'd be more than content with 80mgs for the day. Wonder what I'm gonna do this semester's exams, just straight dilaudid ? lol

Please don't do that to yourself.. In the end it'll only make it even harder to maintain.
ot: 10mg ambien :|

I think I'm gonna go back to using benzos therapeutically (as in, every day). I can't even hang out with friends I've known for 10y+ anymore without being anxious as fuck and just wanting to go home. (I always force myself to stay, but I never have any fun because I'm overly self-aware and well.. Just fucking anxious.)

Had a good talk with my parents and I think I managed to explain to them how I feel pretty well, and they finally understand a little how I think and what I feel like ALL THE TIME.
 
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Please don't do that to yourself.. In the end it'll only make it even harder to maintain.
ot: 10mg ambien :|

I think I'm gonna go back to using benzos therapeutically (as in, every day). I can't even hang out with friends I've known for 10y+ anymore without being anxious as fuck and just wanting to go home. (I always force myself to stay, but I never have any fun because I'm overly self-aware and well.. Just fucking anxious.)

Had a good talk with my parents and I think I managed to explain to them how I feel pretty well, and they finally understand a little how I think and what I feel like ALL THE TIME.

Yeah probably won't - too dangerous with pills and no access to micron filters in my country anyway. Ummm try betablockers if you haven't already - they work quite well for my anxiety - that is 40 mg propanalol(or how ever it's spelt).

Back on topic - was nodding so hard earlier, kept surfacing to catch an imaginary soft drink that I thought was falling from my lap, was pretty cool actually. only done 180 mgs today - so not toooo bad.
 
I've tried beta blockers, they didn't do much. I've pretty much made up my mind. I have no idea when I last went to the doc though, so I'm not sure I can get rx's already when I call him tomorrow. I hope so. I only waited 25 days .. Hmm I'm gonna be sad if I don't get em.
 
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I've tried beta blockers, they didn't do much. I've pretty much made up my mind. I have no idea when I last went to the doc though, so I'm not sure I can get rx's already when I call him tomorrow. I hope so. I only waited 25 days .. Hmm I'm gonna be sad if I don't get em.

Don't you keep the RX bottles ? I keep a journal that records such things - when it comes to appointments I journal every detail - so I never mess one up and don't get my meds. I practically always go in early but would never go in more than 10 days early (that's my ground rule lol). Unless you've got a controlling dr who gives you a time frame when he puts on something new before you can come back... Those suck.

On topic still really high. Through in 90 mgs codeine - has potentiated nicely.
 
There is a God, and a few minutes after I posted this, he divinely told me to go clean my room.

I was under the assumption that I was out of everything but weed, seeing as I put forth a concerted effort at blooming into a full retard last night; great success.

But anyway, yeah, cleaning my room, got to the bookshelf and went to grabbing papers... lo and behold, my pickled and peppered brain had the foresight to tuck away six 20mg Adderall IR and five 0.5mg Klonopin.

You fuckin' rock, me! :D
I KNOW, RIGHT?! %)

So yeah, so far tonight:

6.5mg clonazepam
60mg Adderall
Regular tokes of some nice fruity headies, gonna go smoke a bowl or something.

Dude, that is my fucking dream.... Quite frequently I look through drawers, under the bed, etc, hoping to find just *one* pill that I somehow missed. Yeah, like I would ever miss one.
 
There is a God, and a few minutes after I posted this, he divinely told me to go clean my room.

I was under the assumption that I was out of everything but weed, seeing as I put forth a concerted effort at blooming into a full retard last night; great success.

But anyway, yeah, cleaning my room, got to the bookshelf and went to grabbing papers... lo and behold, my pickled and peppered brain had the foresight to tuck away six 20mg Adderall IR and five 0.5mg Klonopin.

You fuckin' rock, me! :D
I KNOW, RIGHT?! %)

So yeah, so far tonight:

6.5mg clonazepam
60mg Adderall
Regular tokes of some nice fruity headies, gonna go smoke a bowl or something.

WTF!!!! Why doesn't shit like that happen to me? I would honsetly cum instantly if I found that!!!!
 
Yeah fuck being sober and functional at work. God damn did I feel like shit today (fucking withdrawals!!!!!) so I picked up a bag of dope during my lunch break. Somehow I waited till the end of the day to dig in to my bag and damn does it feel good...stress is just melting away, sick no more. Feels great man...really good greyish ecp too (the best kind!).
 
Don't you keep the RX bottles ? I keep a journal that records such things - when it comes to appointments I journal every detail - so I never mess one up and don't get my meds. I practically always go in early but would never go in more than 10 days early (that's my ground rule lol). Unless you've got a controlling dr who gives you a time frame when he puts on something new before you can come back... Those suck.

Yeah I edited my post after, I searched my posts to find out when I got my last script, which was on january the third. He's very easygoing so I'm not too worried. I mean I was gonna ask to him switch up my benzos anyway, I'll just say the diazepam and lormetazepam aren't working as well as they used to and I want clonazepam back, I'm also asking for bromazepam. He's never prescribed me the latter one before, but I doubt he'll refuse. I'm thinking either I get what I want or I get nothing at all.
 
Maaaan, this is some seriously high quality heroin I got today. I caught a serious nod off just half a bag when my H tolerance is usually several bags of decent shit (about a half gram). Just did the other half after I finally snapped out of the heavy dreamy nod (I wanted to save the rest till tomorrow but couldn't help myself) so hopefully within 5-10 minutes i'll back in euphoric nod land :D.
 
Yeah I edited my post after, I searched my posts to find out when I got my last script, which was on january the third. He's very easygoing so I'm not too worried. I mean I was gonna ask to him switch up my benzos anyway, I'll just say the diazepam and lormetazepam aren't working as well as they used to and I want clonazepam back, I'm also asking for bromazepam. He's never prescribed me the latter one before, but I doubt he'll refuse. I'm thinking either I get what I want or I get nothing at all.

So.. He obliged, lol.

Ot: ate 12mg bromazepam.

Oh damn I've missed this sweet, sweet benzo.
/e: +400mg tramadol XR and another 12mg bromazepam.
 
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Finishing off the last of my ritalin. 2nd day without sleep, should be able to sleep tonight

I started hallucinating from the dopamine last night. Been rockin on hard till the end. Though I know Things sure are moving around a lot faster than they were before. Just been lying around listening to music and watching my room go off the hook. It's really interesting.
 
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