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How High Are You? v. Sunday, Funday

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PillToChill said:
Ty for your concern but I'm burning through them all tonight. I really feel depressed, angry, and I don't give a fuck about what happens. I'd even be happy if I were to wake up in the hospital tomorrow with an 'attempted suicide' by my name. It's how I feel, but I would never actually do it. It's not like me to mope like this.. But I feel like I'm at a dead end here and I have no energy left to fight it. Fuck you anxiety, fuck you chronic pain, fuck you parents who don't understand, fuck you drugs.

I need fucking benzos to be able to act social even amongst my best friends ffs.. It's fucking crippling and I'm sick and tired of it

/end rant, don't worry bout me I'll be fine in the morning. Need to get my head on straight and take some actions because I can't go on this way.

OT: So I took 400mg more.. I feel more speedy than opiate-y, fuck it.

'Django unchained' better fucking rules so it can cheer me up a bit.
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The moment will pass man (it probably has already). Don't give up, take what you need to live comfortably and fuck everyone else who objects!

On topic high - really high, 80 mg oxycodone and 8 mgs hydromorphone. Gonna nod out in bed to some series AND enjoy the last 2 weeks of my vacation while i can.
 
PillToChill said:
Ty for your concern but I'm burning through them all tonight. I really feel depressed, angry, and I don't give a fuck about what happens. I'd even be happy if I were to wake up in the hospital tomorrow with an 'attempted suicide' by my name. It's how I feel, but I would never actually do it. It's not like me to mope like this.. But I feel like I'm at a dead end here and I have no energy left to fight it. Fuck you anxiety, fuck you chronic pain, fuck you parents who don't understand, fuck you drugs.

I need fucking benzos to be able to act social even amongst my best friends ffs.. It's fucking crippling and I'm sick and tired of it

/end rant, don't worry bout me I'll be fine in the morning. Need to get my head on straight and take some actions because I can't go on this way.

OT: So I took 400mg more.. I feel more speedy than opiate-y, fuck it.

'Django unchained' better fucking rules so it can cheer me up a bit.
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Django did fucking rule. That shit was intensely awesome.

@OT: Irish coffee in the morning.
 
Took 1.5mg of suboxone about ~20 hours ago...wondering if I should shoot a bag of dope or wait. Well...I know I should wait, just a question of if I _can_
 
Holy fuck bluelight crew.

My dealer gave me the nicest rock of heroin I have ever received for only 30 bucks. I don't know what got into him man but that shit broke down FAT!

So yeah feeling fantastic especially cause I was sick and my back hurt. Going to be home in about 2 min an gonna blaze mad bud.

Edit: woodandink - you can definitely use and you will feel it...you may even feel it stronger. As long as that was your only dose and you havnt been consistently dosing everyday
 
highhooked said:
Edit: woodandink - you can definitely use and you will feel it...you may even feel it stronger. As long as that was your only dose and you havnt been consistently dosing everyday
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I shot half a bag to see if I'd feel anything and it's pretty good. The dope is strong to begin with so I'm satisfied.

I can't really complain about suboxone...as much as I hate its half-life, the looong withdrawal if you stay on it too long, and it being a partial agonist, it's saved me from many days of bad heroin WD
 
200mg IV morphine
100mg plugged morphine
50mg oral valium ( 2 x 25mg doses split before and after dosing the morphine)
coffee
cigarettes

everything is pretty cool, calm and collected this side of the globe :)

just chopping up breakfast cones and the morning session will be complete once i am stoned to the bone nahnah nana-na

/fin
 
Still spun from the methamphetamine, and I'm just using little crumbs I found in my stash drawer. Jesus Christ this stuff is powerful, too powerful. Adding a few milligrams of Clonazepam throughout the day to counter the anxiety.
 
Did 5 30s earlier than went n copped 3 bundles n did 6 bags so feelin good. Man brushed my teeth before work n fuckin pucked haha I hate that shit. So I brought 8 bags with me to work tonite cuz I'm workin the nite shift n I gotta be high for this shit haha.
 
Feeling quite nice watching some Fear and loathing (1st time in a good while) will be really feeling really great here within a hour or so. I had myself 4mg of Alprazolam probably around 4-5 hours ago and now i am enjoying some Cran-apple Triple Secs which is tasting lovely even though I'm making them sorta strong can barely taste the Triple sec. I was going for some Crown Royal cran-apple drinks but i couldn't find any crown in my liquor cabinet :\ need to bite the bullet soon and go buy some new bottles.

Been smoking on some no name quality dank all day(which I'm in love with at the moment) and i had half a g of some decent Purple kush i blew through pretty quickly while i was first feeling my Alprazolam. Bout to toke on some more of my name dank after i finish my drank.

Take care everyone!
 
just arrived home from the beach with a mate. prepped 200mg IV morphine and had it spiked in my arm as i was getting under the shower which was fucking awesome :D i turned red like a beetroot instantly from the histamine release, which got right up in my bum crack causing quite the peculiar sensation hahaha.

i am definitely taking a few days break from the morphine now and get by on codeine in the mean time and my usual valium.

on an unrelated note; the beach was splendid and the water so damn nice and warm. there was even a bit of "surf", ie - 1-1 1/2ft waves other than just pure white wash. was even a few lovely women to admire while at it.
 
@tentram

Damn man where ya at if ya don't mind me askin? Miami or the bahamas hahaha. Id say that's cool as shit havin goin to the beach n it bein nice n warm like that in january
 
australia, mate. it's the middle of summer here. the water would have had to have been at least in the low 20's celsius and was so fucking perfect and refreshing hey, man. absolutely beautiful i tells ya. i <3 the beach and bitches love the beach so it's just a winner any way you look at it.

i just quickly ducked into the bottle shop to grab a 6pack of tooheys new beers which i'm only 2 deep into. also got me single Redback Original Wheat brew as well as a James Squire Golden Ale (called - the Chancer).

the beers will inevitably lead to me consuming at least 20mg of valium within the hour.
 
Good Morning! * = Supplement (can remove if bothersome)

74 mg. Methylphenidate (Rectally in 10 mL H2O)
6 g. Bali Kratom (Orally)
10 mg. Diazepam (Orally) %)
10 mg. Zolpidem (Orally)
4 mg. Nicotine Gum (Sublingual)
Cannabis indica (Smoked)
Organic Tobacco (Smoked)

*196 mg. Silymarin (Orally)
*1 mg. Vitamin B-12 (Orally)
*500 mg. Levo-Tyrosine (Orally)
*100 mg. Levo-Theanine (Orally)
*750 mg. GABA (Orally)
*500 mg. Calcium (Orally)
*250 mg. Magnesium (Orally)
*4 g. Piracetam
*2,400 mg. Soy Lecithin (Orally)

Sleep is just not possible, I have only myself to blame.
 
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snazzy_sn said:
Meth + tattoos = awesome
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please elaborate. this just caught my eye and i'm seriously interested in the story behind this. there's an intriguing story behind part of it at least:D

i'm pretty pissy from just 4 of the 8 beers i drank but that's inclusive of the valium and copious amount of IV morphine throughout the last 36 hours.

i nodded out 3 times typing this but only burnt my nose only once relighting my cigarette toward the end here. oh well, i'm too high to even feel it.

i just smoked a couple of cones and they're what triggered the nodding. go figure.
 
Damnn bluelight I be hurtin. Its been about 26 hours since my last dose and that was only a 30. Its not too bad just anxiety which I am used to but the fatigue and cravings are roughhhh.

Its gonna feel so damn good when I pick up. My dealer gets off work in exactly 40min! Fackkkkkk
 
Hello Bluelight! It's a fine day today.

30mg Hydrocodone
1 shot of Jack Daniels Honey ;)

I don't feel high at all but damn I feel happy, content, and talkative. I think I found my perfect "day" dose. Feeling motivated to actually do something but knowning me I'll end up smoking weed and playing video games till my eyes bleed.
 
Vaporizing some marijuanas. I've already done 4 marijuanas today, I hope I don't overdose.

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125 mg. Methylphenidate (Rectally in 10 mL H2O)
20 mg. Prazepam (Orally)
4 g. Bali Kratom (Orally)
Cannabis indica (Smoked)
Organic Tobacco (Smoked) btw it's n. tabacum a homegrown cuban strain

That's all folks

Everyone complains about Methylphenidate's come-down, maybe it's just me but it's probably the benzos. Though it's my preferred legal stimulant, has a nice rush and makes me focused and really productive. Next step is to get my Dextro-Methylphenidate back.

I enjoy my amphetamines and all but they just leave me in a melting puddle of euphoria with no desire to do anything but things to release more dopamine (mainly time consuming useless things). It actually makes me less focused because I feel so warm and euphoric why would I want to work? I like them here and there, but usually just as social recreation. The half-life gets me also, 20 mg. orally (Though I can't and don't really take any stims orally) even if taken in the morning it will have me not eat one thing all day or sleep one bit. I do looove the come-down (Sounds fucking weird) though, reminds me so much of a really introspective low 2C dose. Probably my favorite part of taking amphetamines honestly.

^Proof I'm developing a problem
 
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