Tiesto
Bluelighter
3:04am
Kinda drunk, but kinda not. Went to a bar, started drinking.
Highlight of the night was one of the 3 cougars (MILFs for those of you that aren't familiar with the term 'cougar') at my table. Man was she hot. God damn.
Anyways, now I'm sitting here watching "Shipping Wars" on A&E, drinking a 500ml can of Heineken.
I took 120mg of oxy earlier. That was nice. But the only reason I took it was because I was going out tonight, and I've been on it pretty heavy daily for almost 2 months. Then I decided to take a break, and today was the 4th day i had off of it, but you know, withdrawal effects. I didn't want anyone to notice something was "off" with me. Hence why I took my regular dose. Tomorrow is gonna suck though. Since I took it in the afternoon all I've been thinking is "you're a dumbass, you should have just saved it for tomorrow morning and gotten shit-faced drunk tonight, then woken up the next day to some oxy" - but yea, that thought didn't cross my mind earlier.
I feel like I'm forgetting something else I wanted to type in this post..fuck..hate when that happens.
EDIT:
I knew I fucking forgot to say something, even though it's nothing of worth, now that I remembered I feel the need to type it, just because this is BL.
Debating on whether or not I should take a bit of Diphenhydramine to knock my ass out...cuz really, I'm not tired, and I don't want to have to drink until I pass out. Dunno, maybe 100mg? The main thing on the back of my mind is from erowid: "Diphenhydramine used in combination with alcohol, some pharmaceuticals or OTC remedies can increase risk of adverse reaction, including renal failure and death."
Ahhhhhhhhhhh...
Kinda drunk, but kinda not. Went to a bar, started drinking.
Highlight of the night was one of the 3 cougars (MILFs for those of you that aren't familiar with the term 'cougar') at my table. Man was she hot. God damn.
Anyways, now I'm sitting here watching "Shipping Wars" on A&E, drinking a 500ml can of Heineken.
I took 120mg of oxy earlier. That was nice. But the only reason I took it was because I was going out tonight, and I've been on it pretty heavy daily for almost 2 months. Then I decided to take a break, and today was the 4th day i had off of it, but you know, withdrawal effects. I didn't want anyone to notice something was "off" with me. Hence why I took my regular dose. Tomorrow is gonna suck though. Since I took it in the afternoon all I've been thinking is "you're a dumbass, you should have just saved it for tomorrow morning and gotten shit-faced drunk tonight, then woken up the next day to some oxy" - but yea, that thought didn't cross my mind earlier.
I feel like I'm forgetting something else I wanted to type in this post..fuck..hate when that happens.
EDIT:
I knew I fucking forgot to say something, even though it's nothing of worth, now that I remembered I feel the need to type it, just because this is BL.
Debating on whether or not I should take a bit of Diphenhydramine to knock my ass out...cuz really, I'm not tired, and I don't want to have to drink until I pass out. Dunno, maybe 100mg? The main thing on the back of my mind is from erowid: "Diphenhydramine used in combination with alcohol, some pharmaceuticals or OTC remedies can increase risk of adverse reaction, including renal failure and death."
Ahhhhhhhhhhh...
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