I understand my brother - I was actually just kind of trolling but my professional tone as a result of being slightly stimulated and euphoric made it seem like I wasn't joking.
I was joking bro - respect to heroin/oxy addicts - you guys have it the worst. You are in massive pain and need to alleviate the pain by IV'ing more heroin and/or eating more oxycontin. Never ending cycle bro, must be rough man.
By the way, not sure if you're talking about surgeries lol, I'm not talking about medical use of opiates/painkillers, if one is in pain that was not a result of opiate withdrawal, then by all means - use the painkiller. But yeah man, I just think opiate addicts are, I don't know, fags. Haha, seriously, I'm just kidding. I know I sound not funny right now but I'm slightly funny in my head, kay anyway man, it was a pleasure having a virtual conversation with you through this digital medium.
Regarding your edit, "...some of us have to sleep and rest and be up at 8 am to go to something called a job every day", and "and lay on the couch and instead spend 9 hours peering out the blinds.", not everyone peeps out the blinds on crystal meth/amphetamine man... I mean it's great that you have a job and everything but at least I'm not dead if I overdose on heroin/oxy - I'll just be insane but that's better than respiratory failure or the fuck ton of deaths, rather recent even, on fentanyl.
Well, yeah man, good luck with your job bro - I usually just go to my job high and work faster/more productive on this too anyway. But yeah bro from another mo (brother from another mother) - I do need to take a break from posting as I probably sound not that funny. I'm pretty funny man, it's a shame I was unable to convey my ability to be funny in these last few posts. Slightly just way too high man, you know when you just wanna go do something else which does not involve interacting with strangers on an Internet forum - such as, you guessed it - cleaning my room.
Peace bro.
But yeah man, I usually don't get high on this shit inside because I usually just end up posting nonsense online - but let's be real here, if I was outside, I would both be breaching conditions given from the Supreme Court of Justice and be slightly paranoid. Hehe. Yeah man, fuck bro. I'm actually posting these posts for someone else to read/enjoy, I wasn't really talking to you (bluelight user), I'm talking to my significant other that stalks my bluelight account because she fell in love with me 
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Well - my audience member that fell in love with me - I am just honestly right now not in the state to keep posting, because I know I can just go off on a very lengthy post that I will then read at a later time and usually be like, hmm... that is one hell of a drug - haha, just kidding my good sister, it is just a slightly good drug - definitely not something you will try once and be like, "holy fuck - I'm on Mars!" - it just kind of feels like something we would use then engage in sexual activities which would include: cuddling, sexual intercourse, oral, and you know, spending time together in the rain in a car near a hotel - you know, the stuff you told me you wanted to do with me before you... I don't know what happened to you man, you changed bro - and by bro, I mean sis - haha, "and by bro, I mean never my bro" - you aware bro?
Honestly, I'm gonna type as sober as possible, I'm fucking... wait, I gotta get the misc copypasta to make this post funny, which, by the way, is full of fucking pussies that wouldn't last a second around, y'know, trust me, they are faggots lol, as soon as I got out I was like wtf this forum (not this forum, the other forum) is full of fucking faggot pussies, real shit happens in, y'know where - haha, trust me, you have no idea what goes on inside and the type of people inside - you will be like... "oh - the other side of civilization, hehe".
Just kidding - honestly though, Adam wasn't a pussy, we all know he is one of those faggots that you see in **** that act tough and fuck shit up during a fight. Haha - let's act tough inside, it will benefit... hmm, I don't know man, my cellmate told me our range was full of faggots trying to act tough. I mean, seriously, why do people act in this manner? I'm not saying they aren't tough - they have, gasp, guns outside - y'know, guns that could cause serious harm to an individual, even the guards inside that fuck with the inmates with firearms. Well, that's great - they are tough as a result of having access to... gasp, firearms - they will be like, "bro, have you even touched or shot a gun before? Why are you making bullshit threats when you haven't even used a gun before, bro? Do you know how hardcore having a gun is bro? You gotta work your way up in a gang to get firearms bro, I'm in for armed robbery bro, I'm getting 8 years, much more hardcore than your pussy time that you spent before getting released - I have hardcore charges and firearms man, don't fuck with me bro - oh and, don't ever let anyone touch you in here bro, you gotta fight back if something happens bro - that is the way of life bro.
Well - I was like.. hmm.. just kidding, I made up that entire story. Don't kill me bros. Fucking spun on crystal. Lmao.
gotta think it will be ok. Never pissed dirty in over two years except the last time I went to the dentist 
