You just contradicted yourself, though.
If you were on a lower dose of methadone you wouldn't need such high doses of your other opiates to get high. It's not like methadone and the other opiates synergize. You're effectively swimming against the current, fighting an uphill battle, etc. You might as well stop taking methadone if your intention is to get high.
I know I'm coming across like a dick but there is a reason why none of us understand why you're doing this to yourself
Yeah, true.
I take Methadone because I love Methadone, it's one of my favorites by far.
Another reason I don't want to stop taking Methadone is because I'll be wasting more of my other opiates, AND Methadone is my insurance opiate. It's the only opiate I have a RX for. It saves me from going into W/D when I run out of others.
But I think I'm going to do that, I have 6 take home Methadone's per week right now, I only go into the clinic to pick up my Methadone and meet with my counselor.
They expect the bottles returned everytime, and they expect them empty. What I could do is empty the Methadone into a bigger bottle, I'm thinking about buying some X-Large Robotussin bottles, empty them out, and save shit loads of Methadone.
I havn't dosed today, I'm about to do that right now actually. :D
OP- Just took some-
120mg Morphine, plugged
90mg Oxycodone
8mg Dilaudid, plugged
2.5mg Clonazepam
900mg Gabapentin
100mg Hydroxyzine
20mg Lexapro
Caffeine, strong European coffee, tastes awesome though
Cigarettes, Marlboro's
We'll see how this goes, I'm feeling the come up as I type this, I fucking LOVE plugging Morphine/Dilaudid Together!