SirTop-
Damn, that really sucks man.
I always tell myself, don't ever get a loan for school until I'm 100% committed in actually going to school, doing the work, etc.
Also, no recreational drugs until you graduate, of course, that hasn't happened yet, as I'm still fucking around quite a bit.
My drug counselor told me, when you're off drugs, and are taking Medicine instead, that's like being 100% sober.
It's a weird conclusion, but you tell me what sounds better?
"I'm doing drugs right now" OR "I'm taking my medicine right now"?
Of course, Medicines are drugs, but the meds you take and call it 'Medicine' are drugs you're prescribed, and take them as prescribed.
But god knows when I'll be ready for that.......LOL
Anyways.. Having a great morning.. The weather here is weird as FUCK, it was SO hot yesterday, then I heard it RAIN the same night, I was like WTF.
I woke up this morning with overcast and wet everywhere and it's still sprinkling a bit, and it's supposed to rain all weekend.
But we can use it here, we barely get any rain in SoCal, and it never snows besides in the high mountains..
I'm chilling on-
80mg Methadone
120mg Oxycodone
90mg Morphine Sulfate
4.5mg Clonazepam
900mg Gabapentin
100mg Hydroxyzine
Caffeine, some good hot coffee
Cigs, Parliament light 100s
Cheers BL's!