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How High Are You? v. "Summertime acid trips?"

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Possibly holing? Drunk. Good shit.

Is it possible to be aware of ones surroundings when in a hole? I was under the impression that it is like a dream state,and movement might be possible, but typing certainly wouldn't be. Can a k expert chime in on what a hole is cause now I'm curious.


Me = grapefruit + therapeutic dose of valium + energy drink

Crossing my fingers that I'll be able to order poppies tomorrow, but if I do then that's my drug budget for the next two weeks ahaha :(
 
Spoke too soon, began potentiating Fentanyl via inhibition of CYP3A4.
Gives it some stumpy legs.
Also smoked another 600ug.
2mg Nifoxipam also kicking in.
 
Drank my entire Polac Vodka, 3:44 A.M. after a nap; Now I'm killin' a bottle of Bacardi.. The real Q is watch Season 9 of TPB's or Focus? Someone pass me a thizzle %) <3!
 
Just caffeine... couldn't be more sober, did 2 exams today and have 3 more to go. Same thing tomorrow, i can't wait for the weekend, fuck this shit!

Should have taken some amps today... maybe tomorrow
 
80mg Methadone
2mg Dilaudid
90mg Oxycodone
4.5mg Clonazepam
900mg Gabapentin
100mg Hydroxyzine
Caffeine, coffee
Cigs, Parliament light 100s

Nice cozy day to be opiated, having a blastful morning. :D
 
Quite sober. I'm impressed at people like 4meSM and SproutOnSmack who can succeed at graduate/med school while still doing fun drugs.

When I was in undergrad, I wasn't able to balance things as well. My depression probably contributed a little, but its simpler (Occam's razor) to blame the recreational drugs.

My new card got lost in the mail so it looks like I'll have to wait til next week to order my poppies. I might take dxm this weekend, I need something fresh that isn't an online exclusive purchase. Maybe ill trawl my alma mater for some DMT.
 
I can't even get loans for school anymore since I graduated and if u graduate using loans the first time u aren't eligible for them again.

4 years to get a BS hasn't done me one fuckin ounce of good in the last 5 years and I still owe five figures.

Get on my benzo now and muddafuck the past eh.

Add EC stack I feel like getting ahead in my work.
 
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I can't even get loans for school anymore since I graduated and if u graduate using loans the first time u aren't eligible for them again.

4 years to get a BS hasn't done me one fuckin ounce of good in the last 5 years and I still owe five figures.

Get on my benzo now and muddafuck the past eh.

Add EC stack I feel like getting ahead in my work.

That's fucked up, it's a shame you have to pay and sacrifice so much for an education in the U.S, it shouldn't be a luxury. That's why I came to europe where it's almost free (not everywhere though).

I agree, drugs can be a big distraction 8) the trick is to study something related to them.

OT: drank some red wine and smoked some pot. Not really high but chill
 
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Damn, that really sucks man.
I always tell myself, don't ever get a loan for school until I'm 100% committed in actually going to school, doing the work, etc.
Also, no recreational drugs until you graduate, of course, that hasn't happened yet, as I'm still fucking around quite a bit.

My drug counselor told me, when you're off drugs, and are taking Medicine instead, that's like being 100% sober.
It's a weird conclusion, but you tell me what sounds better?
"I'm doing drugs right now" OR "I'm taking my medicine right now"?

Of course, Medicines are drugs, but the meds you take and call it 'Medicine' are drugs you're prescribed, and take them as prescribed.

But god knows when I'll be ready for that.......LOL

Anyways.. Having a great morning.. The weather here is weird as FUCK, it was SO hot yesterday, then I heard it RAIN the same night, I was like WTF.
I woke up this morning with overcast and wet everywhere and it's still sprinkling a bit, and it's supposed to rain all weekend.
But we can use it here, we barely get any rain in SoCal, and it never snows besides in the high mountains..

I'm chilling on-

80mg Methadone
120mg Oxycodone
90mg Morphine Sulfate
4.5mg Clonazepam
900mg Gabapentin
100mg Hydroxyzine
Caffeine, some good hot coffee
Cigs, Parliament light 100s

Cheers BL's!
 
Not right now, but yesterday I took a total of

30mg Dexedrine XR (15 in the morning, 15 in the afternoon)
75mg armodafinil (once in the morning)
Plenty of caffeine (spaced throughout the day)
Plenty of nicotine (spaced throughout the day)
Bit of noopept (taken with morning coffee)
Plenty of hash oil (I'm talkin a LOT)
1200mg Gabapentin (600mg in the morning, 300 at noon, night. Just one pill over my prescribed dose, I saw it laying on the ground so I was like yolo)
2mg alprazolam (.5 upon waking, .5 upon finishing work, .5 after dinner, .5 before bed)
10mg diazepam (5mg take at 9pm, the other 5mg taken around midnight)
~1mg liquid etizolam (probably around midnight, just to sample)
3 beers (while chillin with friends around 6pm)
Some kava (fuck yeah kavski)

...considering that this was a fairly regular day for me, is this indicative of a problem? :O I know others have it far worse, and I'm not addicted to opiates but...stims, bzps, and hash oil all have me by the balls :/ still tho of my daily prescriptions (20mg dexedrine XR, 900mg Gabapentin, 10mg Valium) that's really not too intense of a cocktail...I've
met people on like 10+ different meds...

Either way I'd like to cut down a bit. Don't know where to start tho, but my doses aren't super huge or anything. I've kicked a bunch of shit before and know that the key is to always taper.
 
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