Better than nothing. I do miss Kratom a lot. Thing is, I took this sobriety to another level and fear that anything could trigger so much I've achieved. Don't you agree?
Does anyone think weed is okay to smoke if whilst you are sober on all opiates?
Probably would be a bad idea to do kratom again if you had a very bad problem with opiates.
And I definitely was not complaining about what I had done, just stating it was pretty much just another evening %)
It is about to get more interesting. Someone wanting to try DPT. They've only tripped once on some peruvian torch I gave them and they want to try this so I'm going to measure out 35mg (a low-end dose) and another 10mg if they'd like it stronger and have them come over. They are taking it up the nose. I was not going to trip again for a couple of weeks but I have never got to trip with anyone else before. I think this may be a fun few hours
Not going to be on Bluelight till after he goes home, then I'll post anything worth mentioning that I can think of. Unless something unmentionable happens. I mean that in a good way.
Now I'll go measure it out and I'll have a shot of 70mg for myself
Update:
Well, that was really fun! We didn't do much but we were acting quite silly. Laughing a lot. I wish I tripped out that well from snorting 35mg, he seemed to be tripping at the same level as me and I IM'ed 72mg and snorted 10 more. I'm still kind of tripping a little. Gonna have a hit of weed and maybe 200mg seroquel and some 1,4-butanediol to make me sleep. I have been sleeping like an average of 3 or 4 hours per night for at least a weak and had to use 1,4-butanediol to put me to sleep around 10AM this morning so I could sleep a few hours. I've been having some interesting dreams and I want to do more sleeping so I can have more of the dreams.
I think I'll try MXP(Methoxphenidine) next. I was going to try this drug similar to Butyrfentanil but even if it is so fucking cheap it kind of seems like it may be a bad idea. I'd probably fuck my life up if I could get as high as I wanted as often as I wanted on a powerful opiate like that because even though I'd plan to just do it maybe one day per week I do not think that is how it would turn out. I know myself better than that. Anyway, I really think DPT+MXP would be an awesome combo. I know MXE+either 25C-NBOME or 4-ACO-DMT transformed everything in a most beautiful way after scaring the holy hell out of me for about 15 minutes, then it seemed like there was a perfect feeling of unity and connection. I think using DPT would produce even better results.
I can not recommend DPT highly enough, if you haven't tried it and can get it, you will probably thank yourself for doing it! But if you listen to me and don't like it, you can just curse my name and pray for my untimely demise instead, if you wish...