Good luck with getting off opiates Carl! I know you can do it man and if that means taking a break from bluelight then so be it. But I know I speak for many people when I say that I will miss you man! Even though we've never met in real life I still consider you a friend that's how freakin' awesome you are bro.
Thanks man!

You seem like a quality guy yourself. I do have to make some changes in my life, but I don't know if cuttin' out BL is going to be one of them. Might be good to take a break from the site, but it's also a place I can come and talk about my drug use/abuse without feeling shamed or judged. Actually it's the only place. Plus ain't you just finishing up season 2? I gots to hear what you think about the other seasons if you continue watching.

I've only got 4 episodes lefft, which actually makes me a bit sad. It's been one hell of a thrill ride, but alas all good things must come to an end.
It's really hard to not buy dope because I find school stressful and the parking lot if literally right around the corner from where I meet the dude. All this is about a mile from where I can get rigs. So if i'm on campus, suddenly get the urge, and the man is right around and can meet right then, welll shit I'm 20 odd minutes away from zero to hero(in).
I had to stop by school real quick today and wasn't even planning on getting any bags, but next thing I know I'm calling the dude to see if he's around. Bags were pretty solid, not the best, but still good quality. Got off work about 45 minutes ago, and then shot! Boom! Like shooting fish in a barrel or shooting heroin in your veins.
Dammmnnn, the amount of high I got from when I started typing this post to now is crazy. It's like I been in an elevator just going up. Wonder what floor I'm getting off on