xstayfadedx
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Totally fucking coked out right now and haven't slept. About to drink coffee and smoke a cigarette.
How High Are You? V. Smokin Rocks With The Undead.
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slortaone
Bluelighter
slortaone
Bluelighter
throws a few oxycodone IR 5mg and a xanax bar your way 
bk burglar
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smoked the greenest dark kush, and then few hours later
till my sobriety, snorted x2 potent heroin... my eyes today, after more then 10 hours still constricted- woke up and feeling good!
how high am I? floating with god's angels
till my sobriety, snorted x2 potent heroin... my eyes today, after more then 10 hours still constricted- woke up and feeling good!
how high am I? floating with god's angels
Znegative
Bluelight Crew
Will do my friend! And thanks for your kind words in Second Oppinion's btw. I kind of realized though that propylhexadrine is more of a "chill out" stimulant. It's great for writing or moderating bluelight, but it's not as conducive to art IMO, as Dextroamphetamine (the golden standard for recreational study aids).
Hey man, I was just there about 2 weeks ago, and I know how shitty it can feel at first. I've been struggling, dipping and dabbing, but with the help of stims and benzo's (neither of which are prescribed so technically yes, I'm still relapsing-and yeah, benzo's we pretty bad too), I think I've managed to get the smack out of my head and feel good. Just remember, don't let one slip define the rest of your life. If you end up feeling filled with shame and regret about the whole thing, try to look at it as a learning experience, otherwise nothing productive will come from it. You should check out The Dark Side too. The mods and Bluelighters are super supportive and responsive.
Anyway, I'm feeling good, did my daily shot of bupe followed by three mg of clonazepam and I feel like I'm sinking into my chair! I'm also about to go smoke a Newport soon, so you know things are gonna get freaky realll fast...
Xamkou
Bluelighter
had a lot of tramadol and codeine and i'm fucking wasted. happy wednesday everybody 
Seyer
Bluelight Crew
Oh u Lou.
Thats how Cocaine is to me, I just feel like sitting and melting into a couch. Im no artist but I love painting on LSD, the creativity is awesome. I def need to try painting on 25i-NBOMe.
Just Nicotine at the moment. Marijuana and Ketamine await.
Znegative
Bluelight Crew
Yeah, I think I mentioned it to you, but I'm going to try and get som acid this Friday (SSRI free!).
Anyway, it's funny how clonazepam works. I took 3mg this morning and felt nice and mellowed out, but I didn't get that nice "worry-free" benzo buzz I was looking for. However, I just bought another twenty three,cand took 2mg and I feel great. It's obviously cause i built up due to the long half life, but this is how I will dose from now on, rather than taking a whole bunch at once, take a reasonable dose, and follow it up a few hours later with a little more. I'm feeling totally great now, and am about to go to a museum, see some Van Gogh's. Starry Night mutha fuckah's!
Anyway, it's funny how clonazepam works. I took 3mg this morning and felt nice and mellowed out, but I didn't get that nice "worry-free" benzo buzz I was looking for. However, I just bought another twenty three,cand took 2mg and I feel great. It's obviously cause i built up due to the long half life, but this is how I will dose from now on, rather than taking a whole bunch at once, take a reasonable dose, and follow it up a few hours later with a little more. I'm feeling totally great now, and am about to go to a museum, see some Van Gogh's. Starry Night mutha fuckah's!
Seyer
Bluelight Crew
Yeah, I remember that. If you do, definitely hit the paper! Acid art is awesome, even though once youre sober it wont make any sense at all haha.
Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
75mg hydrocodone and all the things I usually mix with it + occasional smoked hits of an MDPV analog (not sure of exact ingredients).
Feels very good as would be expected.
I check my blood pressure about five minutes after each hit to make sure it doesn't rise too much. If it goes above 165/100, I quit for the day or until it drops at least to less than 150/95.
After some quick research, I do see that there have been a number of very bad reactions to synthetic cannabinoid blends. Last time I had looked into it (like a couple of years ago), there didn't seem to be much evidence that they could be dangerous.
I still have lots of that blend. I have found that it has been tested by some company that tests such things for drugs and the active ingredient is AM-2201. I have smoked that as a pure chemical and am very sensitive, needing only like half a mg to get very good effects and severe anxiety or even full blown panic from 1.5mg. Sometimes 1mg would cause me to have a panic attack. There have been some pretty bad reactions in others from as little as 5mg and what sounds like dangerous/possibly life threatening reactions from as little as 10mg in one trip report. A guy who smoked like 70mg in a trip report woke up to his wife or GF giving CPR because his heart stopped.
I can see how someone could easily fuck up with these blends since you never know how strong they are and usually don't even know the active ingredient(s). I only need a few flakes of the leaf to get a good, strong buzz. I never smoke more than that in one hit. I don't think it is likely to be dangerous in such small amounts but I could be wrong. My brother would pack my hit pipe full and didn't find it to be too strong. I don't know why I am so sensitive. He easily smoked 20 times as much in one hit as I do. Anyway, I think I'll just switch to real weed after I finish what I have, if I can get it.
The mephedrone-like stimulant was sold as plant feeder, not bath salts. Mephedrone was frequently sold as plant feeder or plant food. I am assuming that the actual ingredient in what I used was an analog of mephedrone since mephedrone is schedule 1 now. I don't use anything sold as bath salts. I have before, but did not like them.
Feels very good as would be expected.
I check my blood pressure about five minutes after each hit to make sure it doesn't rise too much. If it goes above 165/100, I quit for the day or until it drops at least to less than 150/95.
After some quick research, I do see that there have been a number of very bad reactions to synthetic cannabinoid blends. Last time I had looked into it (like a couple of years ago), there didn't seem to be much evidence that they could be dangerous.
I still have lots of that blend. I have found that it has been tested by some company that tests such things for drugs and the active ingredient is AM-2201. I have smoked that as a pure chemical and am very sensitive, needing only like half a mg to get very good effects and severe anxiety or even full blown panic from 1.5mg. Sometimes 1mg would cause me to have a panic attack. There have been some pretty bad reactions in others from as little as 5mg and what sounds like dangerous/possibly life threatening reactions from as little as 10mg in one trip report. A guy who smoked like 70mg in a trip report woke up to his wife or GF giving CPR because his heart stopped.
I can see how someone could easily fuck up with these blends since you never know how strong they are and usually don't even know the active ingredient(s). I only need a few flakes of the leaf to get a good, strong buzz. I never smoke more than that in one hit. I don't think it is likely to be dangerous in such small amounts but I could be wrong. My brother would pack my hit pipe full and didn't find it to be too strong. I don't know why I am so sensitive. He easily smoked 20 times as much in one hit as I do. Anyway, I think I'll just switch to real weed after I finish what I have, if I can get it.
The mephedrone-like stimulant was sold as plant feeder, not bath salts. Mephedrone was frequently sold as plant feeder or plant food. I am assuming that the actual ingredient in what I used was an analog of mephedrone since mephedrone is schedule 1 now. I don't use anything sold as bath salts. I have before, but did not like them.
Seyer
Bluelight Crew
Had a bowl of Lemon Haze, mmmm.
B1tO'RoughJack
Bluelighter
A small amount high - just had some second hand ganja smoke, to digest a little faster before bed.
For sure zneg, im not gonna beat my self up over this. I kind of wanted to get high off H, was thinking about it for long. Just gotta make sure that i stop when my stash runs out today. Opiates aren't that bad at all, just the addiction part is horrible.
rangrz
Bluelighter
60mg of dextroamphetamine, am fired up.
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