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How High Are You? V. Slurping Scopolamine Slushies on Sunday

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Just got the BEST EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT EVER.
My uncle has kidney stones and he got prescribed 14 x 20mg oxycodone (instant release). He says weed works much better for his pain so he gave them to me (he knows I have severe chronic pain, he doesn't know I'm addicted to opiates).

Been watching Nurse Jackie and snorting a line (or chewing a pill) whenever she does (because SOLIDARITY and I love dat bitch and also I'm so alone :( :D).

I'm feeling very cotton wool-y and I wanna hug everyone.
 
ChemicallyEnhanced said:
Just got the BEST EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT EVER.
My uncle has kidney stones and he got prescribed 14 x 20mg oxycodone (instant release). He says weed works much better for his pain so he gave them to me (he knows I have severe chronic pain, he doesn't know I'm addicted to opiates).

Been watching Nurse Jackie and snorting a line (or chewing a pill) whenever she does (because SOLIDARITY and I love dat bitch and also I'm so alone :( :D).

I'm feeling very cotton wool-y and I wanna hug everyone.
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Nicee bro enjoy it when life throws a nice treat like that at you make the most of it ;) ;)
 
Evening all... or morning, rather. Not nearly high enough... sleep deprived and working on a bunch of development type stuff... figured since I'm awake anyway, unlikely to get much if any sleep tonight, and already on a bunch of coffee and armodafinil, I'd finish up the last of my MXP. Dosed just 40mg orally to start off, as ideally need to be semi-lucid in 5 or 6 hours... funny I had a gram of this stuff but barely remember doing it, I do remember thinking at the time it really wasn't all that, but I did send a bunch of weird texts to a friend and decided to drop 200mics of acid at 11 PM at night... probably the most blissed out acid trip I've ever had. Anyway hopefully this takes some of the edge off. Hope everyone is happy and enjoying themselves.
 
Idont know :unsure: i can barely breathe but i dont really feel relaxed quite the opposite actually
 
Man MXP is an underappreciated substance I feel now, think I was hoping to be blown away last time ala ketamine or something, but in fact it's very subtle... soft and calm. Done all of my ~180mg ish now. Still feeling pretty sleep deprived, scattered, but there's something zen about these milder NMDA antagonists, just lends a certain fuzziness to the hard edges of the labyrinth of mind...
 
Wish I had some dabs left would help go with the tail end of the mxe I plugged 6 hours ago. I forgot how great that feels to go deep down into the darkness



 
last benzo of a month long binge tonight (hope i'm not dependent) 2 mg clonazepam. 2 mig lorazepam . 40 mg hydrocodone too. barely feel any of it. tolerance has become too high.
 
oj I think burzum is OK but I'm not a big fan, I need more to BM than that, but I like his work it's technically on point

I'm pretty buzzed on alcohol. Went to my fav bar when my friend was alive and it's still alive and popping and I had quite a lot of fun. Dabs too.
 
LucidSDreamr said:
last benzo of a month long binge tonight (hope i'm not dependent) 2 mg clonazepam. 2 mig lorazepam . 40 mg hydrocodone too. barely feel any of it. tolerance has become too high.
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If you have used benzo's every day for a month you are DEFINITELY physically dependent on them.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
you should just quit while you're ahead man

"part of growing up is giving up everything you ever loved" - Marge Simpson to Lisa in an episode. I forget which one but it's one of the best lines they ever wrote for the entire show.

my dab is like OK but I need to get showered and dressed in like half an hour and I Just can't be fucked to I can't wake up I don't care to I DON'T CARE AHHhhhhhh it is killing me FUCKING KILLING ME
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*sigh* You may be right man. Some good training in patience, if anything.

Just smoked cannabis and drank wine until I fell asleep, but now I am awake very early in the morning and dont know what to do. Maybe I'll smoke a bong and get some greasy breakfast food. Then smoke another bong.

But hey unrelated, I'm moving AGAIN but this time to the NE part of Tennessee, in about a month. I'm pretty excited for it especially because I dont like S Florida. I wanna be a redneck.
 
Been feeling suspiciously good but just worked out I've had 1100mg Tramadol in the last 28 hours. I normally sleep 8-10 hours at night plus sometimes a 2 or 3 hour nap but have been awake for about 41 hours now. I think twice as much waking time has caused me to take twice what I normally would. As much as I feel good, this is a really stupid mistake. I don't feel any ill effects from it, but I plan to wait 24 hours before taking any more.
 
1500mg of gabapentin spaced out well, plus some great news today has me feeling great. I want to go out and see Circles Around the Sun play so bad, but no one will go with me. (n)?
 
Plugged a few little doses of mxe throughout the day; did a bit more 20 mins ago and am feeling nice.
 
LucidSDreamr said:
i've done this many times with no withdrawal. there were breaks of 1 or 2 days each week.

but this particular binge was a bit heavier than past ones
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This

Careful use isn't that bad. It's when you're taking 1mg 3x/day for a month in a row that you'll have problems. 1mg 1x/day for alprazolam isn't enough I don't think. It's just too short lasting.

I think it varies A LOT from person to person. I never had serious cravings for benzos like I would have with heroin when I was using it.
 
You really gotta work at it to become "physically dependent" on benzodiazepines, lol. Alprazolam is very frequently prescribed in the USA, often in month-long courses to patients (I know from personal experience), and the large majority of these patients have minimal difficulty ceasing use (despite the impression you'd get from reading sites like BL)
 
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