Screaming_Skull
Bluelighter
Ugh, feel like I'm never high anymore,(well,I'm not really unluess I smoked some weed)...but like really. What I would do for some 8mg Dillies for a day!
Yeah if I develop a habit I'll make it reasonable before it gets to tens of dollars per day. I don't plan on doing that at all, though. This is just to get me over a rough patch. And it's the first time I've done opiates (not ocunting kratom, which I have to fall back on) in several months.
My friend is dependent on four bags per day. I'm like (in my head) "How did it get to that point?". Jesus I can't imagine having to scuff up hundreds of dollars per day in order to be not sick/okay. That is not life to live.
Took forever to type this lol.
Be fucking careful.
It gets to 'that point' in the most twisted, insidious and downright sneaky way. You won't even notice.
Opioids ruin your mind on a level even deeper than dopaminergic stimulants, they bore their way into your every breath like a disgusting tumour.
Get out while you can.
Get out before you stop wanting them, and instead start needing them to function on the most basic level.
Get out before you spend every penny you have and ruin your body and mind.
Binging on EPD again - nose is fucked so switched to vaping.![]()