Ate a fresh grapefruit and after waiting ~40min I proceeded to snort a medium size bump of S-ketamine.
Then something strange happened. I normally dont like ketamine, it has never given me any euphoria or good feelings before, just strange thoughts and dissociation.
So naturally, after snorting the line, I started to really regret that desicion.
I could feel its effects in my brain like I always do, but then it happened, it literally felt like a mini version of me pushed the "euphoria switch" in my brain. Just a few seconds later I started feeling very euphoric.
Ketamine makes me think in a very weird way, it feels like a very benign form of psychosis IME, I just don't understand its effects.