Pill2Chill
Bluelight Crew
WARNING: OFFTOPIC; READ AT YOUR OWN RISK: It's a sunny sunday here in Belgium. And my cheek is so swollen I'm too embarassed to go meet the light of day/go out in public. 
Eventhough I would love to just go to the park with a good amount of opiates in me, bring a towel
, go sit/lie on the grass and smoke some spliffs with friend(s) or just my iPod while enjoying the sun's warmth. It's one of the first sunny, days with a blue sky since autumn started. So I really wish I could go enjoy it. I can't (or won't) go out because of the abcess, but I would just go chill in my garden if only my dad wasn't so anti-pot. He would rage if I lit on up in the garden. I kinda hope they are going somewhere to enjoy the weather, then I can claim the garden. 
Looking stupid isn't the only reason I won't go to the park or anywhere for that matter right now, I'm also in a lot of pain from the abcess, but it has gotten a little better over the past 2 days.. So at least there's that. I also had a mild fever from it last night (only 37.4°C which is by no means a lot, but it's higher than usual for me so it did fuck with my temperature a little bit. This morning I felt like I might have had some fever, but when I measured it I was fine.
Guess the anti-biotics are doing something at least, they are not decreasing the swelling though. I think the abcess will have to be drained before the swelling will go down. And I don't think I can wait until thursday (when I have my appointment with the dentist). I said yesterday I would call the dentist who is on call today but fuck that. I'll just wait 1 more night and call my own dentist instead. I hope she will squeeze me in somewhere preferably on monday itself. I don't think draining an abcess even takes that long. It just needs to be done... and soon! Then it can actually start healing, now I don't really think that it can.
OT: About 300mg oxy, I also took 120mg morphine ER like 5-6 hours ago and of course ibuprofen, acetaminophen/paracetamol, and my antibiotics amoxicilline. Wish I could say I was really high but when you're really in a lot of pain you just don't become as high as when you do the same amount when healhy. I hope I get in with my dentist soon so I can be relieved of my pain..
Eventhough I would love to just go to the park with a good amount of opiates in me, bring a towel
I can't (or won't) go out because of the abcess, but I would just go chill in my garden if only my dad wasn't so anti-pot. He would rage if I lit on up in the garden. I kinda hope they are going somewhere to enjoy the weather, then I can claim the garden. Looking stupid isn't the only reason I won't go to the park or anywhere for that matter right now, I'm also in a lot of pain from the abcess, but it has gotten a little better over the past 2 days.. So at least there's that. I also had a mild fever from it last night (only 37.4°C which is by no means a lot, but it's higher than usual for me so it did fuck with my temperature a little bit. This morning I felt like I might have had some fever, but when I measured it I was fine.
Guess the anti-biotics are doing something at least, they are not decreasing the swelling though. I think the abcess will have to be drained before the swelling will go down. And I don't think I can wait until thursday (when I have my appointment with the dentist). I said yesterday I would call the dentist who is on call today but fuck that. I'll just wait 1 more night and call my own dentist instead. I hope she will squeeze me in somewhere preferably on monday itself. I don't think draining an abcess even takes that long. It just needs to be done... and soon! Then it can actually start healing, now I don't really think that it can.
OT: About 300mg oxy, I also took 120mg morphine ER like 5-6 hours ago and of course ibuprofen, acetaminophen/paracetamol, and my antibiotics amoxicilline. Wish I could say I was really high but when you're really in a lot of pain you just don't become as high as when you do the same amount when healhy. I hope I get in with my dentist soon so I can be relieved of my pain..
