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How High Are You v. Not High Enough for this Life

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Not high enough at all. I feel sober... tired.

2mg suboxone, sublingual
1 clonidine
about 8 hits of this herb... northern lights. I have to try not to power smoke so much... lower my herb tolerance. Many argue no such thing. Bullshit. Of course there is.
Camel 99 filter, 2 cigs
1 cup coffee
 
Oxy'd, might pop a morphine. Might not. The abcess is huge, damn. These antibiotics better start working soon! Else I might have to go to the hospital. I'll see how bad it is tomorrow.. Antibiotics usually take about 48hrs to take effect IIRC, so I have to wait a while before I'll see a change I guess. On the upside the weed is really helping a lot with the pain. I'm also still taking oxy, ibuprofen and acetaminophen, but I reckon the weed helps the most against this kind of pain. Feels that way at least.

So yeah I'm pretty oxy'd, and my last spliff has about worn off. Time for a fresh one; "super kush"; I love my indica's. <3

Peace my dearest BL'ers. ;)
 
Got back from the ER, didn't need to go but I was so out of my head I did not know what was happening. Death will be a sweet release. Terrell took away my raccoon and I will be glad when I die. Gonna have 60mg hydrocodone, 2mg alprazolam, 2mg clonazepam, 150mg hydroxyzine 200mg provigil, and 400mg Lyrica. Death is such a beautiful thing, I can't wait for mine!

Gonna try to get some weed.

Also had a can of beer.

Update:
Added 354mg DXM

Update:
Drank a 25oz Budweiser Picante Clamato and smoking cigarettes.
 
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A ton of oxy, paracetamol, ibuprofen, my antibiotics.. Also I'm about to take my 12mg bromazepam on top (might start with 6). Think I'll pop an MS Contin too for the pain. The abcess in my mouth has gotten even bigger over night.. It's almost as big as a fucking tennisball. :\ Contemplating going to the hospital later today. Gonna have a talk with my mom first (she is a nurse, though she hasn't worked as one for ages, she still knows her shit) and see what she has to say; hospital or not..

I mean, the antibiotics will take a while before they start working (and hopefully decrease the size of this huge thing..). It's no problem for me to handle the pain for another few days, but I just want to be sure it's safe to wait another few days when it's so big. I've never had an abcess before so I don't know what the risks and/or dangers are. Maybe I should just go to the hospital to have it drained.

I have half a mind to just take a 5ml rig, put on a big needle and drain the fucker myself, haha. Not that I'd ever do so with my lack of knowledge on this medical issue.

This shit sucks!
 
Haven't smoked hard in about 6-8 weeks or so. Don't really want to buy it, but my friend owed me from previous times so I got a free dub for giving him a ride.

Just kept packing it, but only taking small rips so that it would melt into the chore. Then when all gone blast that chore and get a fuckin lung buster. Damn do you get HIGH!


Mr. D man, the smack daddy, has had absolute fire lately. Probably around 90% of the time he has dope I really like, but this is even a step above that. Really very good. I had saved a bag and some scrapes for after work and I'm glad I did especially since I ended up getting some hard.

Had the rig prepped already so I shot up right after that first lung buster. So in this minute period I get really high off of the hard then get pins and needles from a solid shot o' smack. Was an interesting minute.

God a few lung busters left, but now I'm hitting the vaporizer with tasty herb.



Edit: Holy bell-ringer Batman!

If you've never done hard before, you got to hold in the hit sort of like with weed, but you can feel yourself getting higher and higher. It's like you can feel it in your brain and it's filling up higher and higher with some sort of euphoria. It's fucking intense right now. Plus I haven't done it in several weeks.


I'm sweatin' balls right now
 
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Definitely not high enough for a Friday evening.

1mg Clonazepam
900mg Gabapentin
Some weed
25mg Tianeptine (and now I'm all out, rats)
Nicotine

^and that's it. Currently searching around my apartment to see what I can do to potentiate this buzz.

UPDATE: Found 1/3rd of a bottle of old, cheap wine (drank a sip, very nasty, it tastes like wet dog, but the pleasant wine buzz is there nonetheless so I may continue drinking it.) I may also take 1-2g of Phenibut because why the fuck not, I have plenty. Shit maybe I'll take like 5g. I'm not taking any more Gabapentin and benzos, already running too low on my scripts. I could maybe smoke some weed (but I'm running low on that too and I'm on a limited budget.) I could also take reclaim dabs from my broken rig. And I have some Nyquil I can take as well as Ashwaghanda.

^I will attempt to get high using all of the above, wish me luck. Lol

EDIT: I added
2.5g Phenibut
2 tabs of Nyquil
3 caps of Ashwaghanda
Some Chamomille Tea
Packing another bowl now

(I gave up on that nasty wine)

Feeling kinda buzzed-ish. Not very high, but content. If there's one drug I could go for right now, it would (surprisingly) be bupe. Preferably Subutex. Being kinda faded for a full day sounds just about perfect given that I work a 10 hour shift tomorrow.
 
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SirTophamHat said:
bd: any particular plans for your trip? Haven't had the pleasure of trying that one myself. I may come across as boring (I am tbh) I wasn't always boring.
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Well, not much sadly. I'm not in the best mindset right now and tripping alone (as opposed to the last time) didn't help it. I'm fairly experienced when it comes to psychedelics, so I handled my shit right, but I didn't have the desire or "courage" to even go outside. Oh well. I guess a melanoma-like thingamajig that appeared on my skin a few days before out of nowhere didn't do all that much to help the matter either.

OT: un-high. About to take them codeines. Only made it about 48 hours since last dose, but fuck it. Better than 24 h anyway!

E: well, the codeines have been taken. Again, a solid gram of that stuff, because you know, anything less than that and I won't feel a thing! Somewhat better now, though.
 
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I B Profane said:
Shit maybe I'll take like 5g.
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Do you not feel sick after such a dose? I used to take phenibut quite a lot about half a year ago, but I couldn't really go above 2 g at any one time. Any more and I would feel all the side-effects, very pronouncedly. A very dirty high.
 
Yeah I remember projectile vomiting once on 4g phenibut. I like the drug though, and maybe I'll order some, it's been a long time.
 
Pill2chill,
how did you get an abscess INSIDE your mouth? Holy shit.

I have friends who IV drugs, (mostly Heroin, Meth, and Cocaine) and they get abscess's quite often..
Mostly on their arms and legs.
one of them shot up dope through their neck... Big mistake. He got a HUGE abscess that covered nearly his whole neck.
the flesh was going to eat him alive and died without medical attention.

He stayed at the hospital for about 3 weeks.. Got a neck vace.. And got a SHITLOAD of Roxy 30s.. I'm talking like 8 a day.. A months worth would be 240 30s a month.. Once his abscess totally went away, took about 6 months.. That's when they stopped giving him Roxy 30s.. They switched him to 7.5 Norcos for another few months.. To 'taper' himself off, Then cut him off completely.

Everytime a friend of mine get abscess's they always come out with Roxy 30s...
I mean holy shit..

I had (and still have) 3 torn discs, and another 3 dislocated discs in my lower back... And it took me over 3 years to get Roxy FIFTEENS.. And another 5 years to get the 30s..

But, hope you feel better soon man.. I would def. go to the ER.. Always stay on the safe side dude.
 
Ativanage2mg said:
Pill2chill,
how did you get an abscess INSIDE your mouth? Holy shit.

I have friends who IV drugs, (mostly Heroin, Meth, and Cocaine) and they get abscess's quite often..
Mostly on their arms and legs.
one of them shot up dope through their neck... Big mistake. He got a HUGE abscess that covered nearly his whole neck.
the flesh was going to eat him alive and died without medical attention.

He stayed at the hospital for about 3 weeks.. Got a neck vace.. And got a SHITLOAD of Roxy 30s.. I'm talking like 8 a day.. A months worth would be 240 30s a month.. Once his abscess totally went away, took about 6 months.. That's when they stopped giving him Roxy 30s.. They switched him to 7.5 Norcos for another few months.. To 'taper' himself off, Then cut him off completely.

Everytime a friend of mine get abscess's they always come out with Roxy 30s...
I mean holy shit..

I had (and still have) 3 torn discs, and another 3 dislocated discs in my lower back... And it took me over 3 years to get Roxy FIFTEENS.. And another 5 years to get the 30s..

But, hope you feel better soon man.. I would def. go to the ER.. Always stay on the safe side dude.
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Lol this abcess isn't from shooting drugs in my gums if that's what you were thinking.. I've never shot anywhere near my head or neck. It's just from an infection under a tooth that I guess must've had a cavity that I didn't feel .. Idk. In any case it's from "natural causes" vs from drug abuse. Lol.

I'm not going to the ER today as it doesn't seem to have worsened. I am gonna call a dentist tomorrow and explain the situation. A random dentist who's on call during the weekend will have to do as it will be sunday.. If he tells me to come in so he can drain the abcess I'll do so, if not I'll wait until monday and call my own dentist explaining the urgency of the situation.
 
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Just got 2mg bars, effexor and adderall 30xr and etizolam. What can I expect to take them in about when I fill. Already popped 4bars about an hr ago so I'm chilling. Feedback would be GREAT my fellow BL Crew
 
unknown quantity of codeine/promethazine, my guess is somewhere between 100-200mg on the codeine.

a pot brownie i just made

.5mg lorazepam

i think starting tomorrow i'm gonna be sober for a little while, I don't know what happened these past two weeks, I guess that's what they call a relapse.
 
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I would smoke hard with you Carl, it's one of the few drugs on the street I haven't tried and you'd be the best guy to blast off w.

Can't say my afternoon has been exciting, I'm smokin weeds and drinkin beers like usual. F sobriety on a sunny saturday
 
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