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How High Are You v. Not High Enough for this Life

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^ 2 medium lines of this. I keep nodding off to dream land every few mins. WIll wake up face literally rested on keyboard. Gonna give this section a 9/10. Even a match head line is enoughto make me feel good of this. 2 thumbs up from this heroinesseur (if you've been here a while you'll know i only get the best dope.
If i were to do that whole line in the pic, there would be next to zero chance of me staying awake (heck maybe even continuing breathing). That line in the pic gets divided into ATleast 4 lines. Just looks impressive all big like for the photo.

Also had 2 oc 40s, chewed and 2 mg loprazolam sublingualled.


I am in Xanadu fellas! Time to decree my pleasure dome, stately-like!

Your dope looks so delicious. I'd give my left nut for a supply of it. =D
I only get the brown freebase H that is most common in Europe. The quality is decent, but nowhere near that of yours I reckon.. Yeah, man, you're lucky with that dope!

OT: gonna make a shot with 80mg oxy and 100mg dope. To really 'get the day going' (I just woke up btw). (I'm gonna be so useless after that shot, hehe).

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It's a little more than 100mg of dope. =D

/E2: Wheeewieeeee!!! I even spilled some of the shot, in spite of which I'm high as a damn kite!! Gonna have a redbull and a smoke, and after that I'll be smoking a spliff.
 
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37.5mg hydrocodone, 30mg temazepam, sublingual nicotine, 4ml 1-4,butanediol
I am still alive but I almost died from a large OD of 1,4-butanediol
It is possible that I have the three diseases that cause hemorrhagic dementia when combined but I probably only have two of them (HIV and Meningitis). I have another serious disease I got from the hyperform program but I hear they are giving me a vaccine teleported into my body to cure/control it. I pretty much always have meningitis but the hyperform program has made me quite resistant to it though it has made most diseases worse/spread them to a lot of people. I was told by pola God that the other disease is probably something else but a telepathic animal told me it might be caused by the two diseases I have combined with k-2 or weed, but I will go with God's version. And stop finger tapping telepathic animals so ,much, it keeps them awake and annoys them.

I feel like I m about to pass out, I have been awake since I got out of the hospital I think. Trying to say Fuck You to the government and keep them awake.
 
Just a line of oxycodone that I did at a buddy's house and a couple hits of weed. Topped off with 10 mgs zolpidem.

I've been unable to really smoke weed like I used to because of my lungs lately. It's really been bumming me out...marijuana is probably my favorite drug and one of the only drugs I don't regret "getting into", and now it's more difficult and irritating for me to smoke it. :(

Quit speed. Am working on quitting dope for good too, "the scene" has been making me incredibly depressed lately. It's so frustrating because I fucking love drugs. That's just the truth and I'm not even ashamed of it. I love drugs and I love getting high. I can never be one of those people who are into TOTAL SOBRIETY, I know that in my heart...but at the same time I hate addicts for whom drugs are priority #1 in their lives, who are so fiendish and desperate all the goddamn time, and that's who seem to populate most of the hard drug using world around here. It's a struggle to find people who are enthusiasts but also have other things going on in their lives, other passions, and will actually think twice about hurting someone's feelings or ripping off a so-called friend for a trivial amount of dope. I get the feeling that there are some folks like that on this site but it's a real struggle to find them in real life.
 
The high I get from speed insufflation is so much more appreciable than the one I get from oral consumption.
Started using nasal spray again, instead of capsules. Lines became a no-go, considering their size, with my tolerance.

So yeah: Pretty high and waking up pleasantly this morning%)
 
Just a line of oxycodone that I did at a buddy's house and a couple hits of weed. Topped off with 10 mgs zolpidem.

I've been unable to really smoke weed like I used to because of my lungs lately. It's really been bumming me out...marijuana is probably my favorite drug and one of the only drugs I don't regret "getting into", and now it's more difficult and irritating for me to smoke it. :(

Quit speed. Am working on quitting dope for good too, "the scene" has been making me incredibly depressed lately. It's so frustrating because I fucking love drugs. That's just the truth and I'm not even ashamed of it. I love drugs and I love getting high. I can never be one of those people who are into TOTAL SOBRIETY, I know that in my heart...but at the same time I hate addicts for whom drugs are priority #1 in their lives, who are so fiendish and desperate all the goddamn time, and that's who seem to populate most of the hard drug using world around here. It's a struggle to find people who are enthusiasts but also have other things going on in their lives, other passions, and will actually think twice about hurting someone's feelings or ripping off a so-called friend for a trivial amount of dope. I get the feeling that there are some folks like that on this site but it's a real struggle to find them in real life.

^I am so done with the drug scene as well. The only illicit drug I still go pick up sometimes is H, and that's not even my connect. I just sit in the car, wait until the deal is done and I'm dropped back off at home. Other than that I'm not in the scene at all anymore. Pharmaceuticals are pretty much the only thing I take aside from the heroin. And weed.. But I always go to Holland and buy it legally there.

Overall I'm pretty happy with my virtually nonexistant 'in-the-scene-ness'. :D

There's old contacts of mine that I could reach out to and who would still serve me because I was a good costumer and eventually friend of theirs (it's a father and son, both deal drugs; weed amphetamines cocaine and they can get xtc if you ask). But those drugs don't really interest me anymore (aside from weed but I much prefer Holland quality and I like choosing my strain. It also costs less. Yeah.. I don't like the sketchy-ness of the illegal drug scene one bit, never have.. But you deal with it because you want your stuff... Thankfully I can get most of what I need in a pharmacy or store. :)

OT: Damn high from that shot from earlier, going to roll a spliff and enjoy this high. Feelsgoodmayne. =D

The high I get from speed insufflation is so much more appreciable than the one I get from oral consumption.
Started using nasal spray again, instead of capsules. Lines became a no-go, considering their size, with my tolerance.

So yeah: Pretty high and waking up pleasantly this morning%)

In the past I would've agreed. Now, after a few years of heavy daily amphetamine abuse; nasal consumption makes me notice the side effects much more. The dry mouth/nose is a LOT worse when snorted for example, I have more 'tics', I'm just overall more anxious when I snort. If I take it orally and the effects come on slow.. The contrast is far less great, and it will make the shitty side-effect a lot less pronounced for me than they are with nasal.


FINAL EDIT: It is now 4 hours after that big shot. I just shot up another 120mg oxy, and took 1 mg alprazolam. About to light my last spliff for the last super-heavy-uncontrollable nod for a while. (I'll be out of weed, and I'm slowing down on the doses for a while as well as keeping off the H entirely for a few days.) It's gonna be an awesome nod! But honestly?

I'm getting bored with these nods anyway, the ones with weed I mean - if I smoke weed on top I'll be literally in a half-passed out stupor during which there is very little I'm capable of and have no short-term memory whatsoever. I feel super euphoric and good, that much I know, but afterwards I'll have forgotten most if not all the details. That's why I don't mind a break from the weed. Keeps the opiate high a lot more clearheaded and keeps the memory more intact, even despite the benzos I take. They don't fuck with my short-term memory as much as weed does, not by a long shot.
 
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I've been snorting speed and ketamine in my car with my 2 mates while listening to Slowdive, Ecstatic Fear and LSD and the Search for God for the past 3 hours and I'm telling you lads: this is heavenly.

It's so beautiful that I literally shed a tear while listening to Starting Over by LSD and the Search for God.
Me and my best friend were holding hands (no homo) and blowing fat clouds with his e-cig; the awesomeness of the ket+speed combo and the sheer beauty of the aforementioned tune melted togheter to create this unexplainably delightful moment and a single sparkly tear wetted my cheek.

It's like shoegaze was made to be played while on this combo. Try it if you get the chance.

Wow Lmao I was so high
 
15mg valium and hasheesh. Cool, calm and collected. Gonna watch a movie (Homicide by David Mamet).
 
Added a bit of good wine (2 glasses) with my meal. I'm not very fond of alcohol usually and having already valium in my blood stream... but eh, that's not much by any standard (I drink once a year, tops).
 
Bought a gram of cocaine. I never have coke connects myself cause I almost never use coke, but these numbers are easy to come by. It's one of the easiest to get drugs here in Belgium; Antwerp specifically. Took me 20 minutes of texting/calling acquintances & friends before I found one that would deliver at my home.

And boy.. am I pleasantly surprised. This cocaine is really, really good! It's the 2nd best cocaine I've ever had, or actually it's about the same quality as the best cocaine I've ever had. Talk about a stroke of luck.. It was a number given to me by a good friend (that I don't see enough these days, but that's beside the point) who had gotten it from someone else but never used it before himself. So it was truly a shot in the dark. But boy.. This shit is good.

I shot a speedball with a modest amount of cocaine and a good amount of heroin, and got an INTENSE bell-ringer-type rush. It wasn't even that much cocaine. I'm gonna have some fun with this shit, that's for sure! 95% of the cocaine you find here is cut to shit, so I'm extremely lucky right now.

Preparing an other speedball for later on, gonna do a regular oxy shot first and chill for a few hours before blasting off with a speedball again. ;)

/e: I'm glad I bought it. And that's something I rarely still say about cocaine after the transaction has been completed.
 
Throughout the day.. (switched my Opana for Methadone and I feel WAY better)

--8.0 Lorazepam
--30mg Methadone
--120mg Oxycodone
--1.8g Ibuprofen
--150mg Promethazine
--30mg Cymbalta
 
All out of cocaine now except for one shot I'm saving for in a few days up to a week.
Currently on: 160mg oxy IV'd, 12mg bromazepam (but that's like 10 hours ago by now, gonna take another after I finish this post) and I'm smoking my last spliff.

Nicely high. GN BL <3
 
Smoked a spliff, drinking a DIPA bomber. I want to drink kratom after dinner since I only have bud left for one/two more spliff and I want it to rock. Will get more bud tomorrow.
 
5 pods tea
2 swigs of codeine/promethazine sizzurp (didnt ask the dosage, dont rlly care, mostly just drinkin it for the prometh)
1mg lorazepam
A glass of Pastis
A hit of hash
 
I don't really get high anymore. 32mg subs and 40mg valium today, standard. I have found that taking up smoking weed again does potentiate the opiate and benzo affects I seek, just a a little. Just a little high, not high enough, ever. :(
 
Im just stoned.
stabilized on 2mg sub
100 mg seroquel
6 shots vodka
lotsa weed.

Ok... im kinda buzzed, too.
 
Xanax and rum. And took a hot bath and now my eyes are like -.- ayeeeeee ^~^

Edit I have really bad anxiety though and feel normal at the moment. And this is why I couldn't ever agree to a script. I would be so addicted. Cause anxiety is shit

Edit edit hula hopping like this is funny
 
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I don't really get high anymore. 32mg subs and 40mg valium today, standard. I have found that taking up smoking weed again does potentiate the opiate and benzo affects I seek, just a a little. Just a little high, not high enough, ever. :(

not sure that you should expect to get very high from bupe, especially at that dose. I find that lower doses get you more of an opioid effect actually. I used to do 1-2 mg and i would get a long lasting high comparable to tapentadol, i hear that doses above 4mg don't work, cause of the naloxone or something. also, although this is an unpopular opinion, benzos i find, when combined opioids, only potentiate the sedative aspect, but seem to dull the euphoria a little bit. I usually dose my benzos about 45 min to an hour into my opiate high.
 
30mg hydrocodone, 2mg clonazepam.

The government of the USA is planning to kill all the telepathic animals and need to be stopped.
The government tried to kill me again today by making my BP go to a dangerously low level.
I know mental institutions and hospitals use them all the time.
These animals are at least in some cases more intelligent than humans.

They can teleport things as they have my raccoon and replaced with another one and it happened while I was there in the room. I had just one but because of them I have at least 6.
 
not sure that you should expect to get very high from bupe, especially at that dose, I've been on it coming up to 3 years. I find that lower doses get you more of an opioid effect actually. I used to do 1-2 mg and i would get a long lasting high comparable to tapentadol, i hear that doses above 4mg don't work, cause of the naloxone or something. also, although this is an unpopular opinion, benzos i find, when combined opioids, only potentiate the sedative aspect, but seem to dull the euphoria a little bit. I usually dose my benzos about 45 min to an hour into my opiate high.

No, I don't expect to get high from BUPE at all, never did at any dose. Which is why I say, never high enough, not even close. Weed does the opposite for me, the dose of Benzos im on now does zero, don't even know I've had them, would only know if I didn't after a few days ?, but smoking weed with it I've found increases the effects I used to get uears ago at 10 times the dose, which for me, gives me energy and a bit of a lift. Weed + benzos + bupe for me is different to just weed, which is nice because I've had zero effect from my Meds for years now and only recently, like very recently, started smoking again, I never really enjoyed weed on its own but im enjoying this with a bit of endep.
 
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