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How High Are You v. Not High Enough for this Life

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Small shot of speed. Black coffee.

I've been pretty bummed out recently. Someone gave me a bit of d-methamphetamine lately and I've been slowly going through it slowly. Probably not the best thing for my mental health but it's hard to be super sad just driving around and knowing that you have an amber vial of magic feel-good shards at your place. Usually I just take small bumps but sometimes I break down and decide to IV

I've been brutally sick lately but I think I'm finally turning a corner on that.
 
@sirtop; Belgium, especially the airport is not the safest place right now, unfortunately... I've never had reason to feel unsafe in Belgium before, but nowadays... :(

OT: woke up sober, shot an OC80 and put a piece of H on foil that I'm now chasing. Just cause it's fun! :D also have a spliff ready to smoke after that and then I'll nod for a few hours while 'watching' TV, until I fall into a blissful sleep. Until about noon I expect. =D

Peace my dear bl'ers and enjoy your whatever time it is where ever you live. <3
 
Pill2Chill said:
You know I am from Belgium right? Or do you mean you think this should be possible in the USA as well?

It's the second time that I asked my pharmacy and both times they allowed it because both times I wasn't able to reach my doctor in time due to unforeseeable circumstances.

I think it's good. It's the pharmacy I always go to, they know I take a lot of oxy and I guess I must look trustworthy (which I also am, like for real). ;) Also, both time I've been true to my word and brought in the script the next day.
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Yes, having some faith in your patients as human beings. Getting to know them. Not having pharmacists thinking they're god, judging patients, refusing to fill their prescriptions. Just bullshit American Puritanical fuckery.

Except for a certain member on here I generally have a very low opinion of pharmacists. Regardless of how dignified their profession used to be, it isn't anymore, at least not in the US--so I don't want some CVS employee thinking they know better than my doctor. Most of them seem barely capable of putting pills in a bottle, or running an orderly pharmacy, since they're really just managing their techs filling bottles and talking to insurance.

Careful with that shit man, you seem to be jumping down the rabbit hole
 
Felonious Monk said:
Yes, having some faith in your patients as human beings. Getting to know them. Not having pharmacists thinking they're god, judging patients, refusing to fill their prescriptions. Just bullshit American Puritanical fuckery.

Except for a certain member on here I generally have a very low opinion of pharmacists. Regardless of how dignified their profession used to be, it isn't anymore, at least not in the US--so I don't want some CVS employee thinking they know better than my doctor. Most of them seem barely capable of putting pills in a bottle, or running an orderly pharmacy, since they're really just managing their techs filling bottles and talking to insurance.

Careful with that shit man, you seem to be jumping down the rabbit hole
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/PROMISED EDIT; I know, I'm already pretty deep into the rabbit hole I'm afraid. Gonna try some restraint and maybe get myself out of there again. Or at least less deep. =D

The pharmacy I frequent (hah, feels like I'm talking about it like it's a bar) is very humane and friendly. They don't ask any questions, and if they do they are not bothersome or disrespectful in the slightest. I buy rigs there too all the time and never have they asked me what they're for. I've had other pharmacists though who were very condescending and one who almost (until I got mad) didn't sell me clean syringes. But, the majority of the pharmacies I've been to, and I've been to a great many (lol) are really friendly and helpful.


OT;just woke up, pretty sober hmm. Oxy or H? Guess I'll go with oxy cuz its more stimulating and it's morning. =D
OT AFTER EDIT; Shot 120mg oxy and smoked some H. Also smoking a spliff right now. Feeling goood mayne. I have to keep 1 eye closed to see/read/write though! Gonna go chill with some music or TV on, haven't decided yet.

Later my peeps. <3
 
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Smoked some opium, drank a little absinthe, smoked some hash, listening to ween, after a pretty fulfilled day. Went to school, recorded some music, and them I ate the dankest sushi I've ever had, which included some lobster rolls.
 
Drinking Yuengling and smoking weed. Just another day off. Bout to work another 7 day stretch; shit gets old but the paycheck is so nice.​Went for a run earlier too, that makes everything feel so much better. Endorphins ftw.
 
I have officially switched to Decaf coffee.. because the caffeine I have been consuming for a long time now diminish at least 50% of my benzo dose. I experimented that this morning... I took my usual amount of equivalent dose of benzos today and FINALLY the TRUE effects of benzos are now present for me.

With opiates alone, I'll drink TONS of coffee with caffeine.. Because for me caffeine enhances the effects of opiates.
Complete opposite of benzos.

today,

--110mg Methadone
--4.0mg Clonazepam
--15mg Diazepam
--1.8g Gabapentin
--250mg Hydroxyzine
--100mg Promethazine
--25mg Sertraline
--1.1g Naproxen Sodium
--Winston 100s
 
I feel like crap but it's okay because the sun is shining and I have kratom in my PO Box to pick up on the way home.

What a blessed day =D
 
Amazingly amped up, few beers doing their thing and approximately 9mg Flubromazepam just joined the party.
First day in forever of being genuinely happy. Decided to celebrate it the only way I'm truly familiar with, being a drug fest deluxe with lasagna.
 
Woah, what a fucken' Friday. Just got home and it's past 9 pm. Took 5-7 mg nifoxipam first thing I got home - no idea how much really, didn't pay attention; that shit doesn't work anyway. Now added 1 g codeine. Time to relax and have a nice meal. Haven't eaten whole day.

Everyone have a nice and safe Friday, my HHAY buddies and the rest of the Light of the Blue!

Cheers

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LearntYoung said:
First day in forever of being genuinely happy. Decided to celebrate it the only way I'm truly familiar with, being a drug fest deluxe with lasagna.
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Ironically, this is also how I feel. Been severely down this whole week, but today is a lot brighter. Still somewhat depressed, but a lot better than before, perhaps because I managed to get a lot of work done today. And I mean, a lot. And what is a better way to celebrate than get high? With some delicious food. Nice one, LearntYoung!
 
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Feeling very opiated (oxy+h) and I'm smoking on a lovely spliff.

So high infact I've even forgotten to take my benzo (bromazepam, 12mg) - I don't feel the need at all, but I'm still gonna take 6mg because I don't want any seizures from withdrawal eventhough the opiates are 100% masking any symptoms. ;)

Have a good one people! <3
 
Some H earlier, and gonna light a spliff now.

I got a new laptop that I'm pretty happy about. =D
My old one still works and has pretty good specs, but the screen is broken so I have to use an external, which kind of limits the portability 100%, basically making it a 'desktop'. I kind of use it as a mediacenter now to store my media (movies and series mainly, but music as well) files on, and then cast them to my tv via phone & chromecast. I don't cast my music to my tv, obviously, because I need my external speakers for dat bass. ;)

I bought it from a friend very cheap in perfect condition. I know this for a fact, it's my best friend who sold it to me because he bought a gaming laptop. It wasn't used by him for very long. :)

I'm happy. Got a laptop again! No more having to type BL posts on my phone! Yay.
 
Didn't take my valium to sleep, slept like a baby. Thank you hash !!! Just lit up my wake'n bake spliff.
 
Hello! I'm a almost 9 year on\off sub, methadone.. H, OCs, etc. I'm finally stabilized at a small dose daily of bupe HCl. (Subutex) n klonopin. N recently got my paws on some 30 n 40mg oxymorphones. (Opana) felt myself chipping. So I titrated my dose of OP. N am now back to feeling almost 100% on the bupe. (Long story. I was on subs ONLY for yearssss- Met a pretty girl n. Well. We all know.. Lol. So here's the recipe I used to reintroduce bupe back as my main (craved) med.. Klonopin. Or n e benzo. I consider Xanax the crack of benzos. So aim for a longer acting one. Ie. Diazepam. Clonazepam.. Obv extra bupe. 30mg of adderall for the lethargy (only really necessary if u must work a job) it certainly made my transition easier.. N good music. Herb, n sex when possible. :) diphenhydramine does wonders for nausea/sleep. Try to eat and stay hydrated. This would be so much worse if I had no bupe. But my Dr wayy over Rx's me ;) 16mg daily/ I take. MaaYbeee 8. A full agonist withdrawal is fucking hell I forgot. W.o the bupe I'm sure I'd be in hospital. I'm a pussy when it comes to being sick.. Go figure. No fear running the projects for H, but a lil detox n I run for the hills. Lol. Be safe
 
1.5g mushrooms, taken at a show tonight

For the comedown,
2 dabs
3 IPAs
2mg Clonazepam
600mg Gabapentin
Vaping summa dat sweet nicotine

Bout to call it a night

EDIT: took 25mg diphenhydramine due to allergic reactions to my friends cat, and also due to the desire to fall asleep faster and potentiate the buzz while doing so
 
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I am getting to where I want to be. Stuck to the couch at the moment.

I got pretty hypnotic with it earlier. So yeah some lean, booze, benzos, gaba drugs, and about to add some dxm.

Thoughts on throwing half a clonodine in there. I have had a week from hell which I am over but my chest is still pounding a bit. Maybe it is cuz I went for a long walk.

Never had a bad trip in my life but I am just wanting to take the clonodine to chillax as it really throws me for a loop. I have an rx for it and my doctor wants me to take it but I rarely do. I just am wondering if there is any ummm complications. I dunno, I mix just about any cocktail up.

I know my behaviour is a bit dumb. but hey its my body, I doubt my habits are a good example of how to do things but its my body.
 
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