Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
To Pill2Chill - no hard feelings, but I think you will find that much of what I have been saying is reality. And I do not know what Brightheart they are talking about may not be a purple raccoon but something is able to teleport objects around and drugs I needed the last time I got sick directly into unopened cans and unopened bottled water and I thought the bitterness was poison and it was Doctor Who teleporting the drugs into my stuff. I am being told right now by the BrightHeart entity as I was before this
Decided against the DXM
I wish I could go to Canada, SweetyJane77. Anyway, I am depressed. My nephew just beat the Hell out of me because I got sick of him finger tapping false information about the Deet (and was having thoughts about wanting God to take him out) program and telling me it was God talking to me and doing that souls swapping thing when I used DXM and weed a week or so ago to drive me crazy and think it was an entity (Brightheart, one of the damned care bear cousins whose image he keeps flashing in my face) saving me from the aneurysm that Lucky told me with telepathy last year that I would have if I did not stop smoking and I felt it pop and my mind fuck up and there were two other entities in my brain I could talk to who were stopping the bleeding while God supposedly fixed it with them and I could feel one in my brain that was asking me to help find a way out so I was using my finger to try to guide him slowly through the ventricles to a way out but I can't see inside my own brain. God told me to stop and let him help so I did.
They had to repeat it. My brain somehow regenerated to a better state with cleared thinking than it has had before I got my brain damaged by having meningitis for two months and what I guess was a telepathic overdose while soger that my mom found me in a state where I was not breathing at all and it took her about three minutes to get me to start breathing and my breathing stopped for 5.5-6 minutes altogether including before I was found according to the people on my telepathic line who were trying to wake me and get someone else to help my and I don't know how she managed to get there in time. I was just sleeping in the afternoon on Lucky's bed and he could not wake me up either. And after that my eyes were crossed and this God incident fixed that and that cloudy thinking I have had since the meningitis but I am crazy because I was dumb enough to believe that God was talking to me when he was telling me Brightheart was saving my life by plugging up the stroke I was given in my brain stem that I could feel earlier today. That was my nephew fucking with my head.
But now I think it may have been my nephew the whole time because I am trying to stop the government program that uses animals (mostly telepathic raccoons that are supposed to be talking with me and I only got onr raccoon but he was teleported away when I went to the mental institution back to the second one I got after they took the first the time before that and replaced him with one that looks a lot different (he was the first one I got I am told and he has a very large white crescent mark on him and a large scar across the chest and what looks like a smaller one on the abdomen where he was cut open. And they kept swelling him up.
He was gone when I got back from Terrell and I had one without that marking. I was very sick and did not want to make him sick and was sad they were part of this torture drug telepathy program run by sadists who like to mutilate them and did not spend but like five minutes with him g=because I did not want him getting sick from me. The teleportation occurred when I had my head turned away from him and the badly tortured one was then up in the closet in under 10 seconds from inside a catbed on the other side of the room and they look very different and I know it happened but then I went back he was teleported away again and now I have the first back. I now have 20 animals, mostly raccoons but some of them are supposedly bears and they have all been tortured by Terrell according to what I am told by "God" and "Brightheart' and some of the animals that get in my head including a polar bear that had three of his legs and left arm cut off and a moon bear that has been tortured and a raccoon they call Deet whose feet were cut off because they were angry that I found out or at least for the polar bear, because of cucked up thoughts I had where this was done to a polar bear in my imagination.. But now I think Johnny is making lots of it up to make me suffer because I am wanting to save them so bad and can't.
And people on Bluelight just think I am crazy because this is so bizarre. I am going to try to prove it and my nephew is going to that same institution and he is a powerful telepath who can probably help out some. I am hoping that I get the other raccoon back and I would like to be able to care for all the others in that list of 20 in the large mansion/dwelling I will be living in with other people who are helping these animal people and when it comes out (so the animals who are all highly intelligent and telepathic and I am told some are even more intelligent that humans who telepathic due to the rapid speed they are learning and they even have learned mathematics through multiplication in some cases. And polar bears are supposed to be able to read the future better that any other species we know of from what I am told but maybe Johnny or some other sicko is making everything up and they are just torturing the raccoons that I know and all that naloxone/naltrexone drug torture/punishment that started giving me as soon as I went there was from people who volunteered instead of animals that were given no choice but to torture and hurt me and cause me to have what I think was another minor heart attack while I was denied medical treatment. They were trying to murder me (the humans, the animals were just torture victims) and I got angry about because I was called nuts and needed to go back to the same place that tried to kill me more than once. But I understand why you think that, P2C and I think you are a cool guy even though we don't know each other.
I still believe what I believe about the Deet program and will not post so much here since it isn't appropriate (though it is making me want to binge on drugs and hurt myself - the Deet program I mean). And if that polar bear is real, his greatest wish other than freedom from the program is to get in the water and I have explained how that can be done.
All hypertelepathic people and part of the telepathic animals in the Deet program will have to relocate to a new, pleasant place - possibly given our own city or one where we can cure everyone and make it a disease free zone as we can use drug telepathy to spread cures to people and animals and these intelligent animals will have to be given the same rights as us including voting when they are educated enough.
Decided against the DXM
I wish I could go to Canada, SweetyJane77. Anyway, I am depressed. My nephew just beat the Hell out of me because I got sick of him finger tapping false information about the Deet (and was having thoughts about wanting God to take him out) program and telling me it was God talking to me and doing that souls swapping thing when I used DXM and weed a week or so ago to drive me crazy and think it was an entity (Brightheart, one of the damned care bear cousins whose image he keeps flashing in my face) saving me from the aneurysm that Lucky told me with telepathy last year that I would have if I did not stop smoking and I felt it pop and my mind fuck up and there were two other entities in my brain I could talk to who were stopping the bleeding while God supposedly fixed it with them and I could feel one in my brain that was asking me to help find a way out so I was using my finger to try to guide him slowly through the ventricles to a way out but I can't see inside my own brain. God told me to stop and let him help so I did.
They had to repeat it. My brain somehow regenerated to a better state with cleared thinking than it has had before I got my brain damaged by having meningitis for two months and what I guess was a telepathic overdose while soger that my mom found me in a state where I was not breathing at all and it took her about three minutes to get me to start breathing and my breathing stopped for 5.5-6 minutes altogether including before I was found according to the people on my telepathic line who were trying to wake me and get someone else to help my and I don't know how she managed to get there in time. I was just sleeping in the afternoon on Lucky's bed and he could not wake me up either. And after that my eyes were crossed and this God incident fixed that and that cloudy thinking I have had since the meningitis but I am crazy because I was dumb enough to believe that God was talking to me when he was telling me Brightheart was saving my life by plugging up the stroke I was given in my brain stem that I could feel earlier today. That was my nephew fucking with my head.
But now I think it may have been my nephew the whole time because I am trying to stop the government program that uses animals (mostly telepathic raccoons that are supposed to be talking with me and I only got onr raccoon but he was teleported away when I went to the mental institution back to the second one I got after they took the first the time before that and replaced him with one that looks a lot different (he was the first one I got I am told and he has a very large white crescent mark on him and a large scar across the chest and what looks like a smaller one on the abdomen where he was cut open. And they kept swelling him up.
He was gone when I got back from Terrell and I had one without that marking. I was very sick and did not want to make him sick and was sad they were part of this torture drug telepathy program run by sadists who like to mutilate them and did not spend but like five minutes with him g=because I did not want him getting sick from me. The teleportation occurred when I had my head turned away from him and the badly tortured one was then up in the closet in under 10 seconds from inside a catbed on the other side of the room and they look very different and I know it happened but then I went back he was teleported away again and now I have the first back. I now have 20 animals, mostly raccoons but some of them are supposedly bears and they have all been tortured by Terrell according to what I am told by "God" and "Brightheart' and some of the animals that get in my head including a polar bear that had three of his legs and left arm cut off and a moon bear that has been tortured and a raccoon they call Deet whose feet were cut off because they were angry that I found out or at least for the polar bear, because of cucked up thoughts I had where this was done to a polar bear in my imagination.. But now I think Johnny is making lots of it up to make me suffer because I am wanting to save them so bad and can't.
And people on Bluelight just think I am crazy because this is so bizarre. I am going to try to prove it and my nephew is going to that same institution and he is a powerful telepath who can probably help out some. I am hoping that I get the other raccoon back and I would like to be able to care for all the others in that list of 20 in the large mansion/dwelling I will be living in with other people who are helping these animal people and when it comes out (so the animals who are all highly intelligent and telepathic and I am told some are even more intelligent that humans who telepathic due to the rapid speed they are learning and they even have learned mathematics through multiplication in some cases. And polar bears are supposed to be able to read the future better that any other species we know of from what I am told but maybe Johnny or some other sicko is making everything up and they are just torturing the raccoons that I know and all that naloxone/naltrexone drug torture/punishment that started giving me as soon as I went there was from people who volunteered instead of animals that were given no choice but to torture and hurt me and cause me to have what I think was another minor heart attack while I was denied medical treatment. They were trying to murder me (the humans, the animals were just torture victims) and I got angry about because I was called nuts and needed to go back to the same place that tried to kill me more than once. But I understand why you think that, P2C and I think you are a cool guy even though we don't know each other.
I still believe what I believe about the Deet program and will not post so much here since it isn't appropriate (though it is making me want to binge on drugs and hurt myself - the Deet program I mean). And if that polar bear is real, his greatest wish other than freedom from the program is to get in the water and I have explained how that can be done.
All hypertelepathic people and part of the telepathic animals in the Deet program will have to relocate to a new, pleasant place - possibly given our own city or one where we can cure everyone and make it a disease free zone as we can use drug telepathy to spread cures to people and animals and these intelligent animals will have to be given the same rights as us including voting when they are educated enough.
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