Professer
Bluelighter
4mg rx'd tzanidine
300mg rx'd pregabalin (few doses through the day)
5mg methadone
1mg alprazolam
1.5mg etizolam
135mg dextromethorphan which is kinda abnormal for me.
And a large gulp of cheap vodka that was given to me a while ago that's so bad I rarely drink it. It's so bad I use it almost exclusively for cleaning. Fuck Popov. You can get bottom shelf McCormick that's 4x distilled for same price. This Popov is like double distilled at best.
Just chillin, not too high or anything. I mostly get relief, not high, these days. I'd sure feel high if I had a regular functioning body. Pain is on the low which is better than usual. Turns out I have chronic fatigue syndrome along with my other back/hip problems. It's debilitating. I've been mostly bedridden for a year. Standing for a while hurts, and sitting hurts. A lot. Then that syndrome developed and I basically have no muscles. Getting up out of bed is difficult, takes lots of effort. The other day I slid out of bed in the floor and I seriously could barely lift myself back up into bed. I had to get someone to help lift me up. That was a bad day though, worse than normal. It's crazy, I'm only 21. I can't do any of the things I used to do in life. Just lie around in pain trying to cover it up, I got some decent rx's now for that. Finally have an appointment to start physical therapy now; starting with evaluation. I bet they'll be surprised with me.
Things are rough at times, but I get by ok. If it wasn't for my spirituality I think I'd be chronically depressed. I've been like this for this whole year.
300mg rx'd pregabalin (few doses through the day)
5mg methadone
1mg alprazolam
1.5mg etizolam
135mg dextromethorphan which is kinda abnormal for me.
And a large gulp of cheap vodka that was given to me a while ago that's so bad I rarely drink it. It's so bad I use it almost exclusively for cleaning. Fuck Popov. You can get bottom shelf McCormick that's 4x distilled for same price. This Popov is like double distilled at best.
Just chillin, not too high or anything. I mostly get relief, not high, these days. I'd sure feel high if I had a regular functioning body. Pain is on the low which is better than usual. Turns out I have chronic fatigue syndrome along with my other back/hip problems. It's debilitating. I've been mostly bedridden for a year. Standing for a while hurts, and sitting hurts. A lot. Then that syndrome developed and I basically have no muscles. Getting up out of bed is difficult, takes lots of effort. The other day I slid out of bed in the floor and I seriously could barely lift myself back up into bed. I had to get someone to help lift me up. That was a bad day though, worse than normal. It's crazy, I'm only 21. I can't do any of the things I used to do in life. Just lie around in pain trying to cover it up, I got some decent rx's now for that. Finally have an appointment to start physical therapy now; starting with evaluation. I bet they'll be surprised with me.
Things are rough at times, but I get by ok. If it wasn't for my spirituality I think I'd be chronically depressed. I've been like this for this whole year.