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How High Are You? v. Meff For The People

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i got a really nice 40 of heroin for 35. I am extremely high right now and it feels fucking awesome. Only if i didnt have homework to do this would be the best morning i have had in a veryy long time. Im listening to some good music, have a bowl of crispy dank nugz packed, a pot of coffee a brewin and menthol cigs. Veryyy opiated.
 
Still on those 90mg of Adderall from last night but pretty sure I've started coming down an hour or so ago so just took:
3mg Xanax
Smoked a bowl to myself but really didn't feel anything as I've been smoking literally non stop all night

Ready to just sleep and sleep... Can't really feel the xanax yet and it's been 15 minutes, still so up and ready to go. I have more xans but I'm thinking about just saying screw it and staying up all day, then taking some more xanax and pass out when the sun goes back down... Decisions decisions...

EDIT: Said screw it and did 30mg Adderall IR and am drinking coffee. Now I guess it's time to go out and do something, anything... I can't sit here at this computer any longer hah. Cheers!
 
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Just MXE and Kratom for me. I need to stop taking so much fucking MXE it's making me manic. If you guys see me writing paragraphs of nonsense blame the MXE 8(
 
finished off 5 grams of mephedrone in 3 days! whew what a fucking waste of money, that shit is methylone expensive these days but it was pretty fucking good i must admit.
just finished putting the last shot up my ass followed by a nice euphoric shit. It gives you an assgasm every time! guaranteed! Definitely my preferred method of ingestion, though vaping isn't bad but nasal sucks IMO.

for today: 250-300mg of mephedrone (already in my anus), 6mg etizolam and more as needed, 20mg of d-amp (obviously going up my poor butt as well) (make that 40mg now) and well for a school night, i guess that's as good as it's going to get. Fell asleep in class this morning without my old friend d-amp, and i was on a decent dose of mephedrone too..Ah shit i miss my d-amp, no stomach cramps or ass euphoria but plugging it works way fucking better.

@nerdondrugs you should try vaping etizolam; it gets you way more fucked up than you'd think. I passed out in the shower for 2 hours yesterday, blacked out completely, apparently screamed at my gf when she came in, don't remember a fucking thing. I was laying face down with my head under the faucet lol.

i would not vape phenazepam, that could easily cause a massive blackout, not to mention the compulsive redosing while blacked out...especially if you're vaping ethylphenidate too, i stayed up for a week doing that and made many stupid bluelight posts lol.
 
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Got soooo smacked out last night I didn't even post on BL lol. OMFG shit was crazy, suspected cut with dissociative.



Just woke up, now I'm doing the abs challenge for today, letting a small breakfast clear out of my stomach, and then time to down a four loko. Don't know if I'll walk to the store for cigarettes & booze or not...
 
I feel damn good

1.5 minis of captain Morgan black
Mucho marijuana
Cigs
Plus 2 OP 20's that haven't even kicked in yet.

About 30 mins ill feel good as fuckk. Time to go to work lol

Edit: OPs kicked in. I feel good. Just ate a 3rd one then ill feel super nice
 
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RobotRipping said:
@nerdondrugs you should try vaping etizolam; it gets you way more fucked up than you'd think. I passed out in the shower for 2 hours yesterday, blacked out completely, apparently screamed at my gf when she came in, don't remember a fucking thing. I was laying face down with my head under the faucet lol.

i would not vape phenazepam, that could easily cause a massive blackout, not to mention the compulsive redosing while blacked out...especially if you're vaping ethylphenidate too, i stayed up for a week doing that and made many stupid bluelight posts lol.
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Yeah didn't luv the phenaz vaped... a slow "nap like feeling" rush.... Not worried about a blackout, I don't think I can. Or there's never been evidence I had one... I just get major headaches. Even while younger on stupid benzos + booze+ shots amounts... maybe I smoke so much weed my brain won't let me..

I will try etiz's vaped sometime later... finally getting it in straight powder.
 
fuck i just wrote a long post that got wiped

i'm really enjoying ebola?'s increased contributions to this forum lately

escape, i appreciate the words. i have a great support system here at home with all the help i could ask for. i don't drink every day (skipped saturday :)), it's a combination of smoking weed and drinking moderate amounts that covers up my depression. i do fine until i don't have access to either, at that point i pretty much fall apart haha. my hope is that i can normalize with an extended break from both of those things. not because i NEED to (weed and beer is pretty sustainable) but because i NEED to know that i can. if shit doesnt shape up following that, i'll probably try mirtazapine again since my dad's been on it forever and it works for him.

right now i'm going to drink my last beer--for real--a natty tallboy. it wont do much, if anything, whatever.

for those of you thinking i'm a huge pussy, well you may be right, just keep in mind that the length of any addiction plays a role in how hard it is to jump off. i've been at these two for a while.
 
I'm feeling good; we picked up some dope earlier this morning, just a couple of bags to hold us over, and then we picked up a few more. I've definitely got a nod, and it feels really good, man. I can't remember the last time I caught a nod like this...

... oh, and a friend gave us a little bit of weed because he's trying to quit smoking and it's what he had left. I'll probably just give it away to someone, as we don't really smoke weed.
 
SirTophamHat said:
i'm really enjoying ebola?'s increased contributions to this forum lately
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Who doesn't love catching ebola?? I wish his username was just Data... wonder if he regrets it...

He didn't always hang here? Stuck up in his ADD Ivory Tower I guess?


Edit: Sir... i wouldn't beat urself up about the weed/boose combo if it's sustainable...ur still young like me..plenty chance to alter later. U seem functional and smart... already ahead of the game.
 
Woke up, ate, ate a football (1mg alprazolam), onto the first Four Loko. I have 2 more footballs & 1 Loko. Want to save the Xanax for later, so I think I'll just drink the other Four. Dammmnnn I'mma be fucked up tonight aha. It's like day drinking, but at night, since I woke up at 4pm. %)




SirTophamHat said:
fucking hell, drunk me decided to buy more beer. i need a goddamn break from this, i went almost 48 hours without drinking yet i just fucked up again. i don't understand how i was able to live for so long without being chained to the chase for a high. right now i'm not sober so it's easy for be to be carefree, but if i hadn't had any alcohol this evening i'd be going wacky. my inability to deal with the day-to-day without some sort of assistance really is scaring me right now. lucky i'm having trouble feeling feels, so let's save that for tomorrow eh ;)
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Sirtoppem, do what you feel is best for you & fuck anyone who wants to talk shit.


I know a lot of people, myself included can relate to this a lot. Yesterday before my ride came for us to cop, I said, 'I feel all the feels! Come make them stahp!'.



WE R NOT ALONE U R NAT ALONE WE ALL DON WAN FEEL da feels.gif


hehehehuehue 1 Loko down. Had a snack. 1 Loko togo. Will cook some chicken titty in the meanwhile.
 
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2 trams... last of etiz, 2mg... snooted a lil phenaz... out of weed and my synthetic blend... smokin a bit of pipe tobacco. Productive..
 
Bob Loblaw said:
Woke up, ate, ate a football (1mg alprazolam), onto the first Four Loko. I have 2 more footballs & 1 Loko. Want to save the Xanax for later, so I think I'll just drink the other Four. Dammmnnn I'mma be fucked up tonight aha. It's like day drinking, but at night, since I woke up at 4pm. %)




Sirtoppem, do what you feel is best for you & fuck anyone who wants to talk shit.
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you work tonight? its all good to eat like 1 mg but dont eat all 3 as that four loko mixed with the first one should have you feeling good. i can drink a decent amount but four lokos fuck me up good not to mention the zannie mixed. just dont eat the other 2, unless your just chillin then by all means go for it lol

ot: i feel awesome!

another miniature of 94 proof captain black
80 mgs of oxy ER
lots of weed
cigs
 
Bob Loblaw said:
Woke up, ate, ate a football (1mg alprazolam), onto the first Four Loko. I have 2 more footballs & 1 Loko. Want to save the Xanax for later, so I think I'll just drink the other Four. Dammmnnn I'mma be fucked up tonight aha. It's like day drinking, but at night, since I woke up at 4pm. %)




Sirtoppem, do what you feel is best for you & fuck anyone who wants to talk shit.
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Hold up who's talking shit??? Re-read what I wrote dude. Sirtophamhat is a good e-friend of mine and were just having a convo dude. I'm not even telling him he needs to quit or whatever. Just looking out for my boy. Us addicts and alcoholics have to help each other out not fucking enable each other to ruin our lives. I'm struggling with addiction as much as anyone else here...
 
i didnt think you were talking shit dude. in fact i dont think bob was either, i think he was just looking out and saying i gotta do what i gotta do. every input i appreciate.

i love all u guys in this thread. i can say guys cause we dont got no chicks lol.
 
SirTophamHat said:
i didnt think you were talking shit dude. in fact i dont think bob was either, i think he was just looking out and saying i gotta do what i gotta do. every input i appreciate.

i love all u guys in this thread. i can say guys cause we dont got no chicks lol.
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I just thought he was saying "fuck that guy who said you shouldn't drink and smoke everyday keep it up". I don't think that's the right way to go about shit you know? Drinking alcohol everyday won't cure you of your depression/anxiety. Everything in moderation man...I didn't listen and I ended up in rehab for shooting dope. I guess I just give a shit about your life...I dunno man I don't like seeing people here going downhill. Tough love man...

Also, bob is obviously just very fucked up at the moment lol so maybe I shouldn't take what he's saying to heart. Sorry boblaw, take it easy brother.
 
it's hard to give out the tough love. i understand. i do value the opinions i'm able to read on this site; sometimes the most poignant stuff gets written down on these webpages and never acknowledged.

what i think is especially notable about this thread is that you have a whole mix of users, some totally unaware of what they're doing, yet also many who are very aware. you get a mix of people and the one thing that we have in common is the empathy that accompanies shared experience, good and bad. i see the least amount of hate in this thread compared to just about any other on the site. when people disagree, it's usually out of caring rather than animosity. granted, we are all our own people and do what we want, but it's nice to have the community that exists in the mini-sphere of DC Social, or the How High Are You thread, whichever.
 
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