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Looks like I'm Sirtoppin in today... weed and Busch and maybe some absolut

And debating whether to upgrade my corncob pipe status... or wait and get new glass.
 
Do it up noddy. Busch is some damn fine swill, omg. Possibly my favorite light beer after Natty Sr. & Jr.

weekend addiction said:
Also SirTophamHat I gotta say that if alcohol and weed is your combo and it's sustainable then go for it. Yes there are more enjoyable drugs out there that are less physically harmfully. But pscychologically and financially weed and booze is often much better than amphetamine, cocaine, opiate or most any other form of drug abuse. Your choosing something that could harm you physically after a lifetime of use verse something that will likely cause a lot more problems.

I know alcohol isn't the most fun. I like to shoot heroin and smoke crack and do all that fun shit to. But I have to live my life man. I can't just get lost in some dream world where I'm using the best drugs available and my life is the absolute pits the whole time. On hard drugs I get depressed, I spend money recklessly, and I always feel like I'm on the brink of crippling withdrawal no matter how much drugs I have. Fuck that. I only chip on rare occasion these days. Most days its just weed and some beer or wine.
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My situation isn't as complicated as sustainability, unfortunately. I'm continuously flat broke when I am drinking and smoking, so in order to save money I have to go sober for at least a little longer than I'm accustomed to. I'm on the same page as you when it comes to hard drugs: for chipping only, and even then, the consequences mean it's a rare thing.

I need to find that comfortable medium with drink and smoke, which is not always so simple. I don't intend on going straighedge (oh fuck no) I'm only just taking some time to sort things out. It didn't help me that I jumped off my DOCs during a particularly stressful week in my life. Right now I'm on my 3rd day without weed and 2nd with no booze, doing great. Admittedly I am using cigs as a crutch, but only 2-4 a day. I can't wait to get my life back in order to the point where I can drink and smoke again, I just need to get my mental health straight before that happens.

I just got home from work so I'm going to relax outside on this HOT HOT day with some fruit juice and a cigarette. I'm not gonna get high but I'm gonna enjoy the fuck out of it.

Cheers guys.
 
Damn^ That really puts my use into perspective. I never really thought alcohol and weed was a problem because im doing heroin all the time, so i always consider that my addiction. But i am definitely an alcoholic i have to drink every night and its usually never less than the equivalent of 3 beers and i smoke weed every single day. I really need to get my shit together but heroin is so extremely hard to quit its insane.

Right now im feeling really good off some heroin and about to light up a bowl of dank buds and will prolly pick up a redds apple ale tall boy shortly. Hopefully my buddy has some cigs when he stops by.
 
I think I'm feeling not-sick-enough to have a drink, a nice G&T in a few hours. For now I've got my bong and my turntable and a now-hefty record collection.
 
Took some Phenibut in the middle of the night last night so I was chilling on that all day long, doing some work around the house. Then about an hour ago I decided to do a couple of lines of some premium heroin. Shit felt so good when it kicked in, now I'm just sipping on some green tea and enjoying my buzz. Probably just going to stay in tonight and watch some movies and surf the net. I feel so relaxed right now, opiates are lovely when used occasionally.

Have a nice evening everyone. :)
 
Kratom and a bit of MXE. I really need to cut down on my MXE use but my mood has been kinda shitty these past few days so fuck it ya know?
 
rolled outta bed at 8, had brekky n a coffee then washed my face n brushed teeth. took 15mg valiun and spiked up 200mg morphine - first hit in a month. it shattered me as i sunk into my bed. im keen to do some yard work but its nearly hitting 32 celsius so think ill hold off and fluff around for a few hours.
 
Been smoking blunt after blunt
6mg Xanax
4 beers and sippin on 40 right now
2 percs but idk what dosage they were

Needless to say I'm fucked up good.
 
So my smoking speed/substituted cathinones daily for a few weeks honeymoon ended today. Never done that before! Sick and tired of em, but what a wild run it was. That cathinone I had was marvelous though! Just smooth euphoria and body high feeling stim, not physical or edgy. Reminded me of smoking meth a bit but with shorter duration. The comedown was incredibly smooth! The effects just gently wore off feeling fine the whole time. But of course after the very last hit of the night, there was the mental desire to taste that again that's always there. Once I peak and I'm a bit more rational I naturally let that desire pass and enjoy the next hour or so. With other stims I always needed a comedown aid. My #1 go to tool is mucuna puriens bean (natural l-dopa) coupled with my high grade kratom. Kratom is only maintenance for me, doesn't do much, but taking a double dose does add some cushion to things. I sometimes refer to mucuna as 'the methadone/suboxone of stims' in a loose manner. It really just makes me feel normal after binging for a day or two (stopping to eat/sleep). Having Griffonia Simplicifolia (natural 5-htp suppliment) around can be of use too. I find these natural sources of these suppliments work FAR better than pharmaceutical ones. Same goes for nutrients/vitamins. Wheat grass, algae, spirulina, etc., from botanical suppliers. These kind of superfoods are insanely dense with nutrients.

“No sympathy for the devil; keep that in mind. Buy the ticket, take the ride...and if it occasionally gets a little heavier than what you had in mind, well...maybe chalk it off to forced conscious expansion: Tune in, freak out, get beaten.”
― Hunter S. Thompson

So, Im still feeling the 30mg methadone I took this morning. Was enough to get a mild body high, more than my normal maintenence dose. Not like it dulls my back pain at all though. I could take enough to get good 'n high and my 2 worst pains aren't effected much. It's odd. They just feel resiliant to the µ-opioid receptor. Vaping some A+ grade cannabis indica which is nice. I keep a low tolerance to bud. It's nice. I have vodka if I want it too.
 
Fuck im absolutely spun!

This morning before I went to get my dose of methadone I IV'd 0.1g of crystal meth which hit me pretty damn hard! Nearly spewed which is quite uncommon. I went out to get my dose and saw this girl id met a few times and she wanted some speed(powder, what you guys prob call crank) or crystal, so I came back and got a 1/2g of speed. I said I was happy with a 1/3 of it but she insisted on giving me half lol I didnt even ask her for any in the first place but shes just such a nice generous girl. Anyway now im absolutely spun as fuck. The girl gave me 4, 5mg valium too and I have 3, 2mg clonazepam in the stash. Off to get 18 2mg xanax so ill be set for the comedown and definitely set for my comedown on saturday when I got to defqon.1, a big music festival over here that will definitely have me worn the fuck out.

But as of now, I feel fuckin tops. The crystal(d-meth) obviously feels really clean and I get much more of a dopamine rush from it and the speed(racemic i.e d-meth and l-meth mixed) gives a bit more of a jittery high so the mix isnt too bad and if I get too uncomfortable I have the benzos. Today is a good day! Its just such a hot day here so im sweating my guts out but im still going so until that stops il be a happy dude :) ....... After that maybe not so much! haha :P
 
Tapering off klonopin, and staying off other stuff.... about time i did.
Good luck to you addicts, hope you find peace in being sober.
 
So, the day of a man (well, boy when judged by accomplishments and level of independence, not by age) currently detoxing from Hardcore Opiate Addiction w/ Suboxone:

Wake up at 8:
Put 14mg Bupe under my tongue.
Drink a cup of Coffee
Smoke a wax (Cannabis concentrate) hit or two
Eat Ham and Cheese Sandwich
Walk to Work
Work
Walk Home
Eat Cheeseburger
We have now arrived at 3:00pm
Pop 6mg Alprazolam
Drink Heineken Light 12oz
It is now 4:30pm
Tag team 2-3 very nice puddles with a generous friend
Play Ping Ping
Tag team 1 more puddle in the pizo.
Go for walk.
Eat Taco
Drink 12oz Water
It is now 12:00am
Swallow 7pm Alprazolam + 20mg Zolpidem (Ambien)
Smoke (vaporize technically) 2 bowls of Cannabis Wax
It is now 1:30am
Swallow 10mg Ambien + four 81mg Bayer Aspirin/OTC Heart Meds
It is now 2:00am
Drink Green Tea
It is now 2:30am
Smoke a bowl of Wax on top of a small bowl of tobacco (quitting cigs)
Brushed Teeth
Will smoke last bowl of Wax on top of a small tobacco bowl

It is now 3:00am, and I wonder if quitting MMT was the best decision, everybody in my life says I look/act a lot better, but in truth my benzo usage has tripled and I've been smoking crystal on and off again, maybe once or thrice a month for an afternoon or an afternoon + a nights binge. Are they seeing what they want to see? I certainly don't feel better/healthier/handsomer.

When I was on MMT all I did was smoke marijuana and indulge in the odd benzo (a rare treat I allowed myself from time to time, maybe once a month). Along with the very occasional Mushroom or DMT trip, but psychedelics aren't really to be abused, so I don't exactly count them.

Since switching down from MMT to Suboxone, and starting the process of slowly tapering off the Subs I've abused more hard drugs than I did in almost the entirety of my MMT career. Yet every one who knows me says I'm in a much better place. I'm super confused and stressing about this.
 
Good for u Sirtopham... just count up the money ur saving.

Speaking of how alcohol can suck....drank too much vodka yesterday..was on phenibut too... so I crashed early and got nothing done..

Oh and I'm unintentially saving loads of money by switching to rc benzos from xanax/klonopin addiction... same thing happened when I quit smokes and went to ecigs. Next Gen drugs and delivery devices ftw... we'll see..

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Chimney smokin my weed shake....ecig.. 1/2 tramadol... 1 etiz... sun is just rising... wish i enjoyed coffee right now
 
F1n1shed said:
Tapering off klonopin, and staying off other stuff.... about time i did.
Good luck to you addicts, hope you find peace in being sober.
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I was sober my entire childhood and teen years. They were the least peaceful times of my life. By experimenting with Crystal Meth (which I am not addicted to) I was able to access confidence I never knew I had. During high school I became an extreme introvert, and it wasn't until using meth-amphetamine that I became comfortable talking in front of a group meeting strangers. Not saying meth is all vitamins and minerals... but to deny the positive impact it has had in my life would be a major lie of omission.

And opiates. It wasn't until I discovered the perfect bliss of an opiate high (hydrocodone, morphine, hydromorphone, oxycodone, fentanyl, heroin, methadone) that I ever knew inner peace. Not to say my eventual addiction didn't wreak havoc on my life, yet somehow I feel the pain of WD was worth the pleasure, and if I hadn't promised for my families sake that I would give 100% to kicking opiates + all the other hard drugs I would be happily using. They don't call it an "Opiate Fix" for nothing..

Just thought I'd stick up for drugs. Not to say they haven't ruined countless life's, most devastatingly of all so often in a sort of ripple effect.

NerdOnDrugs said:
Good for u Sirtopham... just count up the money ur saving.

Speaking of how alcohol can suck....drank too much vodka yesterday..was on phenibut too... so I crashed early and got nothing done..

Oh and I'm unintentially saving loads of money by switching to rc benzos from xanax/klonopin addiction... same thing happened when I quit smokes and went to ecigs. Next Gen drugs and delivery devices ftw... we'll see..

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Chimney smokin my weed shake....ecig.. 1/2 tramadol... 1 etiz... sun is just rising... wish i enjoyed coffee right now
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Nerd, I worry for you. In my own personally experience, which is all I can speak from, I've found Etizolam especially... one of those thianodiazepines, to be far more habit forming than any benzodiazepine I've consumed (and I've tried maybe a dozen different benzos). Tolerance builds quite rapidly, at least it did with me. I'd order a 100 1mg pill blister pack, with a mild benzo tolerance at the time, and required 6-7mg of etizolam to acquire the desired effect. By the end of the 100 count I was taking 20 at a time. The third and last pack I ordered I remember eating 33+ 1mg pills at one go. Don't underestimate those things.

I just realized I'm a benzo addict and that shit is not cool. Half the magic is gone even with a relatively large dose (6mg Clonazepam or 6mg Alprazolam + a beer or a few hits of cannabis to achieve desired state).

As for "Spice" that shit is a complete waste of your time, even if it does give a high very damn close to that of real Cannabis. Spice is super bad for you, excessive smoking of spice is more likely to lead to lung cancer or other random health problems than cigarettes. (No atm I don't have the source, and I'm not in the mood to look it up, but it's out there, you can find interviews with the Scientist who created all those JWH Cannabinoid Compounds and what he has to say a bout them does NOT seem appealing).

Bathsalts? No Thanks

I have heard (from reputable sources) that there are some kickass analogues of ecstasy, the 2c family and some other worthy psychedelics out there, but with Mushrooms (reliable and abundant) and DMT (IMO the ultimate hallucinogen) I see little point in being a human-guinea-pig.

Didn't like MXE.

But to each their own, just be super careful with those RCs, not to say that our favorite tried and true street and RX drugs aren't dangerous, you don't always know what you're getting with RCs (edit: and many times street drugs too, however normally you at least get to view the product right in front of you in street transactions...)
 
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Blind Melon said:
Nerd, I worry for you. In my own personally experience, which is all I can speak from, I've found Etizolam especially... one of those thianodiazepines, to be far more habit forming than any benzodiazepine I've consumed (and I've tried maybe a dozen different benzos). Tolerance builds quite rapidly, at least it did with me. I'd order a 100 1mg pill blister pack, with a mild benzo tolerance at the time, and required 6-7mg of etizolam to acquire the desired effect. By the end of the 100 count I was taking 20 at a time. The third and last pack I ordered I remember eating 33+ 1mg pills at one go. Don't underestimate those things.
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You build a tolerance, but there is also what I think is a ceiling dose. I've been experimenting with etiz/phenaz for probably six months. This morning I just needed 1mg etiz to get desired effect. A few years ago I had a 8mg xanax/4 mg klonopin addiction. IME, taking 6+mg doses at one time is a waste of your money with the RC benzos, and to an extent, the real ones. I notice the same thing with tramadol addicts, people taking 40+ at a time and seizing up... i've been taking trams for years and in the morning can feel half of one. And take 1-6 per day.. definitely a ceiling effect imo.

As for the other drugs, I tend to only use each new one I try a few times then I'm done with it pretty much. I was like that with meth, alcohol (but keep using just because of it's not too bad and for social and accessibility reasons, coke, and like a dozen or so RCs... but there's just so many to try in that department.
 
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