225mg hydrocodone(highest I've ever used. Did CWE and assumed a certain % of hydro lost, could be somewhat more or less), 6mg lorazepam, 300mg DXM, 150mg diphenhydramine, 800mg cimetidine(potentiator), 225mg pregabalin/Lyrica, 150mg trazadone, 14mg loperamide(possible potentiatiator)
I feel I am heading straight into a cloud of bliss. Wonderful! Would be nice if I had a psychedelic to add to it.
Should have the money to buy good amounts of 3 psychedelics from 3 places in good quantity relatively soon. I think that means at least one probably won't be a scam. Maybe all three will come through. I also plan to get some pentobarbital, hydromorphone, and phenazepam. And some weak stuff(clonidine, selegeline, primidone, orphenadrine, hydroxyzine, baclofen, phenibut, methocarbamol, memantine, and metaxalone). I will get a few stims(MDPV or closely related, ethylphenidate, a cocaine analog, and 1 other stim). Also a lot of a couple of cannabinoids or several ounces of synthetic weed.
Perhaps also some plants: Amanita muscaria, kratom, kava kava, betel nut, intoxicating mint/lagochillus inebriens, desfontania spinosa, and probably others.
I will have $1k just to spend on drugs in about a month. After that, I should get back around $3k income tax return and I think I'll use $1k of that on drugs. I will have the biggest stash of my life.
I never get that much cash that I can spend however I want. I'll probably spend it over a few several months to avoid suspicion.
I have some tianeptine (Stablon) on the way. It is an antidepressant that works differently from any known ADs. It has a very low "abuse" potential but there ware rare cases. I bought it because I have been on so many ADs that don't work and am looking for one that will. Still, it may have slight recreational effects so I am looking forward to it.
God, I feelv like I'm in haven floating in space \ wrapped in cotton balls and at so peaceful.
This feels so good
Since then (... and am about to crash [un]happily) :
