Tryptamino
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im purdy high, a guy i sorta know gave me some opium randomly at a coffee shop, I was so happy that it gave me a high in itself (the happiness).
How High Are You? v. In Soviet Russia, drugs shoot you!
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Whosajiggawaaa
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Quite a cocktail tonight: 80 mg oxcodone (tolerance has increased :/), 400 mg meprobamate, 7.5mg midazolam, 2 mg loprazolam. Was really anxious about tomorrow but the benzos are starting to take the edge off (what they do best 
). Gnite blite!
). Gnite blite!
Rabidrabbit
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had another cannabis edible... oxycodone and klonopin... i went to therapy high as shit... my therapist is so fucking cool, i gave him a present 
SerotonergicHaze
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Went through like 5000mg Phenibut last night, and took 72mg Methylphenidate and 25mg Promethazine this morning. Ataxia, Nausea and Vomiting sure make school fun
ShroomBoom321
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Very fucking high....ha vaped some AK-47 bubble hash and some weed with a buddy....oh man. haha
verso
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*sigh* I'm high, but not high enough for what just happened... it's a long story, but, in short, we went to score with a few friends, one of whom is sort of new to heroin but who is nonetheless a total drug garbage disposal. I mean, this girl will take or do anything that you put in front of her and it doesn't matter what it is. It wouldn't be so much of a bad thing if she weren't so stupid, and I say that with a lot of love as she is our friend, but the girl's just not smart.
So, anyway, my other friend asks her for one of her xanax, and she says sure but only if she can get a rig from him. This girl says that she's not new to dope and used to shoot it all the time, but we don't believe her, and it doesn't help her case at all that she had to ask our friend to show her how to use it. Now, we've seen her sniff a quarter of a bag before and it put her head in the bushes; she tossed her cookies, man. And now the girl wants to shoot it? We freaked out! Oh, and did I mention that the needle is dirty?
Her boyfriend didn't know about any of this, and so we called his ass up and blew up her spot. Yeah, I know, not cool, but we can't have this girl killing herself tonight; we can't have that happen as she's our friend and at the end of the day, no matter how stupid she may be or how much she may get on our nerves sometimes, we love her and obviously don't want her to die. We wouldn't want anyone to die, of course.
Anyway, long story short -- yeah I know I said that before -- he took the rig from her and smashed it, and I'm glad because I'm not sure that the girl would have woken up tomorrow after slamming some of those bags.
Sorry, DC, but I needed to vent.
So, anyway, my other friend asks her for one of her xanax, and she says sure but only if she can get a rig from him. This girl says that she's not new to dope and used to shoot it all the time, but we don't believe her, and it doesn't help her case at all that she had to ask our friend to show her how to use it. Now, we've seen her sniff a quarter of a bag before and it put her head in the bushes; she tossed her cookies, man. And now the girl wants to shoot it? We freaked out! Oh, and did I mention that the needle is dirty?
Her boyfriend didn't know about any of this, and so we called his ass up and blew up her spot. Yeah, I know, not cool, but we can't have this girl killing herself tonight; we can't have that happen as she's our friend and at the end of the day, no matter how stupid she may be or how much she may get on our nerves sometimes, we love her and obviously don't want her to die. We wouldn't want anyone to die, of course.
Anyway, long story short -- yeah I know I said that before -- he took the rig from her and smashed it, and I'm glad because I'm not sure that the girl would have woken up tomorrow after slamming some of those bags.
Sorry, DC, but I needed to vent.
Carl Landrover
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Sounds like it was the smart thing to do. These are really strong drugs and shit can get real serious real quick, especially if you're IVing anything.
Also, if you she used to shoot up all the time, I would think she'd know how to use a needle. It's pretty basic if you know how to register.
Sounds like it was the smart thing to do. These are really strong drugs and shit can get real serious real quick, especially if you're IVing anything.
Also, if you she used to shoot up all the time, I would think she'd know how to use a needle. It's pretty basic if you know how to register.
Bill
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Got a nice buzz going, picked up some chron nugs today that taste and smell dank as fuck
verso
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Right? I don't know, man, but it sounds real suspicious to me. I suppose that she could have had someone else do it for her, but I find that a little hard to believe.
Sucks that I had to blow up her spot, but her boyfriend was never totally in the dark, and he knew about her using certain drugs from time to time,; he even knew about the heroin, but I knew that she wouldn't tell him about the rig, and I just had this terrible feeling that she would wait for him to fall asleep or whatever before slamming her bags, and then she'd fall out with no one there knowing to keep an eye on her, no one there to call for help.
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Folley
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^ I wish I had someone like you when I first started abusing drugs.
Did some Oxy again today... finally found an opiate hook up so I've started doing that a lot more. They're only the shitty OP Oxycontin though unfortunately..
5mg Oxycontin in lemon juice with another 10mg plugged (
low tolerance)
A good amount of vodka for the night
Blue Dream, C02 hash and bubble hash with a medical cookie and gummy bears earlier... friend just got his medical card lol.
I feel pretty good, especially considering the circumstances of today.
Did some Oxy again today... finally found an opiate hook up so I've started doing that a lot more. They're only the shitty OP Oxycontin though unfortunately..
5mg Oxycontin in lemon juice with another 10mg plugged (
low tolerance)A good amount of vodka for the night
Blue Dream, C02 hash and bubble hash with a medical cookie and gummy bears earlier... friend just got his medical card lol.
I feel pretty good, especially considering the circumstances of today.
verso
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Folley
Bluelighter
Oh yeah? Thanks, brother. That made me feel really good...
Well shit it's true lol... I was taking "ecstasy" every week and everyone pretty much regarded it as OK... I wish someone would have knocked some sense into me, it took a HORRIBLE month long comedown for me to finally come to my senses. Sometimes someone just needs to be the bad guy, I've gotten a lot of shit for calling people out on their drug use but hell, someone needs to, ya know?
More people need to move to Washington... it only takes $100 and 3 hours to become a legal patient at Hempfest
verso
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Thanks, guys. It's nice to know that I've got all your support
We take harm reduction seriously; it's bad enough that the needle is dirty and could be carrying any number of nasty viruses, but when sniffing a mere quarter of a bag has you puking your brains out, then shooting the bags is or should be out of the question,
We take harm reduction seriously; it's bad enough that the needle is dirty and could be carrying any number of nasty viruses, but when sniffing a mere quarter of a bag has you puking your brains out, then shooting the bags is or should be out of the question,
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escape20
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^ I wish I had someone like you when I first started abusing drugs.
Did some Oxy again today... finally found an opiate hook up so I've started doing that a lot more. They're only the shitty OP Oxycontin though unfortunately..
5mg Oxycontin in lemon juice with another 10mg plugged (
A good amount of vodka for the night
Blue Dream, C02 hash and bubble hash with a medical cookie and gummy bears earlier... friend just got his medical card lol.
I feel pretty good, especially considering the circumstances of today.
Shit man those OP are kinda underrated IMO. They are really cheap and if you take like 120mg you can still get pretty fucking high for a long time. I mean they aren't as good as the originals obviously but I would never turn them down especially for the low price.
Anyway today i've had some MXE, O-Desmethyltramadol (this shit is pretty nice, alot better then tramadol), klonopins, soma, and a ton of weed.
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ShroomBoom321
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^ I wish I had someone like you when I first started abusing drugs.
Did some Oxy again today... finally found an opiate hook up so I've started doing that a lot more. They're only the shitty OP Oxycontin though unfortunately..
5mg Oxycontin in lemon juice with another 10mg plugged (
A good amount of vodka for the night
Blue Dream, C02 hash and bubble hash with a medical cookie and gummy bears earlier... friend just got his medical card lol.
I feel pretty good, especially considering the circumstances of today.
Blue dream is one my favorite strains.....ha. and gummy bears? thats sounds awesome! never heard of C02 hash.....how's that?
as for me coming down from like 5-6 hours ago from vaping bubble hash and weed.....now I'm just munching.
Tryptamine*Dreamer
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135mg hydrocodone, 20mg zolpidem/Ambien, 6mg lorazepam/Ativan, 1.2g phenibut, 150mg diphenhydramine, 12 valerian root pills, 14 passion flower pills, and 800mg cimetidine for optentiation.
Also added about half of a nutmeg nut, 3 datura seeds, and 90mg DXM - I have found all three of these to make dreams more intense. The goal here was to have lots of dreams like last time I experienced it, waking up from one dream every 5-10 minutes then fall asleep again in a couple of minutes to repeat that over and over.
Valerian and passion flower both have anxiolytic, sedative, and mild euphorient affect when taken at significantly higher than recommended doses.
I was recently put on 15mg mirtazapine at bed time. It has significant sedative effects and can actually feels a bit nice on its own.
I am going to return to my borderline asleep/awake state that this is allowing. The dreams are incredibly intense and vivid. Part of the time, I know it is a dream. I fall asleep and wake up from a new dream or a new part in a series probably every 5-10 minutes but the dreams seem much longer. I actually seem to start seeing things before I have completely fallen asleep.
While trying to stay at that line between asleep and awake, I feel wrapped in a blanket of warm love. There is a soft black veil behind my eyes lifting so that I may see the folds and surfaces of my brain.
Vague description of a dream:
I feel so peaceful. These dreams are in large part very surreal and/or psychedelic (patterns, bizarre objects) and the mental states evoked are sublime. Sometimes there is no body, just lights and shapes. Sometimes I feel a moment of sadness when I know it is a dream, but generally this is almost perfect. The most awe-inspiring music plays in my head in nearly all the brief dreams. Surrounded by softness. Lots of animals in the dreams. When I have a body, I fly in all dreams.
Gonna try to go back to the dreamland! As much as I love the effects while awake, the indescribable but totally pleasant dreams are where the real action is. I just hope I continue waking up from dreams every few minutes for a few hours longer.
The small amounts of nutmeg, datura, and DXM did seem to make the dreams even more insane, but I don't know. I took the nutmeg about 6 hours ago because it takes so long to work. I think I might have had enough of that to cause mild effects.
For some reason, I seem to always be in REM sleep. It does not matter who or what causes me to wake up, I will have been dreaming. I have 10-20 dreams most nights. Sometimes I will wake up like every 5-10 minutes from a dream the entire night. Every 10 minutes for 8 hours. That would be 48 dreams in one night, and I am sure I have exceeded that before.
Wasted too much time, want to return to my dream world. I hope I am able to go back to the dreams.
Goodnight, Bluelight.
Also added about half of a nutmeg nut, 3 datura seeds, and 90mg DXM - I have found all three of these to make dreams more intense. The goal here was to have lots of dreams like last time I experienced it, waking up from one dream every 5-10 minutes then fall asleep again in a couple of minutes to repeat that over and over.
Valerian and passion flower both have anxiolytic, sedative, and mild euphorient affect when taken at significantly higher than recommended doses.
I was recently put on 15mg mirtazapine at bed time. It has significant sedative effects and can actually feels a bit nice on its own.
I am going to return to my borderline asleep/awake state that this is allowing. The dreams are incredibly intense and vivid. Part of the time, I know it is a dream. I fall asleep and wake up from a new dream or a new part in a series probably every 5-10 minutes but the dreams seem much longer. I actually seem to start seeing things before I have completely fallen asleep.
While trying to stay at that line between asleep and awake, I feel wrapped in a blanket of warm love. There is a soft black veil behind my eyes lifting so that I may see the folds and surfaces of my brain.
Vague description of a dream:
I feel so peaceful. These dreams are in large part very surreal and/or psychedelic (patterns, bizarre objects) and the mental states evoked are sublime. Sometimes there is no body, just lights and shapes. Sometimes I feel a moment of sadness when I know it is a dream, but generally this is almost perfect. The most awe-inspiring music plays in my head in nearly all the brief dreams. Surrounded by softness. Lots of animals in the dreams. When I have a body, I fly in all dreams.
Gonna try to go back to the dreamland! As much as I love the effects while awake, the indescribable but totally pleasant dreams are where the real action is. I just hope I continue waking up from dreams every few minutes for a few hours longer.
The small amounts of nutmeg, datura, and DXM did seem to make the dreams even more insane, but I don't know. I took the nutmeg about 6 hours ago because it takes so long to work. I think I might have had enough of that to cause mild effects.
For some reason, I seem to always be in REM sleep. It does not matter who or what causes me to wake up, I will have been dreaming. I have 10-20 dreams most nights. Sometimes I will wake up like every 5-10 minutes from a dream the entire night. Every 10 minutes for 8 hours. That would be 48 dreams in one night, and I am sure I have exceeded that before.
Wasted too much time, want to return to my dream world. I hope I am able to go back to the dreams.
Goodnight, Bluelight.
Seyer
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$40 and 30min in Venice, lol.it only takes $100 and 3 hours to become a legal patient at Hempfest
Tryptamine*Dreamer
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Forgot to mention, also been smoking synthetic weed every 20-30 minutes, often raising up just long enough to light and inhale a hit, then hit the bed again. Was about to fall asleep when I remembered to take a hit of it. That is maybe the most important ingredient to make the dreams so utterly bizarre and alien compared to real life.
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