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How High Are You? v. Im Peaking, Hold Me.

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Started the day with a few lines of coke, then had a few botltles of beer, then a a pipeload of MJ, then more coke, then beer, then 5mg valiums to end the night

Feeling goooooooooooddddd
 
methamphetamine and caffeine comedown along with a 2 1/2 day sleep deprivation. 10 more hours of community service in only a few more hours. Low on meth, only a bump. Dealers are asleep or their phones are off.
 
I just smoked a ton of hash, weed, and wax with my girl and drank a 40oz, and earlier I fucked up and shot coke :( it was sooo good though... I can't do cocaine at all for a while now, I really don't want that habit again.
 
400mg tramadol XR, 24mg bromazepam, and my first joint of the day.

I'm nice and mellow. Pretty sweet contrast to yesterdays tweaky and trippyness. I overdid it a little yesterday, but the trip was nice as fuck. (5mg 4-HO-MET, 5mg 4-AcO-DMT, 5mg 5-MeO-MiPT, a few bumps of MXE and quite a bit of 3-MeO-PCP.) A little before starting on all that that I had some ethylphenidate. Yeah I was high.

Gonna let my psych tolerance drop down to absolute zero and then when occassion presents itsself drop my last 150µg acid tab + 5mg 4-HO-MET (maybe bump up the 4-HO-MET dose if it blends as well as I'm hoping), I think that should be a delightful combo.
 
Sounds fucking awesome man!^ I find that drugs feel soooo much better right after a good psych experience or even the day after. Heroin especially. Its like i appreciate it so much more or something and i seem to get higher.

Edit: Forgot to post how high i am! haha. Im sooooo glad my dealer was able to front me today i am heading into a high pressure situation tonight and i really needed to be high. It was a little less than a 20 but it was good shit...better than nothing. I woke up this morning with soo much anxiety it was insane so just relief from that feels good. I was taking xanax every night for a couple weeks straight so that is prolly fucking with me as well i just ran out 2 days ago.
 
F1n1shed said:
So at this point are you addicted to clonazepam?
I sure am, i thought i could manage my self but daily benzo use always happens when i pick up in bulk..
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Nah, I've just done it the past 3 days or so.




Lost my wallet last night, might be at this chick's house in the woods. Fuck life. 3 beers deep. I just woke up, work tonight, and I'm only drinking more.




EDIT: AAAAAAANd oh MY God, I just remembered the rum in the freezer. Thank God for drugs & alcohol.
 
Got out of the nut house yesterday. Only one other person other than myself knows what really happened. I'll just say that I was high on a large dose of a delerient drug and thought I was sober. Hallucinations and delusions told me my mother was dead when she was just out shopping and I lost control and tried to end it all. I blacked out and then called her cell phone and told her what happened. I took many more pills than I listed here but when I tried to drink the 2m2b solution, I vomited pretty much immediately and some of the pills came up too.

My blood pressure was 50/36 when the ambulance arrived and I woke up the next day with a respirator down my lungs. I will tell the full story later but I don't want anyone with power over me finding out about it now
I'm really sorry I made everyone think I was dead. I had no way to do anything about that in the loony bin.

Right now, 15mg hydrocodone+1mg alprazolam
 
Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
Got out of the nut house yesterday. Only one other person other than myself knows what really happened. I'll just say that I was high on a large dose of a delerient drug and thought I was sober. Hallucinations and delusions told me my mother was dead when she was just out shopping and I lost control and tried to end it all. I blacked out and then called her cell phone and told her what happened. I took many more pills than I listed here but when I tried to drink the 2m2b solution, I vomited pretty much immediately and some of the pills came up too.

My blood pressure was 50/36 when the ambulance arrived and I woke up the next day with a respirator down my lungs. I will tell the full story later but I don't want anyone with power over me finding out about it now
I'm really sorry I made everyone think I was dead. I had no way to do anything about that in the loony bin.

Right now, 15mg hydrocodone+1mg alprazolam
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Oh thank God <3

So glad you're still here, I was really thinking the worst and it was fucking with my head. Don't do that shit again...!!!
 
i'd fucking kill for some methamp; no d-amp or dexedrine on me fuck i'll have to settle for getting some OTC codeine and like 100mg of DXM to combo and chilling for the night; kind of depressing but guess i need a break sometimes.
 
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Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
Got out of the nut house yesterday. Only one other person other than myself knows what really happened. I'll just say that I was high on a large dose of a delerient drug and thought I was sober. Hallucinations and delusions told me my mother was dead when she was just out shopping and I lost control and tried to end it all. I blacked out and then called her cell phone and told her what happened. I took many more pills than I listed here but when I tried to drink the 2m2b solution, I vomited pretty much immediately and some of the pills came up too.

My blood pressure was 50/36 when the ambulance arrived and I woke up the next day with a respirator down my lungs. I will tell the full story later but I don't want anyone with power over me finding out about it now
I'm really sorry I made everyone think I was dead. I had no way to do anything about that in the loony bin.

Right now, 15mg hydrocodone+1mg alprazolam
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thank god your alive brother :)

I'm day drinkin' washing cars for dope cash, hopefully I can go cop tonight, but I have to rely on my friend wanting to cop, cause I can't drive and our connect is in crenshaw :|
 
it's dinner time on my day off, and i've only smoked 3 spliffs and drank 3 beers so far since waking. i'm doing excellently with self control! still got a buzz though :)

honestly though i would love some fucking heroin or ketamine tonight, it's just so fucking hard to find shit in this podunk town
 
1kg of PST + 5mg Diazepam + a beer + plenty of cigs, feeling pretty damn great. First time trying Diazepam, really liking this stuff, more than Etizolam or Clonazepam, maybe better than Midazolam too. :D

Gonna pop another 5mg Diazepam and crack open the next beer.
 
Jesusgreen said:
1kg of PST + 5mg Diazepam + a beer + plenty of cigs, feeling pretty damn great. First time trying Diazepam, really liking this stuff, more than Etizolam or Clonazepam, maybe better than Midazolam too. :D

Gonna pop another 5mg Diazepam and crack open the next beer.
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diazepam is easily my favorite benzo, maybe tied with temazepam
 
Right now, just 15mg hydrocodone and 1mg clonazepam.


I'm really sorry for all the worry and emotional pain I caused. And all due to believing drug induced hallucinations and delusions were true after forgetting I was high.
Things like this should scare anyone away from using any kind of deleriant. Using that class of drugs often gets people into trouble, though getting someone to attempt suicide is a very extreme example of what can go wrong.

I felt like I did not give a fuck when I did it but now I know I do. I do not want to die any time soon and will never touch another deleriant as long as I live.

I'd love to have some MXE combined with 4-ho-mipt or 4-aco-dmt right now though, maybe with some 5-f-akb48 (my favorite synthetic cannabinoid)
 
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