No xanax tonight
Lots of weed and kief
Fat line of coke....
25mg Desosxyn
Holy fuck
coke and meth cancel each other out though?
No xanax tonight
Lots of weed and kief
Fat line of coke....
25mg Desosxyn
Holy fuck
Last night MXE, weed, xanax. and cocaine with my girl. Today 50mg Oxy, still got 100mg left...it's been a great weekend so far decided to go out big before I get clean for awhile.
Yep you guys heard right i'm throwing in the towel and going to rehab for a month. I'm just sick and tired of being dependent on suboxone. I'm ready to start over, not saying i'll quit taking drugs forever, but I got a great opportunity to go to a really nice rehab center for really cheap (thank you insurance!!!) so I thought why the hell not. It'll be nice to get completely clean from everything for at least a month. The worst part is saying goodbye to my awesome girlfriend for a month but she's happy for me and supportive. I'm mostly doing this for myself but also for her, she deserves to have me at my best. I'll see you guys on the other side in a month! At least i'm going out with a bang haha :D
A month of detox isn't fun at first, but once you're through the acute w/d stage, in spite of the PAWS, the transition from strung out to sober is kind of nice too IMO, to me it feels like waking from a <insert duration habit> slumber during which time you didn't care about many things aside from getting high. That's the part I love, all that "brain fog" that get's lifted!
Plus, I've tons and tons of experience w/ the combo so I know my limit.
hash and nitrous is also in the mix.Loaded an eyeballed dose of 25C-NBOME into the pipe. Looks to be 6-12mg. I know that is a lot and I don't give a flying fuck. The day I die will be a blessing. I am not going to smoke it all at once anyway.
blitzed off 100 mgs oxy on an empty stomach - nice change. nod-er-ama - where the cyborgs will shoot ur mama.
Chimay Blue and Westmalle Trappist Tripel. I love craft beer.