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50mg hydroxyzine and 80mg hydrocodone

+.25mg alprazolam, 7.5 mg temazepam, 7.5mg diazepam, 350mg carisoprodol, and 25mg doxylamine topped off with a bowl of reefer. My buddy "found" (he prolly stole it) a bunch of half full bottles of pharmaceutical treats. I know, lotta downers to be combining. but I have a high tolerance to these drugs and I'm dosing fairly low.
 
Really noticeable, depending on who's looking. You could start with some eye drops. I pulled two all-nighters last week (dexing + Terraria), and my left eye is still really bloodshot, mostly because I had no eye drops. I've gotta remember to blink!

Anyway, not high currently, but plan to reach a low-1st plateau along w/ some ETH and cannabis shortly.

haha i figured, my eyes get like that too (my eyes feel like they're gonna bleed). If i'm just on my normal outragoues dose for ADD then no one can really tell, but if i stay up for days i start to look different, kind of like i've stayed up for days and who else stays up for days at a time except for a tweaker? lol I decided to just stay home, get some sleep and visit my family today instead.

dexedrine is just fucking with me so badly, few days i went over 200mg/day and i'm gonna run myself out of it and that will suck. I fucking hate/love dexedrine so much. 40mg just doesn't do shit for me now, i need at least 80mg to function for 16 hours and way more to have fun. fuck.

re: etizolam; 2mg wouldn't touch me lol my tolerance is at 12mg right now due to my psych/dex binges. I take 4mg when i get up in the morning to get going. Kind of digging myself into a hole again but i'll get out of it. I think i need a strong as fuck DXM trip to clear my head and get my tolerance down, maybe a week long bender on DXM or iboga will do it. I need some sort of solution.

Anyway, today 40mg dexedrine, 5mg of etizolam so far, i expect to double these doses throughout the day. The sad part is i don't even get high from this shit anymore but can't function without it. Sorry for long tweaker post :)
 
not high enough! Fuck you oxy i fucking hate you/i mean i love you/ i mean im sorry oohhhhh oxy come back to me, gimme that rush again...PLEASE
 
Woke up with 13mg of hydromorphone and some killer weed.100mg of diphenhydramine as well which doesn't make a huge difference obviously but definitely helps me nod off and cuts the histamine release in half. Been higher but you'll hear no complaints from me. Starting to feel a nod coming on. Gonna go watch basketball diaries and smoke cigarettes now.
 
Quite nicely high, though not nodding. Sort of the speedy, lots of energy high I tend to get on a decent but not nodding dose of my DOC.. Heroin! When I do oxy/hydro I get much more of the speedy energy while being doped up type high, with heroin its just a mix of.. I can do everything, then damn I am HIGH must sit down.

But currently.. good energy not really nodding.. started with a chunky line (less than .1) of some firey good ATL powder dope at about 8 am.. just had an even smaller shot of the same stuff about 30 mins ago.. what a work day!!
 
who else stays up for days at a time except for a tweaker?

Days? Tweakers. I can only manage two on DXM, and that's not quite like tweaking, 'cept for the lower plateaus.

Tweakers are interesting. Your " Occcult/Esotericism" thread really ties into some things I've been thinking about, and stuff I've heard from friends. Shit, I'll have to join the conversation.

dexedrine is just fucking with me so badly, few days i went over 200mg/day and i'm gonna run myself out of it and that will suck.

Izit too l8 to taper? Might help.

I think i need a strong as fuck DXM trip to clear my head and get my tolerance down, maybe a week long bender on DXM or iboga will do it. I need some sort of solution.

You wouldn't be RobotRipping otherwise ;) DXM not only lowers tolerance to (all?) drugs, but lessons the cravings, ime. I smoke a helluva lot fewer cigarettes whilst dexing. Simply don't want 'em. Alcohol, likewise, though I have never developed a full addiction to it.

Anyway, today 40mg dexedrine, 5mg of etizolam so far, i expect to double these doses throughout the day. The sad part is i don't even get high from this shit anymore but can't function without it.

Hey, does etizolam have the same nasty withdrawals as standard benzos? Benzo withdrawal is not something I want to experience anytime soon.

Sorry for long tweaker post :)

It wasn't long, and I like tweaker posts :)
 
smokin spliffs drinkin coffee in the eveningtime. reminds me of last fall actually. i keep meaning to start a new file in one of my games and i dont know whats been preventin me.

i wish i had cash for more beer. buddy pays me back tomo but tomo aint tonite.
 
not very, I'm taking hydroxyzine for anxiety because I keep having anxiety attacks, so I'm somewhat high on that I suppose.
 
Got prescribed prometh/codeine for my cough.
So i've been sipping that all day, and on klonopin. Jea
 
Days? Tweakers. I can only manage two on DXM, and that's not quite like tweaking, 'cept for the lower plateaus.

Tweakers are interesting. Your " Occcult/Esotericism" thread really ties into some things I've been thinking about, and stuff I've heard from friends. Shit, I'll have to join the conversation.



Izit too l8 to taper? Might help.



You wouldn't be RobotRipping otherwise ;) DXM not only lowers tolerance to (all?) drugs, but lessons the cravings, ime. I smoke a helluva lot fewer cigarettes whilst dexing. Simply don't want 'em. Alcohol, likewise, though I have never developed a full addiction to it.



Hey, does etizolam have the same nasty withdrawals as standard benzos? Benzo withdrawal is not something I want to experience anytime soon.



It wasn't long, and I like tweaker posts :)


haha one day i'll write a book with the title 'the tweaker's guide to the occult and enlightenment'. I forgot about that post actually but have made quite a bit of progress since i made it.

Etizolam withdrawals are still shitty but not nearly as bad or long lasting as an actual benzo withdrawal. I've dropped my dose from 15mg/day to 8mg/day in the past without issue in just a couple of weeks, can't do that with a normal benzo. Even today i've only taken 1.5mg and i'm fine, i don't know why i end up hitting 10-12mg/day other than just being too amped up at night and needing to calm down. It's a very stupid cycle i'm running and it has to stop unfortunately.

I tried to taper with d-amp, i tried everything really, cold turkey, tapering, switching to another stim, nothing works. So i'm going for desperate solutions like DXM binging and possibly iboga or taking flepehrone or 2-dpmp for a week and then returning to my reg 40mg/day dose. Really i just need to stop taking it, you don't get flu like withdrawals or anything, you just end up sleeping for days and eating all the food in your house so it's not THAT bad but holy shit the cravings get you like nothing i've ever experienced. As well my ADD symptoms come back, i just need to see my god damn psych but it takes forever to see him.

anyway today's fun: 60mg of dexedrine (hoping i don't take more but fuck probably will) 1.5mg of etizolam (will definitely take more) and that's probably it, pretty boring.
 
See you in a few days.

fuk you were basically right.

RE-DOSE with Phen with CAUTION

Nothin real bad happened to me aside from a lost password, and on the bright side I'm the proud owner of a murder'd out guitar :)
 
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^sweet deal usually i end up selling my guitars while phenazed out sold a nice martin for like $250 fuck.

i'd mod the shit out of that epiphone, i have a P90 in the bridge of my les paul and it's fucking awesome. With like $50 in parts, that thing will sound just as good if not better than any les paul studio around, assuming the P90s are gibson or SDs.

100mg dexedrine 9mg etizolam aka shitty day; i had a dream that my sister accidentally bought a handful of dilaudid 8s and dexedrine and didn't knw what to do with them so i excitedly yelled ILL TAKE THEM, once i got them though the caps all melted in my hands. How symbolic.
 
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A little tipsy
had a can of strong cider earlier
and
half an hour ago some 9% beer too but I couldnt finish the can because im a faggot and i felt sick

I can only drink on an empty stomach, if I eat it's like the beer gasses fill my stomach too much and i feel nauseos
 
Not high, but will be soon. Feeling both physical and emotion pain, so I popped 10 mg oxy, and am going to have 120 mg DXM soon. Stupid solution? Perhaps. But it's a quality of life thing :\

RobotRipping said:
So i'm going for desperate solutions like DXM binging and possibly iboga

I'd love to get some iboga! Unfortunately it's illegal in the US, and even if I could procure some it'd be prohibitively expensive to buy. I'd like to get some seeds and just grow it. It's not obvious like cannabis; it wouldn't stick out like a sore thumb among other houseplants...
 
Not high, but will be soon. Feeling both physical and emotion pain, so I popped 10 mg oxy, and am going to have 120 mg DXM soon. Stupid solution? Perhaps. But it's a quality of life thing :\



I'd love to get some iboga! Unfortunately it's illegal in the US, and even if I could procure some it'd be prohibitively expensive to buy. I'd like to get some seeds and just grow it. It's not obvious like cannabis; it wouldn't stick out like a sore thumb among other houseplants...

well you could always come to Canada and try it out. It's not very recreational but when your polydrug addiction is hitting its max, it's certainly one of the most useful tools available. It's my last resort as it a bit dangerous to use all on your own. I think a solid 5g of pure dxm will do the trick (taken over a week, not all at once :) )

pure ibogaine is quite pricey and not as good as iboga extract which is actually quite cheap, not to get into price discussions or anything. iboga full alkaloid extract > ibogaine any day.
 
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