At 8:30AM tomorrow I'm going to have the pleasure of being able to take 240mg methadone (four times my daily dose), which should get me absolutely fucked. I want to get to sleep now so that I don't have to fucking wait, but I'm so excited I can't. I have an appointment which should be interesting (hopefully I won't get thrown out for constantly falling asleep).
I find that when I nod and my eyes close and my head fall forward, it sometimes looks like I'm asleep but in actual fact I'm still able to hear everything that's said to me.