Accidenental laege 5-meo-amt ingestion
I have 2 bags I keep in
one bottttlw , 1 is diazepam and the other is 5-meo-mat. I was sure it was the diazepa, I had.. I've never made a screw up this bad bwfoerw.(Maybe onece, the ephedr4a/DXM thing)
I eyeballed abo8ut 35mg diazepam. Put in in a capsule. Swallowed.
What followed:
been lots and lotss of puking/ I dissiolved prochlorperazine(antipsychotic) under tounge ans put a 25mg suppository up the ass. I feel better, still sick and truipping my ass off when I wanted to relax for an hour or two before sleep. I was quite out of my mind at momonets, I guess a sort of dissociated state.
I am a moron. I'll never do this again.
I think I'll have some of the REAL diazepep now.
I thought I was holding the edge of the D bag, so I just pulld out and dosed without paying attention. I know better that this. I've been at it long enough to not ,make these mistakes.
Edit: The amount of 5-meo-=amt must have been well over 15mg//Probably closer to 30+, but zI can only guess. I'm starting to enjoy it a little at least. It takes arounnd 15mg just to make me vomot reliably, so musi5 hav4 b333n more as much as I pyked/
I won't be sleeping, unfortunately. I really need it. None at all last nght. Probably well under 16h in the last week.
Also, I eyeball diazepam a lot. Even getting doubke of half the inteded dose won't be serious fir anything I do with it,
The trip is going nicely. I might have been in the ER or morgue without the antipsychotic to block some of it.
Edit, just to be thoueough, the suppozed diaz capsule was also mostly filled with an extraxt of kava'lactones. I doubt it mattered,. Also had a capsule of coydalis 5x extract which feels a bit like codeine or something like that on its own if you use enough,