Damn all that and you still want heroin?
I just seen another one of your posts that said you're a young female... Do you just have a massive tolerance or was this all used stretched out during a relatively long time span because all that would most likely put me in a coma if not straight up kill me.
I have a fairly large tolerance, yes. I know it sounds like a bit much and it probably was a little unecessary. However, it all turned out okay. Honestly, I didn't really feel THAT f*cked up. I'm gonna try to tone it down a bit -- eventually. Easier said than done.

I know I've been a little careless lately. Truth is, I've been feeling a bit depressed lately. I'm not saying I'm trying to harm myself or anything. Just that for some reason the 'I care about my well being' switch seems to have been flicked off lately. I don't really know what to do with myself/my life (and habits) at this point in my journey/(plural).
Today/now:
I'm feeling more messed up than yesterday. I FINALLY acquired some H! Started the day with a shot of 8 mg dilaudid and then 60 mg oxycodone insufflated & oral.
Then, 300 mg gabapentin.
30 mg oxycodone insufflated (wish I preferred oral ROA, but it's the act of prepping that I seem to enjoy most about snorting things that can be snorted + the faster onset.
8 mg dilaudid IV just a couple hours ago
1.5 mg xanax just now
300 mg gabapentin (orally, of course)
a shot of H (1 bag)
Shot of Dilaudid (6 mg)... quite the task.Couldn't hit for the life of me - my bud also had a rough time hitting for me, and he is typically amazing at that. VERY frustrating
Even more recently another shot of H, 1.5 bags *
*.1 mg bags= Chitown dope
Needless to say, I'm nodding and it's very VERY pleasant. Probably going to have another .5 mg xanax and 15 mg oxy before bed. I'm tempted to do that remaining half of H. Saving my last 3 bags for tomorrow). Probably will stick with the xanax, or 150 mg gabapentin. Regardless, feeling Goooood! Just nodded out for about 5 mins.