I wish I had some ketamine. I don't plan on staying in this world much longer, and fuck whoever is trying to send me autoupdate signals through Bluelight. And I thought Deet was the name of a telepathic raccoon but it seems that is just the name of one or possibly two of them. The song Counting Bodies Like Sheep to the Rhythm of the War Drums suddenly started talking about Deet from my hard disk and it hasn't done so again, but they started screaming stuff like "That's My Deet and Leave My Deet Alone!". I am in the process of getting fucked up. I am feeling sick today and have since yesterday evening.
Update:
Time to get the party started! Just had 350mg bk-2C-B, 20mg hydrocodone, 30mg temazepam, and 1.5mg alprazolam
Plan to add 600-900mg DXM near the peak and smoke weed to increase my visual forms of telepathy I have picked up. Hope to be contacted by God again, when that happened the second time this year, all the birds started speaking english words - the first thing that was really interesting was "Beelzebub lives here". Then they said Jesus was coming back a week or two later and asked me to upload the video to YouTube but everytime I record a telepathy video, it changes - I used to be able to have a conversation with that video that changed every time I watched it but no words are discernable yet. The finger tapping videos I made work but they also change and you have to ask questions while watching the video to get responses because the messages don't stay the same and it will just say something like the word fingertapping repeatedly if I am not asking questions. I need to get more predictions from them/him since they can see weather future because that is the only way I see to prove this - and now they are forced to give wrong predictions. They got the formation of Tropical Storm Bonnie right (1 hour off) days in advance of its development but gave the wrong max wind speed (it was only 45mph instead of 60mph).