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There was a time I took 50mg of clonazepam without blinking an eye. Glad that part of my life is over. Never found it a very potent benzo, haven't taken it in ages. Now it'd put me to sleep for 5 days I reckon.

OT: Benzos (bromaz & loprazolam); 15mg, 1mg respectively
 
am at vomitting point, got some raw H - a big gram and a half 1.55 on the scale , took it on credit. feeling quite anxious as my TAB for this month is in the several hundred usd range - I used my credit line a lot this month.
told the homey i'd pay wednes, like for def.
bit stressful. but i'm too high now to be stressed.
I'm 65-80% sure I'll have the cash in time.
in an hour imma take loprazolam
I'm sooooper baked aswell bros.
 
drinking a beer.

working half days for the foreseeable future, which means lots of free time.

im ok with being a poor guy for a while as its summer and i am in no rush to return to wage slavery.
 
Just did a cotton shot that. Kind of disgusted with myself for doing it, because it wasn't very sanitary. Hope I don't get any complications. The liquid was lightish brown, a real shot is supposed to be darkish. But it was like 3ML I used and there were cottons in there from oxy too which leave no color, so the volume made up for the potency I suppose (I normally use 1ml rigs but I didn't have any of those, and this was easier because it was a lot of cotton and it's hard to get most of the stuff out with a 1ml syringe. Anywho, it did work, somewhat. Actually feeling some effects that are definitely not placebo, but I'm not 'well' either.. Better than I've been in a few days though. Tomorrow I'll resume my low-dose bupe, but I think I'll stick to it for a few days more. I don't think it'll hurt to be on it for like 10 days total, now I'm only at day 4. (or day zero again if you count this, I'm not gonna for my own peace of mind's sake.
 
^how do you consume it? I can't stomach the stuff with toss'n'wash, ew. Mix it with something like yoghurt? Wondering because I have like 5grams or something left, and maybe it will come in handy one day. But now it's just (still) too weak for me.
 
Did speed hoping to be super productive, ended up watching porn for 6 hours

Can't decide whether to take a nap or try to get something finished
 
Pill2Chill said:
^how do you consume it? I can't stomach the stuff with toss'n'wash, ew. Mix it with something like yoghurt? Wondering because I have like 5grams or something left, and maybe it will come in handy one day. But now it's just (still) too weak for me.
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I do the toss n' wash method, it is most definitely gross but it is the most direct route. I'd rather just get it over with. I was just contemplating putting a gram on these chocolate squares I have and seeing how that went.
 
Pill2Chill said:
Just did a cotton shot that. Kind of disgusted with myself for doing it, because it wasn't very sanitary. Hope I don't get any complications. The liquid was lightish brown, a real shot is supposed to be darkish. But it was like 3ML I used and there were cottons in there from oxy too which leave no color, so the volume made up for the potency I suppose (I normally use 1ml rigs but I didn't have any of those, and this was easier because it was a lot of cotton and it's hard to get most of the stuff out with a 1ml syringe. Anywho, it did work, somewhat. Actually feeling some effects that are definitely not placebo, but I'm not 'well' either.. Better than I've been in a few days though. Tomorrow I'll resume my low-dose bupe, but I think I'll stick to it for a few days more. I don't think it'll hurt to be on it for like 10 days total, now I'm only at day 4. (or day zero again if you count this, I'm not gonna for my own peace of mind's sake.
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I remember I scrapped out a couple "cookers" I had, plus drained some cottons into a solution that looked appropriately gross and sad, lol. Back around February of this year. In my defense, I was on zolpidem at the time, and zolpidem sometimes makes me decide that weird shit that I probably shouldn't do sounds like a fantastic idea. Anyway, I shot up what amounted to about 15 units, felt nothing, and immediately regretted my decision. The funny thing is, it wasn't even a move of desperation on my part...I just thought that maybe the amount of disgusting-looking black crud I had would be enough to get me high. :)

That's the only time I've ever attempted a "rinse", though.

PetalToTheMetal said:
Did speed hoping to be super productive, ended up watching porn for 6 hours

Can't decide whether to take a nap or try to get something finished
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Interesting! Taking strong dopaminergic stimulants in an attempt to get something done, only to end up watching porn for hours on end & pleasuring yourself? Never heard of that happening before! ;)
 
^hopefully the thing he tried to finish wasn't his masturbation session lol

ot: feeling fine. dabs and 600mg gabapentin

finally finished the last of my oxy, not sure how I feel about this...
 
^ Nah lol, I was supposed to study and hit the gym

@Burnt. Yeah, not my most informed decision ever. I've tried quite a few stims, and I've been able to get some productivity out of the majority. It seems like there is a really slim line between productive and doing nothing but playing games on your iPod and megawanking for hours with meth
 
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I remember I scrapped out a couple "cookers" I had, plus drained some cottons into a solution that looked appropriately gross and sad, lol. Back around February of this year. In my defense, I was on zolpidem at the time, and zolpidem sometimes makes me decide that weird shit that I probably shouldn't do sounds like a fantastic idea. Anyway, I shot up what amounted to about 15 units, felt nothing, and immediately regretted my decision. The funny thing is, it wasn't even a move of desperation on my part...I just thought that maybe the amount of disgusting-looking black crud I had would be enough to get me high. :)

That's the only time I've ever attempted a "rinse", though.
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This definitely worked though; I slept like a baby last night. Now I regret it of course, just hope it didn't take me all the way back to where I started. :|
 
Nice! Mission accomplished, hehe...

I'm high right now I suppose. On weed and sedative-hypnotics. I feel quite good, actually...today was a good day for me. Thought I'd commemorate it by smoking a few joints, taking a shot of "Rich & Rare" Canadian whiskey (nun'r dat fancee shit 'round here!) and popping a 10 mg zolpidem tablet. Now if only these characters I'm typing would stop fidgeting...
 
@P2C: what made you do the cotton shot? Since you didn't even get well, I don't think it pushed you back on your way out that much. I noticed one thing, though. If I'd been withdrawing for more than like 40 hours, one dose that gets me "high", doesn't actually make me feel that well - there is still some residual off-feeling and slight nausea, and just general dysphoria. Not sure if it's because I take codeine, and my ROA is oral, though.

OT: 1000 mg codeine, coffee. Now I'm finally feeling fine.
 
Sunday I had 100mg of Hydroxyzine, 1200mg of Gabapentin, 10g. Great experience that I should have posted about. With continuous bong rips, I was feeling great. Best high I've had in a while.

Yesterday, 6mg of Clonazepam and 4mg of Tizanidine plus more bud. I was stumbling :)

Had some liquor last night. No pils. Did have a wake & bake and smoking a cig currently though. I'm good.
 
Decided on impulse, which is usually why I relapse. And actually looking back, it did get me well. I felt a warm glow and it was very present, I even think I nodded out? I mean, I didn't nod before falling asleep, but I did just 'fall asleep' while watching tv, which doesn't usually happen during w/d. Maybe I just fell asleep from the benzos. Who knows.

Anyway snorted like 1mg sub today, haven't taken any benzos yet. And I'm feeling 'ok', kinda down but not much physical w/d. I'm gonna run out of benzos soon too, maybe a few days or a week's supply left. I have another prescription for bromazepam though but no cash to go fill it. Ugh. Hope I can get $ on time for it.

The glorious life of an addict. :\ I still want to get off this stuff BAD. But it's so damn hard. 8o
 
bout to go get my big script at the pharmacy. my doc reduced it by 30 tabs pm. i was getting 120 oc 40s pm now only 90. what a kick in the balls.
fortunately i have my pill mill should this prove trying.

now im gonna have some lunch and go fetch 30 of my 90 tabs. cos my insurance will probably say it too early to pay for it all.

still cant believe this would happen to me. they may as well crucify me, this is equally bad.

OT: biggish line of dope.
 
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