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^Night! I can't help but wonder how you can bring yourself to snorting all that binder every time. I've snorted OC, ritalin and zolpidem quite a few times and the fillers/binders grossed me out and have since stopped me from doing it again and so I'm sticking either oral or SL (if I really want a quick onset) 99% of the time. Does the fact that it's a water soluble benzo really make it worth snorting it I wonder? Isn't SL the same or almost the same?

Anyway, I was just wonderin'.

OT: Just now +50mg pentazocine. Gonna take 1mg lormetazepam eventhough I told myself I wouldn't today. Meh it's only 1mg and there's always tomorrow! Heh.. Oh also gonna smoke my last joint. :)

/e: Infact, screw it I'm sticking to it and not taking lormetazepam today. Been tired all day, and I'm already feeling pretty calm. So it's not necessary. I'll keep them for when I need them.

The midazolam it feels like it literally doubles it's efficacy when I snort it, which is really useful as I'm only scripted one at night - but one orally doesn't really do the trick and I've been on it for a decade so if I were to run out it would be quite a disaster.

With oxy I get your point, I do mix it up everyday though like half of the days pills will be chewed and half snorted. I snort when I need to feel the relief/effect fast and more intense. After every snort I almost douche my nose with saline solution which is probably why I'm able to do it everyday.

But yeah my pain scripts would go a lot further if I took them orally...
 
^I see, I never checked the nasal BA of midazolam, but I guess it must be higher then. :) And yeah rinsing your nose each time can make a big difference.

OT: 50mg pentazocine for tooth ache. It hurts!!!
 
^I see, I never checked the nasal BA of midazolam, but I guess it must be higher then. :) And yeah rinsing your nose each time can make a big difference.

OT: 50mg pentazocine for tooth ache. It hurts!!!

So I went, got a local anaesthetic and idk what she did exactly but I need to go back next week. Got a temp filling again and now the anaesthetic has worn off it hurts like hell!!

Just took 600mg ibuprofen and I'm gonna add 100mg pentazocine. I fucking hope this works and if this pain persists until tomorrow the bitch can expect a phonecall from me! Hurts more now than when I first went last week!

Also, she's a real butcher.. 2nd time going to her and I NEVER want to go there again. She's so bad at her job it makes me want to cry.
 
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i think i smoked at least ten spliffs yesterday. sleep was so nice.

just had a coffee, time for a spliff.
 
i think i smoked at least ten spliffs yesterday. sleep was so nice.

just had a coffee, time for a spliff.

I wish I could smoke weed and enjoy it like I used to. Now days I just cook out and feel anti social when I smoke.

Just got a massive oxy script. Even the pharmacist said do you reeeeaaaally need all of this ? But I'm just depressed mainly because of the damage I'm doing to my name (only in the pharma-medical world though and expect they would have some sort of confidentiality or proffessionalism I hope).

That said just chewed an OC 40 and snorted another now am feeling less depressed than the beginning of this post lol.
 
Pod tea for my wednesday ooohhh yeah 24tbsp. Weed makes me antisocial too sometimes, but im naturally introverted already so i just roll w it.
 
I have had a very nice time today, although it didn't start off that way. I was awakened by my chronic pain at 6:30a.m. Got up and took my regular dose of oxycodone IR (75mg) and laid back down bc I didn't need to get up for another half hour. Surprisingly, I fell back asleep. when I woke up 30 minutes later I took another 75mg., having forgotten I'd already taken it.
I don't really experience euphoria from my oxycodone. I think I used to but I've been taking them for a long time and am also on another even stronger medication. It just makes me feel normal. When I run out though, it's complete hell.
So, I've been feeling really good for the last few hours :) What makes it even better is the fact that it was totally by accident so there's no guilt involved.
Also started a new ADHD med yesterday called dextroamphetamine. Took MPH for years but it just wasn't doing its job anymore. I took the prescribed dose yesterday and it was WAY too much... I was super paranoid and shaky, jittery etc. Today I cut the dose in half. It started kicking in a couple of hours ago ( it's extended release) and it seems like it's the PERFECT amount for me.
Good day all around so far and I hope all of you are having a good day as well :)
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Just woke up with my oil rig waiting for me to do my morning dab, sitting on my desk. So I did a few dabs, took my vitamins, and made a gourd of yerba mate.
 
Calm, somewhat euphoric.

Earlier today I was waiting for the mail so I could a script from my doctor for dex/amphetamine (Adderall XR 25 MG specifically), as well as a separate order of Kratom, which I am out of.

None of those came today.

I felt so horrible, because my Zolpidem (the thing that used to allow me to calm down and get some relief in the afternoon and at night before bed) tolerance is so high that I can't really feel it. I was without anything, and sure it's only a 24 hour period of time before one of those things happens to come, but I have pure O OCD and DP (from dissociative use in the past). I need something, anything to calm me down and stop the intrusive thoughts.

At this point, all I had to go off of was coffee. I could chug back three or four cups and hope for the slightest bit of a buzz, so that's what I started to do.

Then I saw it, out of the corner of my eye: the Focalin. Apparently I had been prescribed it when I was younger and still had some left. I knew that although it wouldn't measure up to speed that it might make me feel a bit better, so I popped one 30 MG capsule and waited as I drank my cup of coffee. Then I came here to post this.

Holy shit, I feel so much better. The intrusive thoughts are yet again fucking GONE. I wish I could travel back in time to the inventors of dexmethylphenidate and amphetamine and shake their hands, they've saved my fucking life. They've made me functional, happy, no longer dependent on benzos and SSRIs that don't fucking work. I am an incredibly happy human being for the first time in years, and I'm going to get productive and ride this train as long as it goes, until they no longer work for me.

And goodbye sleeping pills too, because upon comedown I always crash and fall asleep. Two birds, one stone.
 
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^The length of your post gave away how high you are. =D

OT: 100mg pentazocine and 2mg lormetazepam, waiting for it to kick in. Starting tomorrow I'm taking a break from both to avoid becoming dependent again. If I keep pushing my luck it'll run out I'm sure. I'll take measures if I can't keep myself from popping a (few) pill(s) tomorrow. (I'd be letting someone else hang onto them for a while.) But I'm fairly sure I'll be able to resist. ;)
 
^The length of your post gave away how high you are. =D

OT: 100mg pentazocine and 2mg lormetazepam, waiting for it to kick in. Starting tomorrow I'm taking a break from both to avoid becoming dependent again. If I keep pushing my luck it'll run out I'm sure. I'll take measures if I can't keep myself from popping a (few) pill(s) tomorrow. (I'd be letting someone else hang onto them for a while.) But I'm fairly sure I'll be able to resist. ;)

Heh, well I assume when anyone feels like shit all the time and then finds a drug that works for them amazingly well, they might get carried away telling people about it.

TL;DR: Happy! Happy! Happy!:)
 
Heh, well I assume when anyone feels like shit all the time and then finds a drug that works for them amazingly well, they might get carried away telling people about it.

TL;DR: Happy! Happy! Happy!:)

It's cool I totally understand! =D Glad it's working so well for you.
Keep using responsibly though, a stim addiction is not a joke.

Stay safe! ;)
 
It's cool I totally understand! =D Glad it's working so well for you.
Keep using responsibly though, a stim addiction is not a joke.

Stay safe! ;)

Will do. Since my work schedule excludes Friday, I plan for the three day weekend to be my "off-days", where I use some Kratom and just relax a bit. When the week starts again I'll switch back to the Adderall. Four days on, three off. Hopefully that's enough to prevent tolerance, or at the least make it come very slowly.
 
^4/7 is still alot, but it's certainly doable. Make sure to eat and drink enough and to take care of yourself when you're on them. Then again, with 25mg XR that should be very managable. It's not like you're going to be tweaked out of your mind off of that dose. Seems like a good therapeutic dose. Oh, one last piece of advice: don't start upping the dose without speaking to your doc first. IME, doing so quickly leads to a high tolerance and addiction.

OT: Feeling chilled from the pentazocine & lormetazepam. :)
 
^4/7 is still alot, but it's certainly doable. Make sure to eat and drink enough and to take care of yourself when you're on them. Then again, with 25mg XR that should be very managable. It's not like you're going to be tweaked out of your mind off of that dose. Seems like a good therapeutic dose. Oh, one last piece of advice: don't start upping the dose without speaking to your doc first. IME, doing so quickly leads to a high tolerance and addiction.

OT: Feeling chilled from the pentazocine & lormetazepam. :)

Yes, happened to me with Ambien. Can't even feel it anymore. Love the shit out of the stuff, but I'm probably going to need at least six months to a year off to fix my tolerance since it's a Z-drug. In the middle of a taper as we speak. If the WD symptoms start popping up, I'll load myself up with Kratom and power through it (maybe go jogging aswell).

Going to run no risks of that happening with this (the Adderall). If I feel it start to become even slightly less effective, I'll pull pack and wait a bit.
 
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Currently on 20mg Roxicodone, 100mg Tramadol, and drinking coffee like there's no tomorrow and puffing on my E-cig lol.

Feeling great! Been waiting for over a week to get my Roxi's refilled, but I need to be careful this time and not go through them all in a couple days... Gona smoke a fat blunt later with some friends which will probably put me over the top considering my weed tolerance has dropped more than I thought. Anyways, hope everyone is doing well! Cheers!
 
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