Rabidrabbit
Bluelighter
I've been doing approximately half a bundle of dope everyday for the past 2 weeks. It's been nice but I can't keep this up financially..
^Night! I can't help but wonder how you can bring yourself to snorting all that binder every time. I've snorted OC, ritalin and zolpidem quite a few times and the fillers/binders grossed me out and have since stopped me from doing it again and so I'm sticking either oral or SL (if I really want a quick onset) 99% of the time. Does the fact that it's a water soluble benzo really make it worth snorting it I wonder? Isn't SL the same or almost the same?
Anyway, I was just wonderin'.
OT: Just now +50mg pentazocine. Gonna take 1mg lormetazepam eventhough I told myself I wouldn't today. Meh it's only 1mg and there's always tomorrow! Heh.. Oh also gonna smoke my last joint.
/e: Infact, screw it I'm sticking to it and not taking lormetazepam today. Been tired all day, and I'm already feeling pretty calm. So it's not necessary. I'll keep them for when I need them.
^I see, I never checked the nasal BA of midazolam, but I guess it must be higher then.And yeah rinsing your nose each time can make a big difference.
OT: 50mg pentazocine for tooth ache. It hurts!!!
i think i smoked at least ten spliffs yesterday. sleep was so nice.
just had a coffee, time for a spliff.
^The length of your post gave away how high you are.
OT: 100mg pentazocine and 2mg lormetazepam, waiting for it to kick in. Starting tomorrow I'm taking a break from both to avoid becoming dependent again. If I keep pushing my luck it'll run out I'm sure. I'll take measures if I can't keep myself from popping a (few) pill(s) tomorrow. (I'd be letting someone else hang onto them for a while.) But I'm fairly sure I'll be able to resist.![]()
Heh, well I assume when anyone feels like shit all the time and then finds a drug that works for them amazingly well, they might get carried away telling people about it.
TL;DR: Happy! Happy! Happy!![]()
It's cool I totally understand!Glad it's working so well for you.
Keep using responsibly though, a stim addiction is not a joke.
Stay safe!![]()
^4/7 is still alot, but it's certainly doable. Make sure to eat and drink enough and to take care of yourself when you're on them. Then again, with 25mg XR that should be very managable. It's not like you're going to be tweaked out of your mind off of that dose. Seems like a good therapeutic dose. Oh, one last piece of advice: don't start upping the dose without speaking to your doc first. IME, doing so quickly leads to a high tolerance and addiction.
OT: Feeling chilled from the pentazocine & lormetazepam.![]()