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Holy bellringer Batman!
Bring Robin and Catwoman quick!

Shooting coke kind of scares me. I don't know if the BL message has changed, I believe it's still harm reduction. One of the first things I learned was "you can always do more, but you can never do less" which is something I've lived by. You want to get a good shot with coke, but don't want to overdo it. I also don't want to poke mega holes in me. I can handle a routine 5 shots a day. Wowzers trousers this bell keep on ringing. I'm high as fuck. I broke a WR in a video game yesterday. There's tons of records though, but I was excite. I beat the crazy Jap (and I mean that with the utmost respect), the other American, the two Brits, and the German. The Japanese fellow is the top dog. There is a Brit who might be able to dethrone him. He's insane in a different mode, the one I play 90% of the time, yet I don't have any records there. Ya know why? The Brit! I create my own worlds and live in them. I handled the pandemic fine because opiates kill my desire to be social. It's pretty shitty because I have no need to be with other people, but you can't get by on your own. Being on methadone makes me 90%, but any opiate/opioid, suboxone included, makes me only 90% normal. The other 10% is what made me different from other people. Now I'm just an NPC. I'm a supporting character in my own story, not even the main character. What was I talking about? Nothing important.

If there are any young people, 18-20, who see this I want to tell you something important. Almost all the girls that were just "cute" in high school end up being blazing hotties in their 20's. No one had ever told me of this phenomenon. Take this knowledge and use it wisely.
 
350mg Tramadol

Trying to use up with I have but I’ll prob feel guilty and order not but no this has to be with least with this. Bento’s will do me.
 
Oiii,
-150mg morphine(oral)
-4mg clonazepam
-4mg clorphenamine
-3 red pall mall XL Cigarettes
High as a bloody fuckimg kite but more than high I'm happy that I'm pain-free.
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According To Ancestry DNA dot Com, I AM:

52% Scotch/Irish.
28% Viking [mostly Norewegian].
10% Greek/Italian.
10% OTHER.

So, Good Luck With That.

 
How Do Reawaken A Ghost?
Give It Methamphetamine.

AMP:
Rewoke Since 1997 AD!
 
What about ppl who REFUSE to partake of Fruits [drogas] Of The Holy Spirit?

EZ, they miss the blessings.
 
"CH3CH2OH Is The Drug Of The Defeated."--Russian Proverb.

I AM The Patron Saint Of Scotland, Russia, Romania, & Greece 2000 Three Drives On The Da Vinyls.
 
BIGGIE ['pooh'] Smalls A Savage.
Doin' Your Brain Cells Much Damage.
Biggie Smalls On A Higher Plane.
Niggas Say I'm Strange, Deranged Cuz I Put The 12 Gauge To Your Brain. My Forte Caucasians To Say, 'He Sounds Demented!' Car Weed Scented. If I Said It, I Meant It! Bite My Tongue ['linga'] For No One. Call Me EVIL:LIVE Or Unbelievable. 'You're Unbelievable!'--EMF.
 
Are my drugs worth dying for?
No, but they're worth killing over.
And some of them might actually restore your soul.
 
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ENTEGEN
(E)-1-(3,4-methylenedioxyphenyl)-2-methylethene

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ZUSAMMEN
(Z)-1-(3,4-methylenedioxyphenyl)-2-methylethene

You Need The Z-isomer To Synthesize L.O.V.E [mda]. Jerry's KIDS!
 
heroin without a soul
that I’m going to remember and pass along because its ducking accurate
it’s cold instead of warm
not good I don’t like it
If I had to guess I think it was "Morrison's Lament", but that may just be me associating him with heroin when I was first starting. I think I actually knew him from Overgrow, where I had a different name. Damn, Overgrow. I was on that when some people on this site were just being born. I can remember being in the spot of some of you younger guys and seeing older people, like me now, bitching about how things have changed. I've still never bought drugs via the internet. I'm too paranoid for it.


According To Ancestry DNA dot Com, I AM:

52% Scotch/Irish.
28% Viking [mostly Norewegian].
10% Greek/Italian.
10% OTHER.

So, Good Luck With That.

Do you need a lot of sunblock?
I'm mostly a mix of white European countries; English, Welsh, Austrian, French, and Swedish.

Hey @Carl Landrover I remember you mate! I don't think we really interacted much if at all. Good to hear you're not using heroin very much at all!

Just need to watch out for the coke. I never used to think it was addictive until I tried crack...pheeew!

OT: had some kava powder brew earlier but it wore off...
I can barely remember some names of people I did interact with, so I don't know. Good to know you're still alive though. That's one of the sadder things about being part of a message board community. Sometimes people leave and you just never find out what happened to them.

I don't know what you current BLers quote, but to quote Party Monster,
"Your drug use is becoming indiscriminate"
--"I won't do crack without heroin!"

Your name reminds me of Axl Blaze (?).

If anyone was checking this thread in the 2005-2007 period (maybe before that, but it was before me) there was a dude named "Ryan M". Craziest poster I've ever seen on here. The only exception being hat dude who was raving about mephedrone (sp?) or was it MDPV? There's a chance that it was John McAfee (yes THAT McAfee), who definitely did post on here.
Ryan M was really into meth or any uppers. He'd take excessive amounts of adderall and his avatar was one of the 30mg IR adderalls. I always wondered what happened to him. If he ever got clean he was going to have a long road ahead of him.



Edit: Anyone ever hear from Verso? It's been a long time. He was a mod in DC for a period, but a lot of people have over the years. I was offered the spot once, but it was during a period where we kept losing DC mods because they were getting arrested, so I passed on the opportunity. I think the power would have gone to my head. Actually I don't, but I don't like conflict, so I don't think I would have been a good mod. Verso was the only BLer I ever met in person. He was a nice guy. We got heroin together a few times. Ah, the magic of the internet. I believe he got on methadone a few years before I did, but I don't know how he ended up doing.

Or does the name TB1223(I don't think those are the right numbers) ring any bells? He was from New Jersey and was really into cinema. I actually know him from a different message board (RIP Dye; screw you ESPN) and over time we realized we were both on BL as well.
 
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Relapsed after 3 weeks rn on 45 mg diazepam. Have 1 mg methadone in system for maintenance. Snorted an extra 4 mg. Drank a 24 oz. 8% steel reserve

Wamt more alcohol but it's too late so I need more diazepam instead I guess. Alcohol Is more euphoric than diazepam.
 
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Your name reminds me of Axl Blaze (?).

Edit: Anyone ever hear from Verso? It's been a long time. He was a mod in DC for a period, but a lot of people have over the years. I was offered the spot once, but it was during a period where we kept losing DC mods because they were getting arrested, so I passed on the opportunity. I think the power would have gone to my head. Actually I don't, but I don't like conflict, so I don't think I would have been a good mod. Verso was the only BLer I ever met in person. He was a nice guy. We got heroin together a few times. Ah, the magic of the internet. I believe he got on methadone a few years before I did, but I don't know how he ended up doing.

Or does the name TB1223(I don't think those are the right numbers) ring any bells? He was from New Jersey and was really into cinema. I actually know him from a different message board (RIP Dye; screw you ESPN) and over time we realized we were both on BL as well.
From back when I was still lurking, I definitely remember enjoying Verso's posts (especially since I'm familiar with the Bridgeport/New Haven area, too). Hope things are going well for him, wherever he may be. Axl Blaze has an RIP thread, unfortunately. It was from a little while ago IIRC, but someone posted in it recently.

Glad you made it back here again, though. I remember enjoying your posts as well, starting from a while ago, up through maybe 2014-15 or so. Hope you'll stick around and keep posting now that you've returned to BL.

Oh yeah – I'm not too thrilled to learn about this apparent curse of DC mods getting arrested... better start watching my back, I've been getting too comfortable lately as it is.
 
Just relapsed yesterday on valium. Today it's valium 35 mg. 1 mg methadone (maintenance) amd a 24 Oz steel reserve to pump up the valium.

Finaly.. some weed after 3 months of no weed.

Feeling giddy....bring on the misery of addiction. Here we go again.

Deep down what I really want are some hard-core opioids.
 
105mgs Methadone
200mgs Cimitedine

This is what I take daily for the past months since I got locked up and what I will continue on till I move outta the halfway house. I feel a little warm fuzzy after it kicks in a couple hours but I'm pretty used to it. Once I get back to an outside clinic I wanna raise my dose to 150mgs I'm thinking, that should have a little more umpfff...
 
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