So is your brain fluid just entirely LSD at this point? Lol
OT: residual amphetamine that I'm trying to kill, 2 different benzos, oral opium, high grade herb, and right now THC/CBD honey (LOVE THIS SHIT) and 4g kratom in a cup of kava tea
Lol you could maybe say that. I finished (I think) my little escapade last night with a final 300 ug plugged, making it 3875 ug Sunday night to last night., just one day off.
So nothing too extortionate right? Just exercising my human rights lol.
LSD is amazing in one particular, yet ironically stirring sense- it is entirely undamaging. Brain and body wise. Barely anything in this world carries less damage or physical toxic imprint- the air we breathe, water we drink andvwash in, the fish we eat.
And most drugs have some actual negative physical impact, in some way, on the brain itself.
The hard part for myself taking so much acid, like right now, first awaking, immediate aftermath trying to collect thoughts and semblance. I already have a tendancy towards major panic attacks when I wake and can't breathe because of allergies.
But Ive just been vaping some weed. And it's apparent Im still really high on the acid.
I do love kratom. Have a load, under my bed right now, but Im very allergic to it.
Kava, I can do with. Not so easy to dose it right as kratom, but much cleaner for the body, non addictive, and importantly too- kava is actually beneficial for the brain, whereas kratom falls into the category of causing adverse brain alterations, hence the true physical addiction and withdrawals I guess.
But kava has to be done properly. The old hippy slogan...An underdose is worse than an overdose...so applies to kava.
Yesterday, I put 25 grams each of two very strong, high quality kavas, into a blender, sunflower lecithin, 1 litre hot water.
Blended 4 minutes. Strained through strainer bag.
With good kava, good prep, the blender method makes it really potent, and a sufficient dose...well it's a hell of a psychoactive for me. Just needs to be done justice.
Pills, extracts, teabags etc, none of that is truly kava. Instant Kava is. Not micronized, but true instant.
But to me there's only point to using kava if you do it properly- Instant, or good quality Noble root prepared right. Plus you need to take enough of it too.
Gosh that weed has sent my head up the wall. Right back up on the acid.
If I didn't live with my mum, had an endless supply of LSD, Im sure I might just carry on with large doses, to save having to come back. She doesn't know I took 38 trips in 6 days. I can only push it so far, I can't be too obviously out there.
I may need some calming kava shortly.
