Yeah Iv made this happy mistake a few times
Yesterday I put just shy of a qtr ounce in two brownies
Think il keep the other one for Friday night
I always make two out of habit but I lost my best friend about a week ago and itβs still not sunk in
He was my trip partner since high school and friend since primary/kindergarten so it will be solo flight without the wing man for a while till I wrap my head round it
Still have loads of friends but none like him
We smoked our first j together at 12 and halved our first E at sixteen with the logic if it was a bad one we would both go together
Not to mention all the mushrooms

and acid in between those times
Sorry for being a buzzkill brother but was looking at his brownie in the fridge
Anyway on topic
180mg oxy
2900mg Gabapentin
Cup of tea

Hand rolled cigarettes
More Gabapentin throughout this morning
Vape of weed and itβs brought most of my weed buzz from last nights brownie so going to spend the morning watching some funnies on the tv and try and cheer myself up
Again soz for the downer just needed to vent a bit
Thanks
Peace out
Nightraver
Not a buzzkill at all my friend. To me, a "buzz" is incongruously detached from not caring, being interested in others lives, experiences and feelings. THAT is the important shit right? Not the weather, or the footy score, or the world record for eating spaghetti lol.
I am glad you shared, not glad you lost your friend of course.
Just fall back on the hopeful premise, that with luck, he's alright now.
And focus on accepting, healing, looking forward.
I mean, if Creepy J#% DOES actually take seat today, we won't have long left ourselves, or it won't be worth it sticking about you get me.
Don't mean to sound insensitive. Only time can heal, but we can always choose to think more positively in given situations.
So me, been on quite a Kava bender. It's 132 grams I think over 2 days, 24.5 mg's etizolam in that time, loads edibles and vapor.
My head is actually spinning from the kava, like alcohol.
It's an anxious patch of time. Right on the hinge of so many if's, but's and maybe's.....to have light shed on. We've never been so prolongingly tormented with such an important "play" of events.
That phrase is usually used and interpreted neutrally, as like sequence of events.
But the word Play has crucial significance, not just to two particular big things unfolding in the world....but the construct and simulation of society and 3d reality itself. As does the word "show", IMO.
Sorry for your loss mate.
And again, that's not venting. That's just a prime example of being human.
Why be so robotic and pedantic...."This vaporizer has 9 bolts. I use it every day."
And not also include for example...."Damn, my leg got chopped off yesterday too."
Sharing is good I say.