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Went to a ski resort. Vacation is a trigger for me so took a big dose 30mg methadone pills i tale at will (5mg a day)...then 40 mg Valium.

After nice day on the slopes after 18nyrs of not skiing due to a back injury and surgery i finally gave it a try. Tired. Read to melt into the lodge with Nintendo switch and the warm blanket of downers.

BTW. I'm getting dependent on benzos for the first time...scary to me. Def dependent on done

Sounds like a perfect day man, I've never been skiing but it's always interested me. There's something I love about doing opioids and/or stims when it's cold too. It's like even Mother Nature herself can't step on your buzz.

Btw I haven't been around in a while, nice to see you man. How's life?

ps Feel you on the benzo part for sure. I rode the sober wagon for a few months, but life happens and I have an intense job with long hours now. I haven't been back long and I'm only currently messing with weed, adderrall, and any benzo that has a long duration and hypnotic qualities to offset the stim when needed.

Don't like that I take a benzo once or twice a day (in a consistent low dose at least) most of the week at all though. Even though everything revolves around work and I get little to no enjoyment from any of it, I know that there's a price to pay regardless. Maybe not today or tomorrow, but it's gotta be paid. At least my medical insurance and leave options are good lol!
 
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Just 4g of kratom and a small bag of weed vapor.

I think I got fucking covid, i haven't tested myself yet but I got some mild symptoms. I guess I couldn't escape forever, doesn't help that I live in a hot spot...
After watching what this entity (invisible to the naked eye) has unleashed into the world, it finally got me, I'm no longer an observer, I'm now part of the experiment.

Wtf is time though? A weird succession of events. But where does it begin, and where does it end? What shape does it have? Is it a circle, a fractal or just a very long line of dominoes? Probably neither.
We humans are weak, we live at the mercy of chaos. But there's some strength inside us, we need it to bare the weight of our unanswered questions.
 
They've done that shit on my too. I oded in a hotel and police found me unconscious. Since they don't carry narcan here, not even in hospitals. I woke up with both my arms tied to the bed and the fking tube down my throat too. It hurt like a bitch.
In my state they narcan you and let you go so yo can get more dope to take away the narcan sickness.

No tubes.


I'm on dat thc tincture as always 24 7.

Life doesn't seem complete without that perfect high (something much harder than thc) and the work required to attain it.
 
In my state they narcan you and let you go so yo can get more dope to take away the narcan sickness.

No tubes.


I'm on dat thc tincture as always 24 7.

Life doesn't seem complete without that perfect high (something much harder than thc) and the work required to attain it.
Yeah ikik, but bare in mind that I live in the fking 3rd world plus there's no heroin in this country just Tonnes of blow so they don't carry narcan. So their bright idea was to put a tube down my throat even tho I think I didn't od completely I just passed the fk out for hrs on end. My tolerance was super high at the moment and I had shot up 260mg of morphine and 1mg of fent or 2. I just blacked out for hrs on end, I still don't know how I was able to shoot up 50ml liquid in the same vein in less than 5min. It was pure pharma morphine and fent liquid tho.
 
120mg morphine incoming orally with low tolerance plus lots of clonazepam. Idk if I shud be worried but I'm gobbling from 4-12mg of clonaz. It's otc here and Uber cheap. I take it from the moment I wake up till I go to sleep. I never run out of it and prolly never will.
 
They've done that shit on my too. I oded in a hotel and police found me unconscious. Since they don't carry narcan here, not even in hospitals. I woke up with both my arms tied to the bed and the fking tube down my throat too. It hurt like a bitch.
Wow....They should have narcan in every hospital worldwide. Is it not recognized in your country?
 
Not super high or anything but feeling gooood (got my Gabapentin script today after going 9 or 10 days without which seems to have significantly lowered my tolerance).

So far today (well, it's 3:25am, so between 2pm and now):

Cans of Coke Zero - 9
Cigarettes - 16
Sertraline - 200mg
Dihydrocodeine - 390mg
Gabapentin - 2400mg
Cyclizine - 100mg
Vitamin D - 20,000ug
Naproxen - 250mg
Depakote - 400mg
Omeprazole - 20mg
Quetiapine - 25mg
Chlorpromazine - 50mg
Caffeine - 306mg
 
I'm really too high for words. Stunning weed. LSD. Kava. And relief most all.

Being gladly, willingly humbled with joyous thanks for it. That is what humbling is.

Mad thing lol. It puts everything into a grand new perspective instantly.

And I'm on one hell of a good trip.

And I care for you all. Each keep taking care, like- of YOU.

You count. Deserve happy! Free.

Don't abandan that.

I haven't. Atm. I'm fucking glad lol. Really.

I will swim some ways more too. Just pausing on my humbled ass for recollection and rest.
 
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Some benzos which is a non regular treat and and 3x higher methadone than normal today.

Feel good and happ-ish like a normal person should. Not what I would call high.

I really fantasize about getting back to heavy oxy or fent use at nodding doses. Missing it right now.

Wanna get some nitrous too but my lungs hurt bad for weeks after so I can't. I think my lungs got fucked from nitrous in particular.
actually mixing benzos and methadone has a very opposite effect, not judging but the 2 together result in a very similar if not indictable results as using junk,,,,,,,,so not saying your lying but ...........................................................................
 
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