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I'm drinking beer, whoa its already almost 9! Shall smoke more weed in a moment.

I am having fun doing nothing right now other than organizing my thoughts. Maybe I'll watch a movie later.
 
consumer said:
Aya has a habit of revealing things suppressed that are causing you damage, bringing them to the fore and allowing you to deal with them in an enhanced state of mind. It is not always a pleasant experience but i find its always been worthwhile doing the "work".
I would definitely consider it brother.
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That's really why I've considered it. I definitely have some blockages but I've never really been able to get to the base of some things.
 
Not high enough or at all really, I do have some buzz goin on from the Gabapentin i've had today...I took 1200mg around 3pm with my Sub, and 800mg more around like an hour ago and am just in a good mood, which is a fuckin suprise, haven't gotten a buzz from it in a while, but I usually dose it all at once...I took it to try to help my damn nerve mouth pain or whatever.
 
4meSM said:
I believe psilocybin is way better than LSD for kicking habits and overcoming emotional barriers.

OT: just smoking some bud
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Psilocybin tends to mindfuck depending on the strain and amount, yet can be humbling/life-changing. Not so much an anti-addictive trip like DMT (as in Ayahuasca) and LSD is used to cure alcoholism, I believe you have a better chance of introspection and self-reflection. I find high dose LSD-25 VERY therapeutic and spiritual. Great meditative and transcendental psychedelia. P. Cubes as in the Thai strains and P. Azures with higher 4-OH-DMT and Baeocystin (gentle hallucinogenic active at 4mg's, tends to bring on longer, more visual trips w/ DMT like visuals and depth). Ibogaine is tried and true for opioid addiction due to it's reverse of tolerance and healing effects on mu-opioid and endegenous opioid system. Plus you face your core problems and face the causes of your addiction. Curbs your cravings if dosed correctly w flood-dose (total alkaloid + HCl) and and periodic doses of iboga HCL in lower-moderate doses.

OT:
Methadone 10mg
IV Heroin 0.25-0.3g
d-Methamphetamine hcl 40mg
Sour Diesel
7mg clonazepam subL
600mg gabapentin
 
As long as we're talking entheogns:

I find mushrooms and rc analogues very emotive. LSD seems to provide me with more detached introspection. I have never done mescaline. I think if I was taking drugs to personally sort shit out, I would blast offondmt and try to think things through in the afterglow. If unavailable, I'd go with a couple grams of cubes with some syrian rue for good measure. Or even an oral 2C drug. I really like analysis on 2C-E.

If I'm being completely honest however, I don't think psychedelic drugs facilitate or accelerate emotional/behavioral healing as much as I used to believe. I think you gotta avoid high doses and really spend some effort, which isn't always easy. Then again, its been over three years since I've tripped. My memory could be lying.
 
Burnt Offerings said:
By "revealing things suppressed", do you mean that it makes you think about things that you are conscious of on some level, but just try and actively not think about it because it causes pain, or do you mean it reveals things straight out of your subconscious that you've never even thought of? The second possibility seem pretty interesting to me.

Of course I've done psychedelic drugs, mostly acid. Lots of acid. A decent amount of psilocybin mushrooms and some mescaline too, and a variety of RCs, so I'm somewhat familiar with their effects. I've never taken ayahuasca or ibogaine, though, and those are the two that seem to be associated the most with breaking problematic patterns of substance use.
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I am to tired to write a long reply but yes i am talking about your subconscious. It brings things to the surface you never knew were hidden. Its powerful medicine.
 
Consumer do you smoke dmt or take pharmahuasca and what do you think are differences from your experiences alone?

Also how many times have you drank dmt, did you use banisteriopsis caapi and psychotria viridis, or other plants, etc.?
 
I agree with SirTophan.
Psilocybin tends to give more "mindfucks" but thats because its much more emotional. LSD is super introspective as well but not on the same level, its more visionary and stimulating but doesn't get you to the core of the issue IME.

Psilocybin is like the perfect orally active form of DMT as well.
Never tried ayahuasca but it seems to be more useful for that kind of things than pure DMT, just because it lasts longer, you can't work on personal issues on smoked DMT because your reality just cease to exist, the only thing you're able to do is watch and then try to make sense of the experience.

Ibogaine is just completely different, it's not only an journey/experience that you can use to work on things from a different perspective but it also "resets" a lot of neural pathways and receptors, whether you like it or not.

That's my personal opinion, psychedelics are just tools and they can all be very useful... or not, it depends on what you do with them.
 
SirTophamHat said:
Consumer do you smoke dmt or take pharmahuasca and what do you think are differences from your experiences alone?

Also how many times have you drank dmt, did you use banisteriopsis caapi and psychotria viridis, or other plants, etc.?
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I have smoked DMT maybe 50 times. Sometimes pure crystal sometimes changi made with caapi. I have never done pharmahuasca using a pharmaceutical maoi but i have done oral dmt with syrian rue. I prefer caapi and viridis blends. I have had aya in peru and also attended ceremonies in Australia. I have drunk aya about 20 times.
The oral dmt with syrian rue was not as deep a trip the 3 times i tried it. I think the caapi vine brings a lot to the experience. I have encountered the rainbow serpent many times in my dmt and aya experiences but only when caapi is involved. I used to be a staunch athiest but dmt and aya have changed that. I have experienced and interacted with the plant spirits and i am a much changed man. Some may scoff at the notion of plant spirits but i now firmly believe in them. Keep in mind that i am generally a man of science and i am a practicing registered nurse at a major city hospital.
I also purge more with the traditional brew. I think purging is an essential part of the healing process of the medicine.
Apart from that i find every journey unique in its own way. I prefer aya to smoked DMT because you have time to explore and navigate in the experience where as with smoked DMT its like being shot out of a canon into hyperspace. Both have their place though.
I am so tired i hope this post makes sense and that i have answered your questions.
 
15mg oxy
10mg valium
.5 kpin
1200gaba
Watching it's always sunny
Contemplating what to ask my pain doc
for on Monday lol.
 
Yes consumer you made sense. Thanks for your sharing. I've never done oral dmt or aya, and I hear bcaapi is very very nice, better than srue as far as plant maoi go. I would like to voyage thru that space (aya) once I am more firmly rooted in life. It has been and will be in my nature to drift for the foreseeable future. I like to feel grounded when I trip. Only exception being smoked dmt since it is so uniquely short and in a class of its own really. I imagine aya is very very powerful, and it does in a way scare me. I'd always be interested in hearing about your dmt experoences. BTW.

OT: beers and residual pot high before making dinner.
 
consumer said:
Aya has a habit of revealing things suppressed that are causing you damage, bringing them to the fore and allowing you to deal with them in an enhanced state of mind. It is not always a pleasant experience but i find its always been worthwhile doing the "work".
I would definitely consider it brother.
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I was considering AYA but the last thing I need is to bring up any more suppressed emotions. That is what got me where I am today. If I didn't have a family I would be living on a secluded island somewhere as I don't do well with people.
 
Man in the Dark said:
I was considering AYA but the last thing I need is to bring up any more suppressed emotions. That is what got me where I am today. If I didn't have a family I would be living on a secluded island somewhere as I don't do well with people.
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Its generally a very positive thing, allowing you to deal with issues buried in your subconscious and to move on. But like i said it is not always pleasant. It is not a recreational drug its medicine. If you want a recreational psychedelic get some quality LSD. There is plenty floating about these days.
 
I feel high as fuck right now and I am sober. I really feel like I just took some amphetamine, but I have taken adderall in two days. Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
 
^ high on life.

Me, I've had 150 mg of O-desmethyltramadol and about a gram of valerian root extract. Excellent.
 
Did my back in moving a patient at work (i am a registered nurse) and in a world of pain at the moment.
So ive just had 30mg of IR Oxycodone and 10mg of valium.

Waiting for those to kick in and hopefully get some sleep but i find oxy quite stimulating so combined with my bloody back i doubt i will be sleeping
 
Hit the mile bright and early this morning and was at the clinic by 6:50. There was a line up the ramp to the door which was actually surprising, but the gangsta security guards kept that shit moving. Stopped for coffee on the way back and had some eggs and hash browns when I got back to my building.

40mg methadone
Coffee

Actually was just feeling my dose a bit today, moreso than other days. Gotta order some benzo analogues soon. Etizolam would be great, but I'm always down for something new. Just have to keep the shit in moderation.

Have a good day everyone
 
Added another 70 mg O-desmethyltramadol, totaling 220 mg now. Feeling nice and relaxed, sipping on some herbal tea and listening to various lectures. Much more superior way to spend a Friday evening than getting shitfaced at the pub, for me anyway.
 
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