sonix
Bluelighter
Did a shot of 4fma for the morning ^_^ feeling great.
I'm feeling pretty decent... shot some dope, smoked a bit of the ol' smokeable cocaine lol and then shot some more dope... mmm... m... m!
Proper junkie eyed, fucked up as in cant keep em open. Think any where from 360 to 500 + mgs of oxy today + a lot of dxm, codeine, morphine, xanax, loprazaolam, midazolam. I'll be becoming an orphan soon, prob not the right word for someone in their very early 20s so I'm basically taking oxy more for the emotional pain of watching this all unfold, inevitably and for physical pain BUT MOSTLY for the emotional pain.
Finally undertsand how comfotably numb can feel so damn good!!!!!! Fucked and loving it fellas.
Oh how opiates change one....as I can imagine you'd never see yourself banging. I'm sure you'll keep it safe being a DC mod and all though!