Had a mean ass bbq with some friends - had a beer and a coke, I'm drinking too much coke (thx), 200 mg oxy (this evening) just recovered from the nods only to send my self back there now with some codeine and 100 mgs more oxy - the series I waste nodding off to is getting bad!
Wish I had more benzos besides loprazolam and valium and clobazam - they all fkin suck imo.
Oxy's all IR - only day one and i'm missing that contin consistency....
Had about 6 Xanax bars... Fell into my hands by serendipity... Not nearly enough to feel much (enough) of course. Least I ain't goin off the deep end like usual.
Sure would like a couple roxies about now... Maybe I'll get lucky and my wingman'll deliver later... Not counting on it though... 10:30 already? Doubting it..
If I do, they're going up the mainline though.. been a while..
Ive been drinking literally since i woke up, plus 72mg methylphenidate ER at noon. I continued drinking until my last shot, which I took after getting a pretty awesome BJ on a bench on a mountain cliff in the palisades (she swallowed, and with a shot of vodka too!). Then, I went to my buddy kyle's and took 2mg lorazepam. about to smoke a stoge. i want some weed an omrphine.xz