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How High Are You? V. Dude Where's My Bar?

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I put on my headphones and set the controls to autopilot as I headed for a stroll through the night. The world blurred and I seemed to be moving at great speed.


I dreamed last night that a dog named Lunar was leaving on a mission into deep space. A crowd cheered as her shuttle blasted off. I was happy for a moment, but it occurred to me that her small paws probably weren't properly equipped to adequately handle the controls necessary for re-entry, and I asked a bystander "when is Lunar coming back?"..

She wasn't. That wasn't part of her mission.

So I went to this forest with a channel into distant reaches of the galaxy, and began calling out to her.

I saw my late dog Roxy, running into the sunset with the other kelpies whom she has apparently befriended since leaving this place.

As the light faded, It became apparent to me that I was somewhere I shouldn't be.

I looked up to the sky and saw the shuttle disappearing into a cloud composed of billions of stars.


I woke up, questioning everything about everything.

I hope that somehow, in some way - Lunar's travel into the unknown are more than just a lonely, chaotic voyage through the cosmos like I often feel it is for me.
 
Kratom, 2.5mg of diazepam and 2 shots of tequila.

It's my fifth day without THC, I think this has been my longest break in years. It's strange because I feel more clumsy and my mind is kind of cloudy, those are things that people associate with being stoned but it's the opposite for me, I don't quite feel like myself even if the WD symptoms are minimal (except for the cravings at night which are pretty strong, but that might be nicotine related since I smoke spliffs but not cigs).
I actually got some pretty bomb weed right now so I'm ending my involuntary break tonight, just gotta wait till it gets a bit darker because I'm staying at a hotel.
I feel like this spliff is gonna destroy me :LOL: but we'll see.
 
schizopath said:
Good luck on finding a job. Its nearly impossible as a drug user in Finland. I feel like Germany is pretty fucking hard too.
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I was born in Germany but I moved to Austria 15 years ago. Thank god I'm a functional addict like many here. Nobody knows nothing and this is perfect. Please don't get me wrong but I look totally normal and people who want to sell on hotspots are always running away when I went there because they think I'm police :D

I never take someting during the week, exept my daily joint and my meds, if that's not enough there is 100 mg Seroquel. This should normally be enough. But on weekends on holidays -- wohooooooooooooooooo :D

When I have coke it can happen that i take a small line in between also my working, but it calmes me down and makes a good feeling.

JJ
 
These weeks i am exaggerating with everything because I'm just hanging around - that's the only reason.
 
plus 200 mg Oxazepam
plus 15 mg Amphetamin
plus 5 mg Clonazolam................ I was waiting too long - but now i start to roll one.
 
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Probably about 300-400mg 4-flouroamphetamine over the course of the day. Unfortunately, I must report it's a fairly disappointing drug.

Besides that, at various points, in an effort to somehow rectify the lethargic bad feelings...

200mg phenylpiracetam
300mg citicholine
120mg noopept (single dose)
200mg tianpetine (in divided doses,, what I was hoping for here was take advantage of the SSRE properties and cancel out some of the sertonergic weirdness, if that is what it is,,,
40mg NSI-189 (just recently)
40mg Colurateam (just recently also)

Come this evening - drank a 4 pack of beers (almost finished the 4th) and relented on my NO GODDAMN BENZOS rule somewhat and took 20mg valium and 2mg etizolam now. Feeling more sedated for my liking, so just aboiut to drink a coffee. But, yeah, I guess either I got a bad batch or there is something weird about my brain (I mean I know the latter already, hehe, but specifically to 4-xA administration, perhaps... :))
 
MOrnng Blue World

Its friday, Yeah.. lol not that it really means much as everyday is a friday to me.

24mg bromazepam ( yes dbl the dose i normally take)
.5mg alzam
1 bag of H
300ml vodka (so far)

Have no work or obligations today so gonna get intoxicated early and pass out early so by evening time im ready for what is up for offers? Once again Happy weekend to all
 
@JoEhJoEh I tried 120mg oxazepam once off at 2am this morning it it only made me pass out about an hour later but what i did find it to help was with my craving for alchohol and cold sweats even it was only for a short matter of time till i passed out and also only got 5hrs sleep after that dose with some extras added.

Thinking to test and experiment a lot more with oxazepam in the future even if just for certain reasons.
 
Nothing taken yet. Our money had came so I went in to town with my husband and had no time to smoke before leaving. but now im on the bus on my way home.
when I get home: a joint and a couple of beers

I have a hard time not day drinking as soon as I have access to alkohol... hmm
 
Coffeeshroom said:
@JoEhJoEh I tried 120mg oxazepam once off at 2am this morning it it only made me pass out about an hour later but what i did find it to help was with my craving for alchohol and cold sweats even it was only for a short matter of time till i passed out and also only got 5hrs sleep after that dose with some extras added.

Thinking to test and experiment a lot more with oxazepam in the future even if just for certain reasons.
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Here in Vienna Psychs are tapering more and more with Oxazepam. If you are not used to it, of course you sleep. If you have a look at the sheet of paper inside there is a warning: "50 mg is okay for at home but from the 100 mg on you have to be monitored in a hospital normally" ;)

I can take 500 mg and am awake, perhaps a bit motorical issues and a bit tired. But you know, my tolerance. But Oxas and Xanax are the only Benzos i can nod on and I love that :)

JJ
 
JoEhJoEh said:
Here in Vienna Psychs are tapering more and more with Oxazepam. If you are not used to it, of course you sleep. If you have a look at the sheet of paper inside there is a warning: "50 mg is okay for at home but from the 100 mg on you have to be monitored in a hospital normally" ;)

I can take 500 mg and am awake, perhaps a bit motorical issues and a bit tired. But you know, my tolerance. But Oxas and Xanax are the only Benzos i can nod on and I love that :)

JJ
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yeah like you said it comes down to benzo tolerance. I can take 1mg triazolam with 20mg valium and still be awake without nodding. But that high dose of Purata had me nodding and a sleep in an hours time, which was exactly what i wanted at that time so not complaining. I got myself 30x 30mg purata today with a few other benzos and meds. So what im gonnna try and do is take it a big dose in the morning and see how it effects me without using any other benzos or downers just to see and feel its full potential on its own.

Much love Shroomie
 
Pretty happy since I finally got a new apartment, gonna turn the living room into a meth lab (just kidding NSA, I won't do anything illegal... Except maybe smoke some weed inside).

Just some kratom for now, got many things do to.
 
Coffeeshroom said:
@JoEhJoEh I tried 120mg oxazepam once off at 2am this morning it it only made me pass out about an hour later but what i did find it to help was with my craving for alchohol and cold sweats even it was only for a short matter of time till i passed out and also only got 5hrs sleep after that dose with some extras added.

Thinking to test and experiment a lot more with oxazepam in the future even if just for certain reasons.
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What I want to add is, you have a tolerance to benzos iirc?
Of course then it's nothing special. Like I said every Junkie who is substituted gets this as a sleeping med but the rather sell it to get in the end what they really want.

JJ
 
JoEhJoEh said:
What I want to add is, you have a tolerance to benzos iirc?
Of course then it's nothing special. Like I said every Junkie who is substituted gets this as a sleeping med but the rather sell it to get in the end what they really want.

JJ
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yeah i think i have moderate said tolarance to benzo's but we all have our own opinion on that scale I guess. But i have to say to most that are chasing an euphoria effect, rather use said med at its advised max dose once off and feel the med by itself and in that i think most will find that the euphoria that they chasing in maybe felt but not in the normal sense ( for some just not having acute anxiety in itself is euphoria) well this is my insight anyways. ( oops sorry, don't know if i broke some HR rules )

OT:
total so far
42mg bromazepam
3mg alzam
finished my 3rd bag of H
finished a bottle of vodka and had a few other drinks in between

And still here i am. Love you my blueworld friends ❤ oh im in semi noddyville but my mate is snorring me out the room so im moving to the lounge. Fooook it.
 
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