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How High Are You? V. Dude Where's My Bar?

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Burnt Offerings said:
Yeah, I don't like how they make me feel anymore...they make me feel dysphoric and totally mentally/emotionally numb

Wasn't always that way...in my teens and early 20s I'd take one if someone offered me one, definitely, and I've even taken some of the rarer ones which were harder to find in the pre-internet age. But as I've gotten older I've come to the opinion that those drugs never really add anything, they just subtract. Which, in some cases, is actually good...if you're having a panic attack or experiencing terrifying drug-induced hallucinations, you may want to subtract from that experience! But if I'm just sitting around at home, having a normal day or what have you, they don't really serve any purpose other than to deaden my mind, mood, make me depressed etc.

Everybody's different, though, and they can be very effective medicine IMO, they're just not for me as far as enjoyment goes
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I definitely see your point of view. If I go too hard with benzos I start getting one of their worst side effects, being suicidal ideation. If I keep it in check though I'm on top of the world. I'm a naturally intense and paranoid person so a little removal of inhibitions does me a lot of good.
 
Well the day is almost finished
Finished my H at 4pm
Its 19:30 pm now..
Had a few more drinks since then. 300ml vodka in the last 2 hrs.
Plus also just had .5mg alzam
Hope to sleep like the dead in the next hr. But also woke up at 7am with 1.5mg alzam and a few joints that kept me cool till 2pm. Then only got one bag and finished in 2hrs...

Anyhow feeling good but slightly nauseous but will battle through that
But overall happy and feeling good.
 
0,5 mg alprazolam
3 gram kratom, green thai
80 mg oral speed paste
and just took 300 mg pregabalin

feeling pretty great and i'm sure i'll feel fucking fantastic once the pregabalin hits me. my tolerance is low and pregabalin is honestly one of the most euphoric drugs for me.
 
450 mg of pregabalin and .5 mg of clonazepam. I'm feeling so damn amazing right now! I fucking love pregabalin, it has a unique buzz that is really euphoric.

The only thing that would make this better would be some weed. So far, I've only scored once and haven't had any luck since. Tbh, I kinda regret not trying to smuggle my stash that I had at home at this point...(for context, I'm currently on a vacation in mexico)
 
Well i woke up at 2am and couldnt sleep so had 1.5mg alzam. That plus a joint helped me to sleep till 6:30am and them i had another 1.5mg alzam with another joint and that made me sleep till 09:30am. Then waited till 11am and got some H and booze
So basicly the tally dor the day so far is
3mg alzam between 2am and 6:30am
11am 1 bag H
200ml vodka

Feeling good but still alightly anxious but think thats my mind playing tricks on me...
 
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