EphemeralOutlet141
Bluelight Crew
- Joined
- Dec 11, 2014
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This new batch of Red Jong Kong I got actually has me nodding off a little hell ya
want me to delete this. . . .How do you all deal with mood swings this s*** is f****** unreal I've been up and down bouncing like a caterpillar between a high and a low I can't even f****** begin to describe it and now I'm starting to even out and I might just take a Xanax why are you so f****** painful I'm breaking down and crying in public and people are watching
Deep breaths one after the other don't pay attention to the earthquake in the ocean pay attention to the tide hitting the flow away you're going to Flow Away one day like a turd in the f****** toilet you piece of s*** human being it's all going to be alright
I can't
Stop
Crying
I've held on too long SOS marijuana we have a SINKER
If people walk up to me and are like JEE WHY U SO SAD yeah I have bipolar KEEP WALKING OR TAKE A PICTURE ITLL LAST LONGeR
Oh god I just triggered myself
You should have picked the photograph it lasted longer than you
If grief could kill I would be dead
What a beautiful and sad trip I have to go cry somewhere else
Fuck I am now pathologically afraid of nausea how do we work past this 1
Fuck
Me
How did I even stumble home Saturday
That's the difference that's right you are on public transport sit out an hour and you'll be all right sit out in an hour or so out one hour sit out one hour smoke pot smoke pot smoke pot
1/2 a dose of hydroxyzine !
it's worse than a narcotic. narcotic doesn't even dumb me down this much. . . .
and it makes xanax taste like a sweet candy.
hydroxyzine tastes like the worse shit iv'e ever tasted. i want to tale a xan JUST to make the foul taste gone. it's shit like vomit and then i get to be all drugged and like zombie again.
. . . i need it to sleep though, lucky me !
it tastes worse than puke. gotta gag one down i guess.
what a mess. i need to go back to sleep now bc my pharmaceutical co. is in control.
oh god i'm getting the ass kickin'
too high for this
gonna cry
Hydroxyzine sucks balls. I went to urgent care years ago because I ran out of klonopin and hydroxyzine is the crap they gave me for anxiety. It's basically like Benadryl. All it does is make you feel really sleepy. It's a horrible alternative to a benzo.
Hydroxyzine sucks balls. I went to urgent care years ago because I ran out of klonopin and hydroxyzine is the crap they gave me for anxiety. It's basically like Benadryl. All it does is make you feel really sleepy. It's a horrible alternative to a benzo.
I was doing high dose bzd's and quit but I'm mental garbage to begin with.When I went to treatment they tried to give me that after a 4 day benzo taper lmao. I was having debilitating anxiety attacks every day and would get a 25mg hydroxyzine.
OT few grams of red and green kratom and coffee at brunch with my mom