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How High Are You? V. Dude Where's My Bar?

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LandsUnknown said:
It's a place where gay/bi guys to have sex with random strangers. I go to one almost every day! And I never wear a rubber, nobody really does at the one I go to. They have a pool, a sauna, and a hot tub. That's why they call it a "bathhouse".
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Learn something new everyday, do you worry about diseases?

Prior to my partner now I had allot of arrangements with “ sugar daddies” ?
And it was a big deal for cleanliness and especially if they were married or were seeing other girls.
So now it’s at the front of my mind as somethings can’t be cured
 
1800mg gabapentin spaced (yeah but the pain will be gone til at least tomorrow sometime)
10mg diazapam
coffee
cigs
weed
dude wants to trade oxy 10s for some of my Vs but it will cost him... cant stand parting with my security blankets....
 
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Hello all,

I've been binging for so long ... At least Months probably.. Getting more anxious and more depressive everyday. It's getting worse and I will need a serious break as soon as possible. I might start a thread in the dark side section to find support and get things out of my chest...

Anyway today I woke up after 2 days with no sleep.
2 decent lines of ket to wake me up with 2 joint Bubba Kush and sipping coffee,
0,15 g opium oral, 3 years old very good
Mixed some good speed and ket 1 big line 300mG
20mg cetirizine and 20mg valium
Big joint of hash, so strong
Bump of speed and ket
went to see friends bumps of coke and speed , talking trash
50 mg oxazepam
Last line of ket with big joints
600 mg quetiapine
10mg methadone syrup

so at the of the day I did more than a gram of ket half of gram of speed and coke.. And 4 grams of cannabis.

Thanks for reading , take care

Peace
 
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@Effect I sent you a stupid-long PM about my shitty cry-tastic life. I have been trying to keep my chin up but I think if you read the PM you'll see that I'm probably doing much better than I suspected I would be when this day came.

Thank you for expressing care for me. I really appreciate that. <3
 
I'm cooking like something serious, not sure how much but has to be alot of Morphine moving through me. A strong euphoric push and warmth spreading out to my extremities. I'd consumed there 1st washes of Poppy Tea and put all the 2nds on Ice.

Have enough for one more Decent wash when I get home and then tommorow morning I'm gonna reduce like 8-10 2nd washes down to the volume of one coffee mug and sip it slow. Then it's back to Bupe again, lol.

Least till I get my paws on the next batch the following weekend. Hopefully they are of the same consistency they have been the past few months. Being forced off a few days a week is good for trying to keep my tolerance down a bit
 
Ah just woke up from an alprazolam nap that happened soon as I got back to my place from eating.

45mg methadone
3.5mg alprazolam
24oz 8% abv screwdriver

Bout to try not to fall back asleep and get some personal stuff done as well as help my roommate with something. Gotta order more fucking JUUL pods which is gonna take away from bud money.
 
Cosmic Charlie said:
I'm cooking like something serious, not sure how much but has to be alot of Morphine moving through me. A strong euphoric push and warmth spreading out to my extremities. I'd consumed there 1st washes of Poppy Tea and put all the 2nds on Ice.

Have enough for one more Decent wash when I get home and then tommorow morning I'm gonna reduce like 8-10 2nd washes down to the volume of one coffee mug and sip it slow. Then it's back to Bupe again, lol.

Least till I get my paws on the next batch the following weekend. Hopefully they are of the same consistency they have been the past few months. Being forced off a few days a week is good for trying to keep my tolerance down a bit
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How long do you wait on average before dosing bupe after a PST binge?
 
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Visited a doc and got time for physiotherapist and an enmg test! :giggle:
At shop some religious looking lady was so taken back by my unholy appearance that she decided to buy me milk (I had only money for 30g of tobacco). I love this village/town.
So naturally it was time to snort 150mg of speed for a nice daytime binge.
Been a good day so far.
 
LandsUnknown said:
Nah, to be honest I don't really worry about it. Just isn't really something I think about much honestly.
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Please look at starting PrEP if you haven't.

OT: too much kratom, a dab and 1g phenibut
A lot of the time, I get a decent buzz going I waste it thinking about taking more and feeling better instead of just being content.
 
SadLobbyist said:
Please look at starting PrEP if you haven't.
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I read about that. I probably should look into that. Never really thought of this to be honest. Also, sometimes in the sauna of the bathhouse everybody passes around a needle with IV crack in it before getting the orgy started. Maybe I should skip out on that next time. I never really thought this was too risky or anything honestly, never really gave it much thought, but ever since I did some research on it I might have been being a bit careless with things.
 
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I'm fucked up like fucking cooked on meth... Did a good 5 grams in 2 days. And IV today after being clean 8 months... I look like shit. Everyone here at the rehab is talking shit to me. I feel like one is gonna snitch. I am shakey. I havent eaten since Thursday. I havent slept. I cant stop touching my dick ??? or jacking off.... I just wanna have sex obsessively at this point. I am shakey. When I stand I get shakey and dizzy and light headed. I smell awful. My eyes are red as fuck and glossy. So high idgaf about anything anymore. Ditched work today. Felt so bad bc my room mate... Had to help me today... He literally had to take my stash and syringes away because I was going over board... And he really cares bout me... I FEEL like a piece of shit
 
Can still feel the Poppies workibg their magic on my body but I will have to redose when I get home. After that i have to very strong cups worth which will get me through tommorow for the most part. Then the following day it's back on Buprenorphine, will wait a little over 24 hours for induction.

Can't wait to order some more PST will probably buy another 8lbs on my payday. Binge through it all week till it runs out add infinitum. This is my beautiful life and I love it this way, all praise goes to Sister Morphine.
 
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I'm fucked up like fucking cooked on meth... Did a good 5 grams in 2 days. And IV today after being clean 8 months... I look like shit. Everyone here at the rehab is talking shit to me. I feel like one is gonna snitch. I am shakey. I havent eaten since Thursday. I havent slept. I cant stop touching my dick ??? or jacking off.... I just wanna have sex obsessively at this point. I am shakey. When I stand I get shakey and dizzy and light headed. I smell awful. My eyes are red as fuck and glossy. So high idgaf about anything anymore. Ditched work today. Felt so bad bc my room mate... Had to help me today... He literally had to take my stash and syringes away because I was going over board... And he really cares bout me... I FEEL like a piece of shit
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WHY that is such a terrible idea, I can't go over 0.1g in a day or it's unpleasant, who does this to themselves PLEASE know you're compulsively using due to NACC overactivation and you really need to pull yourself out of this ok? 2.5g/day is not healthy. I'm not trying to shame you or whatever, do what you want, but yeah.

Don't beat yourself up just realize your brain is smarter than you are and it will own you if you don't wise up. Best way I can put it.

<- dabs, earlier i had xanax, flew through space and had a beer. kind of numb but the downers have worn off and I want to crash eventually. debating on how to end this. so many options...
 
"[The feeling of doing DMT] is as though one had been struck by noetic lightning. The ordinary world is almost instantaneously replaced, not only with a hallucination, but a hallucination whose alien character is its utter alienness. Nothing in this world can prepare one for the impressions that fill your mind when you enter the DMT sensorium."
-- Terence McKenna

Load Universe into Cannon. Aim at Brain. Fire.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
WHY that is such a terrible idea, I can't go over 0.1g in a day or it's unpleasant, who does this to themselves PLEASE know you're compulsively using due to NACC overactivation and you really need to pull yourself out of this ok? 2.5g/day is not healthy. I'm not trying to shame you or whatever, do what you want, but yeah.
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I love doing meth... Iove everything it does to me... Compulsively seeking it because of its euphoric effects.. But I'm also hopelessly addicted... And I just love to get really spun, but its funner when I can just kick back at home and not give a damn about appearances... Binging... Theres nothing compared to that needle..
 
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