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How High Are You? V. Dude Where's My Bar?

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baked, this 1mg seems to go on and on so I feel real good, don't think I'll need to re-dose

and have chocolate chip cookies ready to be baked in less than ONE HOUR and I will be enjoying them while it is still twilight :D :D :D
 
lol one irl bad news thing and i'm happy -> depressed immediately

great

fucking great

this is when I need hard drugs and dgaf to cop/hustle for them THIS SUCKS so instead all I have are more downers.

I would do another beer/benzo combo but that's going to be a bit too much I think and alcohol tends to feel worse if I just do it by itself.... UGH major sigh. Stupid fucking life.
 
Made Poppy Tea this morning and I'm drinking this a little slower than last night. It hit me so hard at one point I almost puked and got nauseous. And This NEVER happens to me from Opiates cuz I'm a damn tank. This just shows you how variable strength is with this stuff. Last week's bag was deff weaker.

Gonna be smoking Weed pretty much all day also and playing Mortal Kombat 11. Back to work tommorow so i gotta try and make today count. About halfway through drinking the 1st wash and im gonna save the second for the afternoon. I fucking love opiates so much most people have no clue, more than anything.

It's kinda sad in a way, but whateva :confused:
 
Me too sipped the cup down over a few hours while i smoked and I feel great, extremely opiates. This stuff is wickedly addicting to me in a similar manner to Heroin. And It's so cheap and easy for me to get it's wonderful, shows up in two days. It's gonna give me a seriously heavy tolerance though. Love how it lasts me like 12-14 hours before the drop-off.
 
Broke on the benzo break today. Skipped counseling as mentioned in the 'morning fix' thread and went and grabbed some 1mg clonazepam

45mg methadone
24oz screwdriver
3mg clonazepam
Bowl of Skywalker Kush

Feeling good. Got the munchies. Got get ready and eat here and possibly call my clinic counselor and come up with bs as to why I didn't show today. Although she's leaving next week and even cancelled the last group. Fuck it?
 
Getting back to the crib actually gonna make a fresh batch of Poppy Tea and freeze my weaker 2nd washes in Tupperware. I'm gonna try and catch a Nod this afternoon and build up slowly over a couple hours.

The stuff is coming out so brown and bitter when using HOT tap water. That's just how you want it. I chase each swig with one of Sugary Black Tea to mask it. Gonna smoke some more Pitbull Venom as well of course
 
not sure if the amount was appreciable and I still blacked out and woke up feeling like not killing myself so.... progress lol. Real life is still a trainwreck of a disaster. Probably going to crawl back in bed as soon as I have the rest of the cookies cooling lol

I ended up eating the ones from last night (don't judge I didn't make THAT many ;))
 
I baked the rest of the cookies and only had like 1 or 2 I legit had to cut myself off. The way some people are with benzos = how I am with chocolate chip cookies if I have any alprazolam in my system :p

I think there's like 4 or 5 left I'll ration out.

I think I need to pound beers today but I don't know if I should do that or just try to wait and see how I feel for another hour or two first.
 
So far today:

45mg methadone
3.5mg clonazepam
24oz 8%abv screwdriver
24oz 8%abv hard iced tea
3 bowls of bud
Nicotine via mango 5% nic salts
Edit: just grabbed a McDonald's iced coffee

Just finished one of those bowls and sublingual dosed the last .5mg clonazepam for the night. Supposed to get light dinner with my mom tonight. No pressure if I don't wanna go but I'm hungry and hopefully will continue to feel good so I'll go.
 
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Tooting some coke again. Needle exchange isn't open on the weekend.

I gave IV crack and coke an honest try.. and it IS better than smoking it, just barely, IMO.. a bit less jittery.. but snorting it is I think what i'll do. You just can't beat the duration. Which is why I love meth. I took Econ in college.. I look for the economical routes. ;)
 
how come pills say watson? is that manufacturer? because i got one bottle of ativan that says manufactured by actavis at they say watson and then have a bunch of numbers on the other side. then the next bottle was from leading and they say watson too, but just have a big "1" on the other side. same script, same milligram. i remember i used to get puretech a lot back in my old city. i've had tons of different brands. wish i'd have taken pictures of all the different pills. i have pictures of all the bottles (to keep track of what i was taking and when in life) somewhere on my computer.

i kind of want my valium script back. but i'm trying to actually figure out the most minimally invasive medication that works for my depression or bipolar, and getting the docs to script me multiple benzos will distract them from that issue.

if shooting coke is better than smoking it, holy fuck.
 
oh my goodness, recooking makes a world of difference. the coke turns to oil and floats to the top. everything else is either water soluble or sinks to the bottom. use a paper clip to collect the oil as it cools. once you get a little ball of hardened crack on the end of the paper clip, it becomes a magnet for the rest of the oil and it’s easy to stir up a new rock that’s so clean and hard hitting that it’ll ruin your life.
 
I didn't know some cuts were water soluble. I guess it's ignorant to assume they wouldn't be. So maybe shooting isn't as clean as I thought. Still less jittery though, or maybe it was because I was doing it in a Starbucks bathroom instead of on the street in broad daylight, so less anxious.

hydroazuanacaine said:
so clean and hard hitting that it’ll ruin your life.
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Fuck. I'm already there so I might as well try it. I got some good coke with me now maybe i'll save some and cook with it. Would it be worth it to recook your own shit? Like can you recook and recook until it's potent as fuck? Wouldn't it eventually not stick together?
 
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