Ketamania
Bluelight Crew
Well I took charge over my own finances yesterday. Made a trip to the bank. Feels good to be independent, but it also sucks because you have to take care of yourself. Nobody is legally obligated to take care of me, neither do I expect anybody to.
I've been trying to find a summer job since February. So far I haven't been able to find any. Everyone I talk to doesn't want a 'temporary' person just for the summer (b/c I'm a college student). It also probably doesn't help that I have a very specialized skill set, horses.
I have been 'volunteering' at a stable. Helping train a young Arabian and a seasoned ex-racehorse that is.. fiery. A lady I talked to said she'd want me to work her horse for her, but wants me to get instruction 1x a week. With $40 a lesson and no income, I can't be training peoples horses for charity. It's hard to tell if it's a privilege to be working with this horses, or if it is something I deserve to be paid for.
I'm used to not being paid for work, but I have limited savings from my original parents and my now ex-legal guardians will not support me in any way.
I couldn't care less now, 1.0mg clonozolam, 0.5mg hydroxyzine, kratom, and vaping some CBD
I've been trying to find a summer job since February. So far I haven't been able to find any. Everyone I talk to doesn't want a 'temporary' person just for the summer (b/c I'm a college student). It also probably doesn't help that I have a very specialized skill set, horses.
I have been 'volunteering' at a stable. Helping train a young Arabian and a seasoned ex-racehorse that is.. fiery. A lady I talked to said she'd want me to work her horse for her, but wants me to get instruction 1x a week. With $40 a lesson and no income, I can't be training peoples horses for charity. It's hard to tell if it's a privilege to be working with this horses, or if it is something I deserve to be paid for.
I'm used to not being paid for work, but I have limited savings from my original parents and my now ex-legal guardians will not support me in any way.
I couldn't care less now, 1.0mg clonozolam, 0.5mg hydroxyzine, kratom, and vaping some CBD