Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Had lunch, couldn't make coffee. Smoking a few mixed indica tobacco one hitters.
Sorry brotha for missing this post, Thanks for the kind words.Tbh man I always really enjoy your posts. I get the impression you're a chill dude living a chill life in a really nice secluded spot. Sorry if that sounds weird but you always have a pleasant tone and give me the impression you treat yourself with good drugs and enjoy life.
Also on the topic of kratom and phenibut with @4meSM I've always trusted kratom as a healing tool and a safety net for times of real opioid abuse. It has always treated me well, and back in my opioid naive days it would give me a pretty nice buzz. I always, always, keep a good supply of it on hand for pain management, fiber supplementation, or maintenance purposes.
Phenibut on the other hand has left me physically debilitated and sick every time I've tried it. No matter the brand or dose. I'm in the minority on that apparently though. Lyrica always treats me well, gabapentin is okay in a pinch, but phenibut is nothing but projectile vomiting and intense dizziness and fatigue. Has to be my biology though because I've spoken to multiple friends and tried their methods and products, yet always had the same bad experiences. Oh well I'll take a benzo over all of em most of the time
OT
Before I left work I finished off the last ~30mg ethyl-hexxy intranasal along with 1mg etizolam and some vaped nicotine. Once I arrived home tweaked out from the day I hit the brakes wiiiith:
🜏 150mg O-DT capsule
🜏 2mg etizolam oral solution
🜏 Yogi Soothing Caramel tea (a nighttime tea with L-theanine, Chamomile, California Poppy, Skullcap + spices) mixed with 1tsp red kratom and some kava extract
@devilsgospel So what do you think about hexen/NEH? Is the comedown as harsh as some people describe it?
75mg of Pregabalin
Kratom
1 spliff
Cup of coffee 5h ago
Cup of matcha right now
Well being pissed off as i am
.5mg halcion
.5mg alzam
400mg gabapentin
20mg xycam
all downed with
100ml vodka
and smoking a joint
yeah not in a good place
Well i have been in and out of a nod for the last 4hrs or so on benzos and alcohol ( don't think weed counts)Hope your day picks up man. Havin a rough one myself.
Made it through work on nothing but a few cigs, an energy drink, and some etizolam after my little evidence disposal incident this morning. Took everything I had to work 7 hours and make the 15min drive home while going through high-grade opioid and stim withdrawal. Now I'm safe and sound wrapped in a blanket on my big comfy couch consuming:
🜏 large unknown amount (~150mg?) O-DT spooned into a shot glass of water
🜏 1.2mg etizolam solution added to the residual effects of the 3mg earlier
🜏 2tsp red kratom + kava extract + turmeric chai tea
🜏 puffs off my 5% nicotine pod
Finally starting to feel decent. The gf is busy today too so I have some alone time to catch up on sleep and mental energy. I love that woman but she keeps me on my toes like a probation officer.
Morning Blue World
Slept like the dead and loveeed it.
anywhoooo
5mg Diazepam (upon waking)
.25mg Triazolam ( really starting to love this benzo, its almost has like a euphoric side but hard to explain )
150mg Pregabalin (75mg as i woke and another 75mg now)
Rooibos tea with a shot of vodka ( for breakfast to wash down the diazepam and triazolam and pregabalin )
quart of black label ( that im sipping now as im typing this )
2 joints so far ( currently smoking the second one now )
Feeling very relaxed and content. A few things lingering in the back of my mind but that too shall disappear.
Happy Sunday morning Blue world not been on for a while since I’ve been on I hope every one is doing at least as good as they were last time I was here
But back OT had 60mg of oxy railed as usual at 6.45 and another forty about ten minutes ago chased up with a vapeof an unknown but lovely sativa strain iv been keeping for the mornings so just going to wash a few gabapentin down with a big mug of British tea
Have a great Sunday folks. Peace out
Thanks brother been on a self imposed isolation mission to curb a few habits lmaoHaven't seen you around for a bit, nice to see you bro. Have a great Sunday yourself!
OT booster doses added to my morning ones 6 hours ago:
🜏 90mg O-DT
🜏 1.5mg etizolam
🜏 bumps of NEH (small and far apart is best I find) + 2 laced cigs which I'm really liking
Well glad to hear your bright spirit enjoy this day man.☺Haven't done shit in days:
This morning...
3g kratom and 1.35g phenibut hcl
Puffing on la and it is goooood and tasty.
Feeling aerated and alive.
Gotta bounce and get our walk on....