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It was a fight between my hand and an axe and unfortunately the axe came out on top

I'm a bit confused, you didn't chop your fingers off with an axe did you?

I'm silly I'm forgetful I'm sorry if you mentioned it before my memory is crap and I stopped my antidepressants and on benzos so even more forgetful

THE Doctors are absolute wank stains . I have to regularly fight tooth and nail to stop my doctor taking me off my meds even though the pain specialists have told him that they are the only option as the nhs won’t amputate a healthy limb

Don't get me started on how tight the doctors in the UK are, I used to buy online to self medicate for anxiety, insomnia and fibromyalgia because they won't help and I've started up buying online again recently

but today I picked up my new med I'll start tomorrow or the day after
 
I thought your OTC codeine syrup was just codeine? That's what @Wilson Wilson gets IIRC. His posts in the stash thread make me want to move to the UK.

Nope I tried getting a bottle from Boots chemist but they said they may be able to order it in as they don't stock it, then when I called back they said no, and other chemist's don't either as they know addicts want it

I got codeine linctus once when I had stomach inflammation/ulcer from K and I said I can't take pills due to the ulcer so I got one bottle of it, this was at an emergency walk in clinic which I've only been to like one as I was in fucking agony and the. ranitidine and anti sickness pills only helped a bit so she gave me codeine linctus as a one off, I felt slight effects off a whole bottle but I don't feel anything off codeine phosphate pills etc it's very strange

Not sure how @Wilson Wilson gets away with it, maybe not so strict where he lives
 
So I got this bottle of mead hoping to drink some viking shit, but it's basically just white wine now. It has a nice buzz but I'm still kinda disappointed that it's no different than some brunch wine white women drink. Maybe this other brand I ordered is better. If it ever shows up of course.
 
I'm a bit confused, you didn't chop your fingers off with an axe did you?

I'm silly I'm forgetful I'm sorry if you mentioned it before my memory is crap and I stopped my antidepressants and on benzos so even more forgetful



Don't get me started on how tight the doctors in the UK are, I used to buy online to self medicate for anxiety, insomnia and fibromyalgia because they won't help and I've started up buying online again recently

but today I picked up my new med I'll start tomorrow or the day after
I had damage to all my fingers but a couple off the rest dangling so the docs patched it up best they could but the nerves to my central palm were also chewed so it’s a mash up of jammed connections
 
Morning blue world

woke up at 4am and coulnd't sleep further so i had 15mg midazolam + .25mgtriazolam. That helped me to sleep in till just past 8am.
so guess i can add it to today usage

15mg midazolam
.25mg triazolam
400 gabapentin
10mg valium
Shot of vodka
2 joints so far

Feeling baked and slightly lethargic but that too shall pass. No subutex today so i can have some H tomorrow.
 
Got an unexpected gram of meth and jacked half of it. Judging by how hard it is to type this with pouring sweat with shaky hands and multiple vision I ain’t as tolerant as I thought.

i’m thinking about sitting in the fridge for a while until things calm down.
 
Those nitrazapam are still effecting me and I only took 20mg yesterday morning after a 10mg vallie

Then just 10mg nitrazapam before bed but I'm wobbly and not much energy which is fine as I like them, but I need to leave to walk to the dentist in 20 minutes that's the issue

And I can't cancel as 2 strikes and they kick you out I'm on my last chance as the last time I turned up for my appointment on time but my appointment was the day before so that was one strike

How can I walk there when I can't walk properly lol I had a small bump of K to try and give me energy but nope it didn't help so now what, stumble through town looking drunk and get tugged by the cops by looking like I'm fucked lol?
 
Morning blue world

woke up at 4am and coulnd't sleep further so i had 15mg midazolam + .25mgtriazolam. That helped me to sleep in till just past 8am.
so guess i can add it to today usage

15mg midazolam
.25mg triazolam
400 gabapentin
10mg valium
Shot of vodka
2 joints so far

Feeling baked and slightly lethargic but that too shall pass. No subutex today so i can have some H tomorrow.

well i have added the following in the last 2 hrs:
400mg gabpentin
75mg pregabalin
200ml vodka
few bong hits in between
7.5mg midazolam (insufflated)

feeling super relax and warm. work done and just chilling in my bed.
 
Good Morning Blue World! 💪

250mg Tramadol
300mg Pregabalin
0.25mg Triazolam nasal
2mg Clonazepam
80mg Oxycodon nasal
high CBD oil, Magnesium and Ashwagandha

added 0.5mg Alprazolam, 10mg Hydromorphone nasal and 60mg Oxycodon nasal

/edit: added 60mg Oxycodon nasal and 600mg Pregabalin
 
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Just done a line of K after coming back from the dentist, they was all so lovely to me and the dental assistant has the same anxiety disorder as me (GAD) and is also on Mirtazapine too, which I stopped 5 days ago but for him they didn't poop out he's been on 30mg for the last year and they are still helping him and he has a job and is normal he was lovely and understood my anxiety issues, so I just met someone else with GAD that likes mirtazapine best, shame it don't work long term for some people but I'm so impressed and happy for him, bless his heart, see mirtazapine really can help people, it's by far the only antidepressant I tolerate but like I said it poops out on me after 2/3 months lol
 
well i have added the following in the last 2 hrs:
400mg gabpentin
75mg pregabalin
200ml vodka
few bong hits in between
7.5mg midazolam (insufflated)

feeling super relax and warm. work done and just chilling in my bed.
and added more:
800mg gabapentin
200ml vodka
2 quarts of beer ( on my 2nd now )
7.5mg midazolam
3 joints in the last few hrs.

feeling um.. yeah.. wheres my bed.
 
Another day another dollar 💵 work was a fucking whore of a shift. Spent the whole day being a mower jockey 🏇 which is ok for lazy folk but I actually prefer grafting as the day flies in
Anyway started today with my usual 100mg of oxy and vaped my way through two g of decent weed at work so now am home have just railed another 80 of oxy and had a bucket of purple punch weed so going to chill the F out for half an hour in the bath with some mellow tunes
 
Morning blue world

woke up at 4am and coulnd't sleep further so i had 15mg midazolam + .25mgtriazolam. That helped me to sleep in till just past 8am.
so guess i can add it to today usage

15mg midazolam
.25mg triazolam
400 gabapentin
10mg valium
Shot of vodka
2 joints so far

Feeling baked and slightly lethargic but that too shall pass. No subutex today so i can have some H tomorrow.

Triazolam and Midazolam god damn bro I'm so jealous 😣 I've wanted to try those for so damn long. I've had nearly every other benzo besides those and a few other obscure ones nobody gets anymore.
 
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