cosmic charlie
Bluelight Crew
12mgs Buprenorphine
Smoked a couple bowls of green.
Back to work again.
Smoked a couple bowls of green.
Back to work again.
Almost same situation right now, pain was gone if i sit down but I have stuff to do so I dont why but taking 3fpm 30mg (i'm kinda sensitive to stimulants) orally and did the trick, took 2mg alprazolam and melatonin to go to sleep. Good night everyone since it's sleep time where i liveI've been doing horrible. Some of you may know I suffer from scoliosis - it makes my lower back ache, which most of the time is only a minor nuisance. However, the past few weeks it got exponentially worse to the point that some days I can't do more than lie down and try to do some exercise for the back. I'm going to the doc first thing next week hoping we can devise a treatment plan. So I'm eagerly awaiting that.
OT: even though I'm pretty much done with codeine, I was so desperate that I decided to take a hefty dose of 450 mg after feeling no relief from NSAIDs. And to my surprise the codeine also did nothing, even without tolerance. How about that. I mean, it numbed me mentally, but the pain was still there as strong as ever.
Since I had some hexen lying around, I decided to take some of that to take my mind off the pain. And the moment it kicked in, I suddenly realized my back didn't ache anymore. I was pretty much dumbfounded, because a stimulant was the last class I'd think would help me. So I tested it again later with the same results. Codeine/morphine just got its ass handed to it in terms of pain relief by a mediocre stimulant not even meant for pain relief. I ain't complaining though.
I may have an idea why it is so, but at this point I'm just glad it helped. Biochemistry never ceases to surprise and amaze me.
TL;DR OT: 50 mg hexen plugged with 3 mg etizolam.
sorrow
grief
pain
countless hours and countless days...
All that i can feel is pain...
Living is killing me...
Why can't my life just finish....
it just drags on...
As if life wants me to suffer....
Theres no escaping this...
It just drags and drags on...
OK faded enough to sleep but I have *so much* to do, and I've done so much already, ermagerd *decisions*
6mg bromazepam
1mg alprazolam
2 quarts beer
2 dbl vodkas and coke
Few hits H
Feeling very wired. Not sure if its the H taken so closely to the benzos or what but I'm pretty floating...
I'm totes going to nap in 5 mins because I just have to. I'm that tired.Rest up when you need to brother!
Thanks for the concern but I'm always carefully or as careful as I can be, I don't do all that stuff together to get paralectic.. If you know what I mean. Plus its spread out and not all taken together.Hi Coffeeshroom,
Please promise me you will look after yourself! Even if your used to those combinations the risk still remains of having a bad reaction to the multiple downers. I am only saying this because I really do care about you, not to come accross as a dick.
Stay Safe!
Andy
Tahnk
Thanks for the concern but I'm always carefully or as careful as I can be, I don't do all that stuff together to get paralectic.. If you know what I mean. Plus its spread out and not all taken together.