Higher than I've been in several weeks.
90mg Hydrocodone
2/3 cup of ground poppies
1.25mg alprazolam (finally managed to get a small number of 0.25mg pills, the rest of which I am saving for panic attacks until I get the gram of phenazepam I just ordered)
500mg primidone(converts to phenobarbital)
1.8g gabapentin
1mg clonidine
200mg seroquel
3mg risperidone
75mg diphenhydramine
400mg cimetidine
500mg methocarbimal
this was mostly about 6 hours ago. I did take 15mg of the hydrocodone and 0.25mg of the alprazolam about 2.5 hours ago and 200mg of the cimetidine at that time to help prolong it. I am going to take my normal prescribed 200mg trazadone and 200mg sustained release seroquel now, which will add some sedation for the last couple of hours before bed.
Tomorrow I am going to Dallas, my first time in the big city. I've been wanting to go to Dallas for a long time. My house was chosen as one of the finalists for a $50,000 makeover. Also a chance to win a 46" plasma TV, a new refrigerator, or $500 in cash. Everyone who shows up gets a $100 gift certificate for an expensive restaurant and even better, a free 3 day vacation to Orlando, Florida. I've always wanted to go to the ocean.