not high , got a nice kick in the ass yesterday ass while home alone
smoked weed for first time in weeks yestday while 2 days sleep deprived
sent me batshit crazy for 45 minutes then copped a hour long seizure wich scared the cunt outa me , eventually realised it was coz id cold turkey stopped xanax few days b4 , the bongs n no sleep mixed with mild w/d symptons just set off this trip/110% k hole/obe like reaction
worst few hrs of my life , i thought id died for a minute , maybe i did i duno .
then fukn call doctor to make sure im not crazy and this k hole like feeling will pass ,
so the cunt says barely anythn n just gives the desk chick another script for bricks , wtf ?
ud think hed take me off em , n put me on a weaker one ,
i went from gettn 50 vals every 25 days to 50 bricks every 25 days , only coz i said id sumtimes been buyn bricks for street price ,in the passed and hes like , fuck that , il just script u em ..
FUCK xanax , dont ever wanna go there again , though im sittin here with a dose in front of me right now :/
im still feeling it now somewhat since i had a smoke with a mate earlier , very k like feelings ( everything i do takes 1 seconds for my limbs to respond , then another 2 seconds to feel whatever i do), i prob cldnt pick a difference , exept no minty k taste
quick question , wld it be wise to drink beer while im goin thru this ? or shld i wait til i feel 110% normal ? i dont want what happened yestday to happen again unexpectedly
gota shindig im meant to be at n sorta need to go there but i dun wana go if i cant drink
peace out cocksmokers
